#selfgrowt

Lately, I’ve been learning how to slow down — not because I’m lazy or lost, but because I’ve realized that growth doesn’t always look like movement. Sometimes, it’s just about breathing, pausing, and letting yourself exist in the in-between.

Life as a Multimedia Arts student is a blur — deadlines, group projects, and constant edits. Some days, my brain feels like an open tab with too many windows open. But amidst the chaos, I have moments of serenity — the click of my pen nibs, the light of my screen at midnight, the soft buzz of concentration when I'm doing something that feels right.

I used to believe that creativity had to be boisterous — big and bright. Now, I believe it's quieter, more fluid, but just as potent: light filtered through water, bending shape, but still enormous. All of my projects, all of my mistakes, all of the art is a lesson about who I am becoming.

This virtual space has gradually become my reflection — where I write, where I write, where I simply am. Perhaps that is what a virtual diary is all about: grasping little fragments of your becoming before they slip away.

Here I go again, writing my thoughts into nothingness — and hoping someone, somewhere, reads this and feels a little less alone.

🌸To quiet progress, subtle growth, and to finding beauty in the unfinished.