#selfchallengedamnit

I'm on a strict diet as a self-challenge. Why? Just cause I want to try it out. Never been on a diet before, nor have I ever tried to be in one. I love food too much, so why bother? But then, I decided to join my mom in this realm of hell in order to test my damn self-control against food and I think I made a mistake *sob sob* - cause I accidentally typed "bakso" on the search bar (it's this absolutely delicious meatball soup, which is my all time favorite Indonesian cuisine) and BAM! All delicious, saliva-pouring, all kinds of food are there in front of my eyes, frozen in perfectly neat pictures. WHAT AM I DOING TO MYSELF?!!!!! *hit head against a wall*