#self-esteem project

Doing 2 today because I missed to post yesterday:

6.6.2016: I went to work, despite not really wanting to, but I didn’t avoid.

Ok, so day 1, I just started writing all of the things that I've been lead to think about myself over the years. I was bullied from Kindergarten to 7th grade, home schooled in 8th and kind of ignored in high school. I've battled depression, mild social anxiety, and distrust in authority figures since about 5th or 6th grade. The trust in authority figures comes from the fact that almost none of my teachers did anything about my bullies, the principal did nothing, and the school did nothing. By the time anyone tried to, there was already a lot of damage and the bullies had already figured out that they could do anything and get away with it. Then you add society and the media, no wonder my self-esteem is so low!

The adjectives written are: disappointment (spelled incorrectly on my arm...oops), annoying, clingy, fat, intimidating, failure, ugly, bitch, timid, worthless, dumb, lonely talentless, unlovable

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