Dec 20, 2025
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me: “I feel like I need a vacation from the real world today. Like I need to plug in and forget I have a body and a human life.”
me: “I want to be floating in Cyberspace killing eldritch flesh demons and know things humans aren’t meant to know.”
me: “self maintenance is so boring I should be taking on the existential nightmares inside the world and thus, me”
That backside, tho 😅😝 My task initiation and sense of time have been a struggle lately with all the upheaval of the back to school break in routine. When the baby is disrgulated, EVERYBODY is disregulated 😅🙃🥲 Also my cycle is out of whack and I'm out of my estriol topical 😮💨 I oiled my hair post workout to make myself shower, but now I just want to sleep and I can't til I shower 😅 🙃 😴
On the joy of being a bit of a dick to solve problems
Had a couple of good work days, had a few projects come together into a cohesive set, and discovered I'm a pretty competent script-writer when I take the time to do a proper job — and the icing on the cake… My neighbour just told me she’s finally getting rid of her fucking cockerel. \o/ [coming up Milhouse dot gif]
As a bonus: after weeks on a strict diet of mostly potatoes and bean mash, I’ve got snacks again 🤤
At the start of the year I promised myself I’d stop ignoring the little things that make life worse. Stop listening to the voice that says “just tolerate it, don’t be a dick.” Instead: fix them, nudge, ask, push a bit. Nothing massive, but just trying to solve these things is starting to pay off and my internal “am I being a dick?” counter has barely ticked up.
If I have any advice for tackling problems that aren’t your fault (those are a bit harder) it’s this: show people the evidence. A simple graph or log can make it obvious who the real dickhead is, and that’s harder to argue with than just venting.
The next project is pulling together GP practice reviews across a dozen sites run by the same management company, and comparing them to their competitors. Because sometimes the way you get change isn’t by ranting — it’s by drawing a chart that makes everyone else realise just how badly they’re failing, as long as you can present it in a way you're confident is helpful and informative, and not just ranting.
Sometimes fixing life isn’t about grand revolutions. Sometimes it’s about fewer 5 a.m. cock-a-doodle-dos, and finally getting crisps back in your life. Small fixes, big difference.
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over the last few weeks I've been working on holistic management for my mental illnesses I've been on and off antidepressants since I was 18 and I haven't been able to go to a mental health professional since 2023 or so I do fully intent on returning to therapy but I need to stabilize my budget so lately my focus has been
keeping myself clean, showering often, combing hair, wearinf clean clothes
keeping my home clean and organized and finding furniture and decorations
eating consistently
doing at least one social activity a week
doing at least one solo activity just for fun
moving my body playing with the kids while I'm working, taking long walks, attending free exercise classes are what I want to do next
trying to do things for my community by volunteering at a community meal once a week
affirmations (I am kind, I am helpful, I am intelligent, people like me, I like myself)
making art
there's still a lot I'd like to do like get more sleep, read, try to date, etc but I feel like I'm making some progress
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