3. Bold
Daryl didnât think of himself as bold. Never had been. He left the boldness to others - Merle, mostly, with his loud mouth and devil-may-care attitude. Bold was for people who didnât have to think about consequences, who didnât spend their whole damn lives trying to go unnoticed.
But somehow, being around Rick made him want to be bold.
Not that Daryl would ever admit that out loud.
Rick was standing at the edge of the clearing, sunlight catching in his hair and painting it gold. He looked... calm. At peace in a way that was rare in the world they lived in now. He had one hand resting on his hip, the other holding his machete loosely at his side. Even from where he stood, Daryl could see the faint smile tugging at the corner of Rickâs lips.
Daryl shifted his weight, his boots scuffing against the ground. He didnât know what to say, didnât know how to pull words out of the swirling mess of his thoughts.
Heâd been thinking about Rick too much lately. About the way he moved, the way he smiled, the way his voice dipped low when he said Darylâs name. It was distracting, maddening, and - if Daryl was honest - terrifying.
Rick turned his head slightly, catching sight of Daryl out of the corner of his eye. âYou cominâ, or you just gonna stand there all day?â
Daryl grunted, adjusting the crossbow slung across his back. He forced himself to step closer, to stand beside Rick at the edge of the woods.
âWhatâre we waitinâ for?â Daryl asked, his voice gruffer than he intended.
Rick tilted his head, his smile widening. âNothinâ now.â
That was the thing about Rick - he always made it seem so damn easy. Talking, smiling, looking at Daryl like he meant something. It was infuriating.
They moved together, walking the edge of the forest in a companionable silence. Every now and then, Rick would glance at Daryl, his gaze lingering just a little too long.
By the time they circled back to camp, Darylâs stomach was tied in knots. He dropped his crossbow on the ground near his tent and busied himself with checking his gear, trying to ignore the weight of Rickâs eyes on him.
âDaryl,â Rick said, his voice soft but insistent.
Daryl froze, his hands stilling over the straps of his pack. He didnât turn around. âWhat?â
âYou good?â
ââCourse Iâm good,â Daryl muttered, but the words came out more defensive than he intended.
Rick stepped closer, and Daryl could feel the heat of him at his back. âYouâve been quiet.â
âAlways quiet,â Daryl shot back, but there wasnât any bite to it.
Rick reached out, his hand brushing against Darylâs arm. The touch was light, hesitant, but it sent a jolt through Darylâs entire body.
âYou can talk to me, you know,â Rick said, his voice low. âAbout anything.â
Daryl swallowed hard, his throat dry. He could feel the tension crackling in the air between them, the unspoken something that had been building for weeks.
It would be so easy to turn around, to face Rick and say what heâd been holding back for so long. But easy wasnât in Darylâs nature.
He pulled away, his shoulders stiff. âAinât nothinâ to talk about.â
Rick sighed, the sound heavy with frustration. âYouâre a hard man to read, you know that?â
âGood,â Daryl said, his voice clipped.
Rick didnât say anything else, didnât press. He just stood there, watching Daryl with an intensity that made his skin prickle.
The silence stretched, and Darylâs chest tightened. He didnât want to lose this - to lose Rick - but the idea of opening up, of putting himself out there, made his stomach churn.
He took a deep breath, forcing himself to turn around and meet Rickâs gaze. âWhat if I ainât good enough?â he said, the words tumbling out before he could stop them.
Rick blinked, startled. âWhat?â
Daryl clenched his fists, his nails digging into his palms. âWhat if I ainât enough for you?â
Rick stepped closer, his expression softening. âDaryl...â
âI ainât bold like you,â Daryl said, his voice rough. âDonât know how to say the right things, or... or do the right things. Just... donât wanna mess this up.â
Rick reached out, his hand settling on Darylâs shoulder. âYou think I care about that? About you beinâ bold or not? Hell, Daryl, you donât need to be anything but yourself.â
Daryl looked down, his jaw tightening. âDonât know how to be anything else.â
âGood,â Rick said, a small smile tugging at his lips. ââCause I donât want anything else.â
The words hit Daryl like a punch to the gut, stealing his breath. He looked up, meeting Rickâs gaze, and for the first time, he saw the truth in those blue eyes.
Rick cared about him. Hell, maybe even loved him.
And maybe, just maybe, Daryl could be bold enough to believe it.
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