Poor posture – Seishu Inui x reader
anime: tokyo revengers
wc 334 – gn!reader, future timeline spoilers?
“You’re gonna mess up your back sitting like that all day,” you said when you entered the bike shop and found your boyfriend curled up on the floor in front of a motorbike. His legs were crossed, but his back was awkwardly folded over himself to get under it.
Inui strained his neck to try to look at you over his shoulder without breaking his poor posture, lest he have to realign his spine before finishing the job.
“Don’t know what you mean.”
You snorted a small laugh and crouched down behind him, sneaking your hands around his waist and pulling him back against you. He groaned, bones cracking as he let you abduct him until he just flopped back on top of you.
“There we go!” you giggled from under him, running a hand through the front of his hair as his head rested on your chest. “I would like to borrow you for lunch.”
Inui made a big show of turning around, doing everything not to put too much weight on you until he found the perfect spot to plot back down on, this time with his face conveniently over yours. “You’ll have to ask the boss.”
Then he leaned down, letting slow kisses linger on your lips until the two of you melded into each other. You had both hands in his hair now, holding it back while he supported some of his weight on one arm and let his other hand roam from your waist and up.
“The boss says yuck,” Draken spoke up from the door, which startled you so much you instinctively pushed Inui off you, as if it was your boss.
“That’s entirely inappropriate, babe!” you scolded Inui jokingly, making faces of disbelief at Draken, who just rolled his eyes.
Inui scoffed and pushed your shoulder before getting up, then helped you up off the floor. While his face was as calm as it usually was, you giggled under your breath at how his ears burned red.
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/I just finished the Tokyo Revengers manga, it was amazing
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seishu is the best ipad baby confirmed. he's such a fat little duck i want moree
“𝐧𝐚𝐠𝐢 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐮 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞”
a/n: i agree, take these drafts
comes with two stories!
you kiss nagi once, then kiss your squishy, sleepy one-year-old son seishu twice, one for each cheek, before grabbing your bag.
“you’re sure you’ll be fine?” you ask, standing in the doorway.
“mm. yeah,” nagi mumbles from the couch, already horizontal with seishu chilling on his stomach like a tiny warm rice cooker. “we’ll vibe.”
you narrow your eyes. “sei. this isn’t ‘vibing.’ this is keeping a human child alive.”
“same thing,” he replies, eyes barely open. “we’ll be cool. right, little dude?”
seishu lets out a high-pitched raspberry that lands squarely on nagi’s chin. nagi doesn’t flinch. he just gives you a thumbs up.
against your better judgment, you leave.
only two hours later, your phone is blowing up with texts:
sei 🤍
um
what do babies eat again
is milk too boring
he looked at my pizza like he wanted it
i didn’t give it to him
but he looked really serious
sei 🤍
update: gave him a tiny piece
update 2: he threw it at the tv
update 3: it’s still stuck there
you sigh and call him. he picks up on the third ring.
“hi, babe,” he says, voice a little too calm.
“how’s it going?” you ask suspiciously.
“good. great. amazing. our son’s a genius.”
you hear screaming in the background.
“why is he screaming?”
“he figured out how to open the snack drawer and now he won’t stop eating puffs like he’s going to war.”
“sei!!!”
“also, uh… he might have peed on the rug.”
“what?!”
“okay, but hear me out: he was crawling fast and i was almost fast enough to catch him with the diaper, but he rolled like five times and then laughed at me.”
you can hear the existential crisis in his voice. and you’re trying not to laugh.
“where is he now?” you ask.
“in a laundry basket.”
“… a what.”
“i panicked. he was trying to climb the coffee table and i thought, ‘what’s the opposite of climbing?’ boom. containment.”
you rub your temples. “sei, you can’t just put him in a basket like laundry.”
“he likes it. he’s treating it like a spaceship. he’s not crying or anything. he made a sound like vroooom.”
“babies don’t say ‘vroom.’”
“ours does.”
when you finally get home, the living room looks like a warzone. baby snacks everywhere. the TV is playing something called baby shark extreme metal edition. the pizza is still stuck to the wall.
nagi is asleep on the floor. seishu is also asleep. inside the laundry basket. clutching your hoodie like a comfort blanket.
you stare. blink. then sigh, a hand over your mouth to stop yourself from laughing.
nagi cracks one eye open and mutters, “he’s still alive. i think that counts as a win.”
“you put my son in a basket.”
“you left me unsupervised.”
“… fair.”
you kneel and pick up your little spaceship captain. he stirs, then settles into your shoulder with a sleepy sigh and a puff of pizza breath.
“how was it?” you whisper.
nagi, flat on the floor, raises a weak fist in the air. “ten out of ten. would dad again.”
you chuckle and shake your head.
“next time,” you say, “i’m leaving you both with my mom.”
nagi’s eyes fly open.
“no,” he whispers in horror. “please. not the boss level.”
“𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐝”
you’d like to believe you were mentally prepared when reo mikage said he was “dropping by” to meet your baby, but in hindsight, you should’ve known better. the doorbell rings – not chimes, rings, like a baby jazz concert – because reo reprogrammed it last time to “sound more luxury.” nagi’s already holding seishu under one arm like a sack of potatoes and looks you dead in the eye. “if he says the words ‘baby’s first AMEX,’ i’m leaving.”
you open the door and immediately regret it. reo strolls in wearing designer everything, probably even the socks, and holding a gift bag the size of a microwave. “HELLOOOO!” he announces like he’s entering a stage, “i brought presents for the heir to the nagi empire!”
“he’s one,” nagi says flatly. “he can’t read. or walk straight. yesterday he drooled on the TV remote and changed the language to portuguese.”
reo gasps theatrically when he sees the baby. “oh my gosh. he is nagi, just compressed and squishier.” seishu, ever the cautious baby, narrows his eyes at reo like he’s trying to decide if this is a threat or a snack delivery man. reo crouches and pulls out the “gift” – a toddler-sized gucci tracksuit – and seishu, maintaining intense eye contact, slaps it out of his hands like a bouncer denying entry.
nagi doesn’t even flinch. “yeah. he does that.”
“he just rejected couture,” reo mutters, stunned.
“he likes cardboard boxes more than toys. money means nothing to him. he’s an anarchist,” you shrug, watching your son now try to eat a sock he pulled off his own foot.
reo’s determined though. “let me hold him,” he says, and you pass seishu over. instantly, seishu latches onto reo’s perfectly styled shirt with one hand and shoves two fingers into his mouth with the other. reo blinks. “he’s tasting me.”
“congratulations,” nagi deadpans. “you’re a snack.”
reo walks around, baby on one hip like he’s carrying a designer purse that makes noise and smells faintly of milk. seishu’s little legs are dangling. his fingers are wrapped around a button on reo’s shirt, which, fun fact: costs more than your fridge.
“this is going great,” reo lies, seconds before seishu sneezes directly into his mouth.
there’s a full five seconds of stunned silence.
“it’s okay,” reo finally says, eyes glazed. “babies are pure. my mouth is holy now. blessed.”
nagi tosses him a napkin like he’s throwing scraps to a fallen comrade. “he does that when he trusts you.”
“i’m honored,” reo says, wiping his mouth while seishu giggles like he just told the funniest joke in the world.
eventually, they both fall asleep on the couch: reo sprawled dramatically with his head tilted back, seishu starfished across his chest, gripping another one of reo’s buttons like it’s a pacifier. nagi takes a picture with no hesitation.
“you’re going to let reo see it?” you ask.
“no,” he says. “but it’s funny.”
you look at the two of them again – your baby and his very expensive, very emotionally defeated uncle, and grin.
reo might’ve walked in with gucci and confidence, but he’s leaving with drool on his shirt and a suspicious case of baby fever.
Hi, can I ask you 21 (threesome) for kinktober with Rindou and Inui, please? 🥺
A/N: I've made an entire world to be able to put these two mfers together LMAO sorry it took so long to get out, but I'm quite happy with the result! Hope you enjoy it too!!!
Threesome x Rindou, Inui
Rindou and Seishu had been your friends for as long as you could remember. You know you met Rindou first--in elementary school, right before he and Ran started becoming trouble makers. You remember how quiet and shy he used to be in comparison to his loudmouth brother. He would always hold your hand when you were little, Ran poking fun at his little crush whenever he could. You remember having to move away in middle school, crying for days because you weren’t going to the same school as your favorite boys anymore. (Rindou would never admit to this, but he cried for days too. Ran would tell you later on.)
You remember when you met Seishu, curious about the boy with the burn on his face. He stayed away from you for months, refusing to acknowledge you. You wouldn’t push it, not really, but you would offer him parts of your snacks or your lunches. You’d find him alone sometimes, and just sit with him in silence, until his friend would snatch him away to do god knows what (you later find out his name is Kokonoi). One day he finally told you that he was in a gang, that it was dangerous for you to be around him--that you should stay away. You shrugged anyways. You knew he was in a gang. You’d known the haitani brothers, of course, you knew that life. You weren’t a part of it, but it never stopped you from being friends with them. And you told him so. His eyes widened, hearing the name Haitani--he asked if you’d seen them recently, and you nearly started to cry again like all that time ago when you first moved away. He brought you to them a few weeks later after asking for a temporary truce, and private meeting with them.
The brothers and Inui tried to stay away from each other after that, if only to keep away from gang violence against each other.
Years and years later, you still stay in touch with the three of them, mostly Rindou and Seishu, full grown adults and out of the gang life now. You visit Seishu regularly at S.S. Motors, bringing him lunches and spending time when your schedules allow (Shinichiro regularly pokes fun at Inupi, squinting his eyes at him whenever he sees the faint blush fall on his cheeks.) Rindou calls you every day, sometimes when you’re with Inui, throwing him a grumble of a ‘hello’ , only for you to laugh and reprimand him for being so jealous (you see him later that night to make up for it.) And you continue your life this way, seeing your favorite boys day in and day out. Some of your coworkers start to feel bad for you, saying you’ll be ‘alone forever’ if you keep giving them all this attention and not trying to find love for yourself. They take you out that weekend, begging you just to let loose and have fun, even letting you pick where you want to go. You pick a club the Haitani’s own, naturally, but you don’t tell them that.
Rindou happens to be there that night, and so does Seishu, surprisingly enough. Shinichiro wanted to bring him out along with his brothers and Draken, a ‘boys night’--to unwind and just have fun. He agreed, making respectful conversation with Rindou when he found him by the bar. Neither of them notice you’re there for a few hours. They’re not looking at the dance floor, they’re not interested. But eventually Shinichiro pulls Inupi out of the conversation with Rindou long enough to point in your direction--obviously tipsy in the way you’re stumbling, and wildly uncomfortable. A man is behind you, grinding himself into your ass and hands groping at your body--they notice you try to shove away and look at your ‘friends’ for help--they’re too far gone in drinks and conversation with other sleazy men.
It doesn’t take long for both of them to spring into action, Rindou ripping the guy off you by his collar and Seishu pulling you into his chest. The drunkard was ready to jump at their throats, but of course security got involved before anything else could happen-it was Rindou’s club. “Hey, you okay?” Seishu spoke directly in your ear so you can hear him, and your hands grasped at his shirt, eyes wide going between him and Rindou. “Sei,” You choked out, pressing yourself deeper into him while looking at Rindou. “I wanna go home.”
Rindou led you to his car as Seishu grabbed your things from the coworkers you came with, and promptly took his leave--a nod of acknowledgement from the rest of the guys understanding he’d be leaving with you.
It was a short ride to your apartment complex, and you sat in the car with glassy eyes begging them both to come upstairs with you. You were nearly fully sober now, the man shaking you out of the nice buzz you had.
“You’re not usually one for going out, pretty.” Rindou commented, pet name not unnoticed by Seishu ( though he didn’t say anything about it). You sighed, shrugging. “It’s my co workers they’re--” “A couple of dicks.” Seishu mumbled under his breath, which had Rindou cackling, even you cracked a smile. “They’re not that bad. Not at work anyways...they keep saying I should go out and meet someone.” Both men scowled, looking at each other before softening and looking back at you.
“Do you want to meet someone?” Rindou questioned, though he felt he already knew the answer.
“...No. Not really. I like where I’m at. But they think I...” You paused, biting your lip looking between the men. “But they...?” Seishu’s turn to speak. Another sigh.
“They think I spend too much time with you two. That I won’t meet someone if I keep spending all my time with you guys.”
There was a pause in the air, before they cautiously approached you on the couch, sitting on either side. Rindou spoke up first. “Tell ‘em to fuck off.” He whispered, a hand cupping your knee thumb rubbing the side. “You don’t need to do anything you don’t want to do, sweetheart.” Now it was Seishu speaking, and had Rindou raising his brow at his term of endearment. They both obviously were very comfortable with you, having their own sweet names for you that didn’t make you bat an eye. You giggled at their words, one hand covering Rindou’s and the other on Inui’s cheek. “I know--you’re my favorite boys, and I don’t think that’ll ever change.” You admitted with a smile, before collecting your hands back in your lap. “But..but what if I am alone forever? What man wants someone who spends all their time with other men? Even if they are her best friends...”
“You’ll never be alone, sweetheart. You have us.” Inui tried to console you, caressing your jaw--a sad smile on your lips. “I know but not like that--”
“Yes you do, pretty girl. Don’t you know that?” You turned your attention to Rindou, staring into your soul with the way he was looking at you. You swallowed, mouth drying suddenly. “You have us like that. You always have.” Your face was growing hot, trying to wrap your head around what they were saying. You tried to brush it off as just alcohol in your system but you knew better--you knew you weren’t even inebriated anymore. Rindou starts again.
“And you got me all the way fucked up thinking about other men, baby. Barely like sharing you with Inupi.” The blonde chuckles behind you, rolling his eyes. “Feeling’s mutual, Haitani.” You heard the playful tone of the blonde behind you. They’d become closer friends than they’d like to admit, thinking their conversations would be dry since you were the only common ground. Turns out, they were wrong, banter even when you weren’t around.
Breathing felt heavy, like the oxygen was turning into stones the second it hit your lungs. “I don’t--I don’t understand.” You stuttered out, feeling hands on you from both of the men. “Hey, relax sweetheart. It’s just us, we won’t ever hurt you-you know that.” Seishu whispered into your ear and it felt like electricity shot down your spine, and then he spoke again. “We love you, sweet girl.” You felt like crying at the admission, body on fire. You loved them too, you always have. They were your boys, no one could ever come close to them. Rindou wiped away tears you hadn’t known you were shedding, thumbing over your cheek with desire burning in his eyes, “and we want you. You want us too, baby?”
He barely got the question out before you started to nod.
-
“Mmh, Sei, feels good.” You breathed out, running your hand through his hair below you. Inui had sat you down on his face seconds after they got you naked on your bed, running his tongue between your folds, suckling at your clit and pushing the muscle deep into your cunt. In front of you was Rindou in all his glory, cupping your face with his large hand and bringing you closer to kiss you- your first proper kiss with him. It’s better than you ever imagined it being, and you imagined it more often than you’d ever admit. He ran his tongue over your lower lip, asking for permission, which you promptly gave. Your mouth parted open, graciously accepting Rindou’s tongue and rubbed yours against his, drool pooling in the corners of your mouth. Below you Seishu pushed into you deeper, nose pushing against your nub and it had you moaning into the other’s mouth. You humped into his mouth, which made you sloppy with the kiss. Rindou parted and you gasped, eyes already hazy and fucked out. “Look at you, baby--you want us so bad hm?” He teased, and you couldn’t help but pout. “‘Course I do, you’re my boys--o-oh fuck, Seishu!” You whined, hand gripping at his roots as he licked through your folds and sucked your clit again. You looked down, heart stopping at how Inui was staring at you--like you hung the stars in the sky yourself. “Fuck,” Between the way he was making you feel and the way he looked at you, you couldn’t help but cum earlier than you thought you would. Legs twitching on him, Inui lapped up all the juices he could, slurping and moaning against your pretty pussy. You pushed off him when it became too much, trying to catch your breath, of course they wouldn’t let you. Rindou kissed at your throat, whispering against you: “Suck my dick, pretty girl.”
Your head was guided down, swallowing hard when you finally had a good look at Rindou. He was big, and honestly it made you nervous to take him in your mouth. The brother pet at your head, pinching your jaw and tilting your head up to him again. “S’okay baby, just the tip...I’ll fit.” You salivated at how good he looked above you, and you were determined to take most of him in your mouth. Pretty lips wrapped around his length, suckling at his head and kissing around the tip, then dragging your tongue down to his balls and back up. “Fuuck, just like that baby, get it nice and wet.” He cooed, pressing his hand on the back of your head as you slowly took him down your throat. He would have felt embarrassed of the moan he let if it weren’t for the fact that it was you sucking him off. Rindou has wanted you on his cock for years, and this night was just a dream come true. Your hand wrapped around the base of his dick, pumping the rest that wouldn’t fit in your mouth. You were absolutely messy--spit bubbling at the corners of your mouth and slowly dripping down your chin, while his cock was a wet mess with how you slobbered on him. You looked up at him through your lashes, tears in the corners of your eyes. Your skin felt hot, letting go of all inhibitions as you sucked your best friend’s cock. Rindou tilted his head back, but not enough to get you out of his line of sight. He’d be damned if he broke eye contact with you, looking up at him so prettily. This view would burn into his mind, and he prays it’s all he sees when he closes his eyes from here on out.
You’d nearly forgotten about the blonde, before you felt his girthy tip prodding at your hole. You let out a whiny squeal against Rindou, pushing your ass back onto Seishu as he lined himself up. His hand gripped at your hip so hard you were sure you’d bruise. “So impatient,” He mumbled to himself, watching his cock get swallowed up by your tight heat. Your eyes rolled back, stilling your ministrations for a moment while you tried to catch your bearings. Rindou was big, but so was Seishu, his cock stretching you out more than you’ve ever felt with any other man you’d been with. Rindou took over for you, grabbing the sides of your face and fucking into your mouth--with as much care as he could, trying not to go too hard. It was difficult to control himself when you gurgled and moaned around his cock like that, eyes nearly going cross eyed with ecstasy coursing through your nerves. You bounced back and forth on both cocks, Rindou using the momentum to fuck deeper into your mouth. “Breathe, baby, fuck--taking my cock so well, you look so fucking good.” Rindou praised, seeing you take him more into your throat. It was hard to listen to his advice, when Seishu was fucking you so good behind. His hand came down hard on your ass and squeezed, both hands now gripping your cheeks and spreading your ass so he can see how your pussy lips wrapped around his length. “Pussy’s so good, sweetheart, fuck, fuck, fuck, so tight.” You clenched at his words, moaning so much around Rindou he pulled you off his cock before he could cum, “wanna hear how loud you’re getting pretty.” He kissed your jugular as you cried for them, babbling about how good Inupi was making you feel, how big and deep he was--gripping onto Rindou’s biceps in hopes for some sanity. As Rindou kissed you, Seishu leaned forward himself to leave open mouth kisses on your shoulders. “Love you, sweet girl, love you so much.”
You felt your tears falling freely again, sniffling and whining around his cock. “Love you, Sei! Love you, love you, aah fuck! Love you!” Rindou’s hand crept down your body and his fingers found that beautiful bundle of nerves and rubbed as he kept kissing around your neck and face. You screamed, cumming for the second time tonight harder than before. Your vision went black for a moment, body shaking and leaning into Rindou for stability. Seishu stilled, spilling deep in your sloppy cunt. You felt so warm, feeling his sticky cum shooting into your deepest parts. He’d cum so much you felt cum spilling out from the corners of your pussy even as he had you plugged up. Slowly he pulled out, seeing his cum ooze from your hole, making even his softening cock jump. Much like Rindou, Seishu had already dreamt about making love to you--he’d never imagined it would be like this, but fuck he couldn’t complain when you let him fuck you raw and cum inside you with no complaints, much less scream that you loved him. You were so tired, but you couldn’t stop until Rindou got off--you’d never leave him like that. So with sluggish arms you pushed him down against the headboard and climbed on top of him, trembling legs and all. “Take your time baby, it’s okay.” He whispered to you, gripping at your waist as you slowly pushed yourself down on his cock. You gasped, the feeling of him filling you up was almost too much. He leaned forward and nuzzled into your neck, panting against your skin. “God your pussy’s so fucking tight, you’re driving me crazy baby--fuck, I love you.” You let Rindou pound into you, your arms wrapping around his shoulders and gripping his hair, moaning. “So good Rinnie, so good--I love you Rin, love you so much.” You bounced on his lap, feeling him bully his dick deeper into your abused hole. Your moans got louder, pressing your tits against his chest, begging to be closer to him. You pussy twitched around his length, Seishu’s cum covering both of your thighs and making an absolute mess--sticky webbing connecting the both of you. Frankly Rindou couldn’t give less of a fuck, your cunt was everything he’d ever hoped for. He angled himself to fuck right into the gummy part of your walls that had you creaming around him with tears in running down your face. “There we go, baby--you got one more for me yeah?” His jaw was clenched, barely getting the words out as he tried his hardest to push back his own release just to see you cum again. “Come on baby, give it to me, fucking give it to me.” Fingers rubbed and pinched your clit again, and you felt the weight of your orgasm crashing into you like a truck. You mindlessly babbled and cried against him, body shaking and twitching as you felt him continue to pound into you bordering overstimulation until he spilled himself into your cunt.
The smell of sex was heavy in the air, only pants heard. “Love you both so much.” You sniffled, hiding your embarrassment in Rindou’s shoulder. He laid you down, Seishu ready with a wet rag to clean you up the moment Rindou let you go. “Love you, pretty girl.” Rindou said proudly, as Seishu gently whispered ‘I love you’ into your ear with a kiss, wiping you down. They’d get you comfortable, dressed in fresh clothes to sleep in--the squeeze in your bed was tight for the two bulky men, but they’d rather die than let you go.
You don’t think you’d ever look at another man again.
"How much longer do you want to wait?" your friends are worried about you. They glance over towards Inui seated to the side, hoping he'd try to console you but the boy hardly lifts his head.
"He'll be here any second now." you're smiling at them, sure that he'll make it but deep inside even you know Kokonoi isn't coming.
"Ring him up again, Inui." Sano Emma, a friend of yours has her hands folded at her chest. There's nothing but a frown on her face, "He's two hours late already. If he doesn't reach in ten minutes, we're gonna celebrate on our own."
"We'll wait." you look at her with a firm gaze though your irises are twitching, begging you to allow them to let out their pains.
"We won't." she's more definite than you, "If you're really as important of a friend to him, he wouldn't have missed your birthday at least. I don't want to break your heart today of all days, but please, (Name)-chan. You need to face it."
"What nonsense." you laugh awkwardly, looking over at Inui for support but he still doesn't react, "Koko-kun's gonna come. He always does."
"He always doesn't have a girlfriend." Tachibana silently points out, "Men's priorities change once they're dating. You're the one who told me that last year, remember?"
Your lips twitch. You don't want to accept it. You don't want to cry over him on your birthday. You don't want to cry at all- it's the others who'd be put in a more uncomfortable situation than you.
"(Name)-chan.. " Emma sighs as you look over at Inui again, hoping him to intervene and support you, "do you really think Inui's gonna back you up when Kokonoi-san's probably on a date with his sister at the moment?"
Inui's eyes twitch, he looks away.
Your mouth opens, then closes. There's a deep silence in the room.
"Is he?" there's too much of pain in your voice for even you to handle, your eyes get glassier by the second.
Inui doesn't have it in him to reply to you. He's always known of your feelings for Kokonoi but he's always thought Kokonoi and Akane had a deeper bond having known each other from their childhood days.
But at the moment, when he hears nothing but the chords of a broken instrument in your voice, Inui wishes there was something he could do to bring Kokonoi here. No matter what it took.
Tears flow down your cheeks, slowly and slowly staining your cheeks with the dampness of ache. There isn't anything you feel at the moment other than every strand of your heart's muscles being torn apart one by one.
" ... I'm sorry.. " Inui had only wished to cover the date part with some lie and make you believe Kokonoi couldn't come because of some hurdles, but he doesn't wish to keep you living in a lie.
Kokonoi Hajime, a close friend of yours, chose to be on a date with Inui Akane, another close friend of yours on your birthday night. This is the reality.
Inui knows keeping secrets would only make the load of ache in you heavier by passing days, so he doesn't say anything but "I'm sorry", he's not someone who deserves to say anything after all.
"Fuck it all." Yuzuha slams her glass of juice down, "Oi, Inui, " he looks up at her with a defeated look, "piss off."
Inui nods and gets up. He knows it's for the best of you.
Kokonoi can't shut up about how familiar him and Akane look. Of course the sight of him is painful for you. Inui sighs and quietly walks out through the door.
He feels guilty, so very guilty. But then again, there's nothing he can do.
"That's it!" she comes and cups your cheeks, "No one's crying today! It's gonna be a girls' night out. There will be no boys."
"Yeah!" Emma agrees, "Those assholes can go fuck themselves! We're gonna go out and have fun today!"
But you're not in the condition to listen to them trying to cheer you up. You feel torn. Shredded.
You don't understand why you're never good enough for him, you can't figure out what you haven't done for him. Why things turned out like this- him dating Akane is okay, he's always loved her. But he doesn't even bother to even look at you anymore.
You've become non-existent for him, as if the approximate decade you've spent with him doesn't mean anything at all.
It hurts.
"Get up." Tachibana grabs your arm, "Stop crying, (Name)-chan, get up."
You don't want the few friends who do care for you to be left with nothing but uneasiness today, so you try. Though it's hard, though it hurts even more, you try to hold your tears.
"We're going out." Yuzuha says, grabbing her bag and keys from the kitchen counter, "We'll have fun together. We're friends too."
You nod, smile forming on your face but nothing but ache inside. Your heart feels as if it has been scratched a hundred times, as if each of these scratches throbs in it's own blood.
All this time, you tried to keep this inside you, and now it had erupted. You'd been trying to console yourself all this time, but nothing could pull you away from the truth now.
Kokonoi doesn't care about you. At all.
Not even as a friend.
Not even as someone he knows.
Not as anything.
You don't even realize walking with the girls into Yuzuha's car- your brain and heart in a dead frenzy.
"Let's drink." your lips are dry, you feel them while speaking, "I don't want to remember this night."
"If that's what you wish, sweetheart." Yuzuha drives towards her favorite club. She's determined to get you wasted too- not even she wants you to remember your twenty-first birthday as such.
If only Koko-kun cared to at least show up....
You're mad at Akane too, but there's not much you can say to her. Something turned off all your affection for her the moment she and Kokonoi had started dating.
It is natural, you've been told. It's because you're envious, because you wish it was you instead of her.
I always have...
Emma suddenly says she's gonna ask her brother to pick you all up and make sure everyone's home safe later. It disrupts your line of thought.
You've lost too many tears to be stable in your self now. You feel thoroughly dehydrated.
If only this pain would go away...
You unknowingly clutch your heart.
It's not like you to react this way to things. You've always been calm and logical, always think first and act later. It was Kokonoi who'd make you stutter in words and actions.
It was always him who'd make you act out of character- blush, get embarrassed, get self conscious, and what not.
And look at this.
It's him now because of whom you're sitting and crying when you should be celebrating.
No, it's not his fault I chose to be blind.
Kokonoi had been showing this behavior since over a year now- that's even before he started dating Akane. You were the one to choose to let it all past you, it's your fault you tried to run from reality.
"We're here."
You're more than relieved when Yuzuha says it, and are the first one to open the car door and step out.
Yuzuha looks worried about you but she's definite a glass of alcohol would dissolve all your pain into nothingness. She knows you'll wake up the next day and the pain will still be there, but at least you save your birthday night.
Everyone is quick to enter, heels clacking against the floor.
The inside of the club carries a crazy mood matching the frenzy in your mind. The beats of the music nullify your heart by their vibrations.
You inhale deeply, then exhale.
This is what I need.
Tachibana chooses not to drink, but you, Emma and Yuzuha down yourself with a couple of drinks before heading towards the dance floor.
There, you unleash everything boiling inside you as dance moves. They're sad, anyone sober would've been able to tell, but that's the thing you love the most about clubs.
No one is sober. Everyone in clubs is downed with some or the other sort of drinks trying to suppress or ignite some or the other sort of pain or joy. Everyone's the same.
.
Yuzuha runs a hand through her hair and looks around. She can't spot you anymore and it scares here.
Emma a little distance away from her is looking for you too.
The dance floor is wide, there's a massive crowd gathered there, they don't know how to find you through it all.
Towards the other side of the dance floor, you've just fallen on some dude. He barely flinches as your weight rests on his- you're too drunk to process your own actions now.
With hazy, irritated dry eyes, you look up at the guy- he has a pretty face as far as you can tell.
A nice jaw, eyebrows raised and arched, black hair flowing down his face over to your own. He's pretty, but he's not him.
"Do you need me to take you to the side?"
It's not even his voice.
"Are you okay?"
Those hands aren't like his.
"Excuse me, madam, can you hear me?"
But who gives a shit if it isn't Kokonoi.
He wouldn't be here for me anyways, right?
You kiss him.
Although surprised by the sudden contact, the guy kisses back. It brings you back to how everyone's the same in clubs- looking for some or the other sort of escape or joy.
You wish to run away from your heart, and the guy wishes to run towards his own.
Using him as support, your manage to straighten up, but then lose balance and fall on him again. "Take me away." the words are slurred but they manage to leave your lips.
He does.
He takes your hand, gives you the balance you need and takes you outside the club.
The night air is chilly but fails to calm the heat risen up your body. You giggle, the guy grins.
"What's your name?" his hand his around your waist to help you walk, yours are gripping one shoulder of his from behind and the other his forearm of the free arm.
"Me?" your vision is just as hazy, brain just as fuzzy, but you don't feel pain anymore.
Or rather, you feel too much to know what is pain anymore.
"Yeah?" the guy turns towards you.
You let go of his hold and skip ahead, then turn around with a giggle and your arms wide open.
You're drunk- you can let yourself do anything today.
"(Name)." you say, "I'm (Name)."
"That's a pretty name," the guy catches up to you with smile on his face, "it suits you, (Name)-chan."
You giggle again, "Koko-kun never calls me by my first name, you know. I'm not important to him anyways."
The guy halts, realization hitting him. He doesn't want to take a shot at wooing a heartbroken girl- he feels guilty all of a sudden.
"Do you not like me too?" you look so innocent with your eyes wide and lips trembling in a slur "Did I make you sad?"
Baji Keisuke sighs and runs a hand through his hair, "You didn't." he says, "Would you like to join me for a walk?"
You look at him again, trying to figure whether there's any dislike on his expressions but when your brain doesn't work enough to tell, you just shrug and decide to go with him.
"Should I get you some water?" Baji wants you to get sober enough to realize what you're doing, "You're eyes won't hurt after that."
You let out a small hum. "Okay."
Kokonoi doesn't like it when he's making out with Akane and she suddenly finds something to talk about. He doesn't hate it- it's cute, but sometimes he wishes it was something more related to them than other people.
"Isn't that (Name)-chan?"Akane is peeking outside the car window onto the street where a girl is walking alongside a guy while clasping his arm, "Why is she- oh shit, it's her birthday today!"
"Yeah, yeah it is." Kokonoi sighs, his eyes lazily following hers to see your figure walk with difficulty as a guy takes you along.
"Wait, you remembered?" Akane's eyes furrow, "Why didn't you remind me then? We should've wished her at least."
"She's not a baby, " Kokonoi says, "and besides, " he places his finger under her chin and brings her face towards him, "how dare you think of looking here and there when I'm in front of you."
Kokonoi is much taller than Akane now- he's much stronger and much more dominant.
"What can I say, " she bites her lip, "I have this bad habit."
"Shall I fix it for you?" Kokonoi grins, his hand trailing down Akane's waist.
"Please do."
Before he indulges himself completely with Akane, his eyes go up in instinct. You and the guy have just walked under a streetlight- he can see the guy clearly now.
Kokonoi's mouth hangs. "Isn't that Baji Keisuke?"
Akane frowns but gets up to look. "He's a safe guy, right? He wouldn't hurt her or something?"
"I doubt." Kokonoi frowns, "But I hate that asshole."
"Should we stop them then?" Akane asks, "You wouldn't want him to get a shot on our friend, right?"
Kokonoi's eyes furrow, "Nah, it doesn't matter as much. He wouldn't do anything wrong, don't worry about it, Akane-chan."
She hums in doubt but chooses to go with whatever Kokonoi tells her- she trusts him blindly after all.
.
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Inui sits silently in his office. Kokonoi's office is right opposite to his and he can see Akane sit on the table in front of him through the glass door.
They're chatting.
Inui sighs and closes his file. Right in the middle of the lines of cubicles between his and Kokonoi's office is your cubicle.
He can see the back of your chair- you're buried inside, not wanting to have even a glimpse of what's going on in the office across.
Inui feels guilty, but he doesn't understand whether or not he should. His best friend and sister are dating, there's no greater joy he can have. There's no better guy Akane can have after all.
But he doesn't feel the joy he should. Inui feels like he made a mistake.
He walks outside the office and strolls over to your cubicle.
"(Name)-chan."
He doesn't want you to turn around- if you do, you'll be reminded of Akane and it would hurt, "I'm sorry for yesterday.... Are you okay?"
There's only a hum in response.
"Is everything okay?"
Another hum.
" .... I'll be in my office if you need something."
There's no response.
Inui sighs and turns around to walk towards his office but something repels him.
Without even thinking about it, he takes a turn towards Kokonoi's office and hurries inside.
"Akane-nii chan." he says, "Get off the table please, we're at work and there's a decorum we must follow."
"I'll draw the curtains." Kokonoi waves him off but Inui doesn't listen.
"We're in an office, there's rules around here. I'm not letting you both get away with stuff other employees can't. Please keep your affections for your own time, I don't want any disturbance during work."
"Jeez, Seishu." Akane sighs, "You take work too seriously sometimes," but she does get off, "fine, I'll see you later, Hajime-kun."
Kokonoi stares at Inui after Akane is gone. "What's up with you today?"
"Nothing." Inui isn't in the mood to talk to him at all. It's not like he blames Kokonoi, but there's not an ounce of patience left in him to handle the guilt, your heartbreak and Kokonoi being an ass all at once.
"I'm asking you something, Inupi." Kokonoi frowns, "What's up, why this attitude?"
"Get back to work." Inui leaves the cabin before Kokonoi can reply, but Kokonoi senses something's wrong and he's not letting it go all that easily.
"Everyone!" he enters the hall and announces, "In appreciation of your hard work, you all are allowed to take the rest of the day off!"
Inui knows exactly what's coming up after Kokonoi's announcement. He wishes you leave just in time to not fall between the argument coming up.
There's cheers from the employees as they pack their stuff and leave in groups. It takes a little time for them to leave, Inui's gaze is focused on the one cubicle Kokonoi is unintentionally standing in front of.
You don't step out in attempt to avoid seeing him.
"Are you not going to leave, (L/N)?" Kokonoi notices you a moment later, "I said everyone's dismissed."
Inui sees your shoulders slump as you pack your stuff and get up to leave despite it meaning you'll have to see him. Inui wonders if Kokonoi knows of the emotions you have now.
He wonders if Kokonoi would notice you trying to avoid seeing him but something tells him he won't. Kokonoi isn't the slightest bothered about you to notice.
"Oh, and say hi to that bastard Baji for me, will you?" the hall is already empty, you three are the only ones there, "Tell him he's not winning the next time we- "
The sound of a loud slap cuts off Kokonoi's words.
You bag hits the floor, and Inui's heart falls along with it.
This is the worst case scenario.
He rushes towards them to diffuse the situation but Kokonoi signals him to halt. Inui doesn't know what to do- he doesn't want you to be hurt any further. He doesn't want to live in guilt anymore.
"How do you know I know him?" your voice is hoarse from the events of the previous day, "How do you know I know Baji?"
Kokonoi looks like he's holding onto the last thread of his patience, "You were out with him last night."
"You know I didn't know him." your voice gives away the way your heart wails, "You saw me being drunk and going somewhere with a guy I didn't even know...."
"I did, so?" Kokonoi's fist is balled up, he's trying hard not to unleash his anger.
"What?" Inui turns to him, "You- what if something happened to her? What if that guy did something? Koko, what's wrong with you! Why didn't you- "
"It was Baji, Inupi." Kokonoi spits out, his anger getting the best of him, "That guy wouldn't do shit... and you." he turns to you, "Stop fucking expecting someone to be there to take care of you. If you don't want a situation like that, how about not drink and get wasted like a club hoe."
Inui punches him.
And that, not once.
Kokonoi is too pissed to not respond.
Akane has just entered the hall- she's a receptionist and she'd noticed all the employees leaving- she runs over to Inui, gasping and asking them to stop fighting.
You can hear Akane beg you to help her separate the two- you're the stronger one of the two of you, but you don't even bother looking at her.
You just pick up your bag and turn around and leave, not glancing back even once.
.
There's a knock on your door that evening.
You walk over to it with a piece of toast in your mouth and open the door to reveal Akane standing behind with an awkward expression.
"Hey, (Name)-chan... I... uhm, so... Seishu told us everything... I'm so sorry- " you close the door at her face, lock it and then walk back to the couches.
Not a single part of you wants to see her anymore, and poor Seishu gets the damage- he looks too much like her and you don't want him to remind you of her.
You're done with green eyes and blond hair and sweet voices but you still cannot come to hate anything about Kokonoi.
It's unfair to Akane, you know it, but there's nothing you can do to control it. She's the one who has always been nice and kind to you and Kokonoi is the one who abandoned you in a hollow friendship, yet still, you cannot come to reduce your hate for her or increase that for him.
It's all just a pain, nothing more.
Love, friendship, everything.
You sigh and ring up Baji.
"I swear you're not getting over him if you keep on calling me." is the first thing he says over the phone. You'd slipped your whole heartache to him in your drunk state, and he chose to stay as a friend.
"I know." you say, though you know you're just trying to replace Kokonoi's hair with the black in Baji's and his grin with that of Baji's.
It doesn't fit at all. You don't like Baji at all, but you love Kokonoi, and you wish to distract yourself before the pain drives you crazy.
"Go get a life, (Name)-san." you hear him say, and are suddenly reminded he doesn't even know your surname- you only told him your first name, "Get a life, and when you need friends, you know the bunch you can come too."
This bunch includes Yuzuha, Emma, Tachibana, him and Emma's brother Mikey who somehow turned out to be Baji's childhood friend too.
They're friends to you, undeniably, but still, a decade of close frienship and love has a different charm to it.
A decade of friendship with Akane gets wasted because your envy and dread gets the best of you. A decade of friendship with Kokonoi is wasted because he suddenly stopped giving a fuck about you.
You don't want your friendship with Inui Seishu to be wasted- whether to not he could help you, he's always stood by you no matter what.
The call has ended and you put your phone down with a deep exhale.
He's right. I can't limit my life to just Kokonoi and his love.
You snort.
His "non-existent" love.
You can hear his voice amidst the knocking on the door. He doesn't sound too willing to call out to you.
"They're wasting their time." you know, because Kokonoi would always love only Akane.
There's no place in his heart for anyone else. Not even you.
And if they wish to come apologize for hardly caring about you, you don't need it. You don't wish for someone who needs to be reminded to care for you to be around you either.
But then again, the ache is there.
"Long long ago, there was a fire in Inui's house... " you're talking to yourself without realizing where you're headed, "Seishu got a scar on his face because of it, Akane was mistakenly diagnosed to require a lot of money to be treated."
You're in the kitchen, and you're turning the burner on.
"Another doctor checked the reports and found the flaw. Akane wasn't needing a big surgery at all. She was all safe and sound."
You turn the stove's burner on, the fire looks beautiful.
"I wonder what would've happened if she had died back then.. "
The doorbell's loud noise snaps you back into reality. It takes you a moment to breath in heavily and come back to your senses.
Once you realize what you'd been tying to do, you turn off the burner and hurry towards the drawing room, body trembling from cell to cell in panic and fear.
You'd lost it. You were about to do something utterly stupid.
It freaks you out.
You don't care who's knocking to door, you just open it. You need someone. Anyone.
You need a human interaction. Even just a single one- just to stabilize your mind and not let it override your body this way. You can't afford to let your life go just because a guy you liked didn't like you back or because he became oblivious to your friendship and what not.
Baji is right, you need to live.
It's Inui outside the door.
Kokonoi and Akane are standing a little further behind- Kokonoi is leaning against Inui's car and Akane stands a few steps away from him.
They look up from the ground on hearing the door open. Meanwhile, Seishu assesses the mess of a condition you're in and immediately steps ahead to help you balance.
Your whole body is still trembling, throat parched in fear. "Help me, Seishu. Help me."
Seishu's eyes are glassy- he doesn't know what to do. He never does, and he blames himself for how everything turns out.
If only I did things right...
But he doubts there's a right or wrong in a scenario like this. None of you all can be blamed for anything.
Inui Seishu hugs you and gently rub his back telling you to calm down. He hears you mumble as you grip onto him, about how you're scared because you feel your body isn't under your control anymore.
You'd always criticized people who leave the world in the name of love but you realize today maybe their bodies aren't in their control anymore. And maybe, they don't or can't put in the effort to gain the control back.
You can't let that happen.
Loving someone is okay, being heartbroken is okay. But letting go of all beauty of the world, all that accepts you for the one person who rejects you is stupid.
You may love him for all your life, may even say his name in the last few breaths of your living, but you would never leave everything and everyone for Kokonoi.
The others don't deserve that.
You don't deserve that.
Seishu helps you inside, Akane tries to help but he tells her to wait outside.
Kokonoi doesn't bother to even step forward.
This time, you don't expect him to either.
.
.
"But there's no point feeling guilty about it," Akane and Kokonoi are sitting in the office's cafeteria during lunch, "the whole reason she never told you herself is because she knew you'd feel this way."
Kokonoi just hums in response. He doesn't even know if it's only guilt he's feeling.
Akane stares at him, her lips twitching to word the one question revolving around her mind since the previous day.
"Hajime, " her voice is soft, "in this past decade of knowing her, have you ever even once had any feelings for her?"
Kokonoi's expressions are unchanged, "There's no space for anyone in my heart other than you, Akane-chan. Don't worry yourself with baseless thoughts." he picks up his tray and leaves to put it in the rack of dirty ones.
Akane stares behind him, her lips curled in a frown, "That's not what I'm asking."
Kokonoi watches Inui and you sitting at a table a little away, both busy in gossip. Your expression and pallor give away what you actually feel but you're trying to move on.
He notices you look towards the desert section and walk off towards it. Kokonoi takes the moment to go and sit with Inui Seishu.
"Koko." he greets.
"Inupi." Kokonoi greets back.
There's silence at the table. It is Inui who breaks it with a question- "Are you happy, Koko?"
Kokonoi has never encountered a question harder to answer before.
He's happy with Akane. She is all he has ever wanted since his childhood, but the fact that you sit alone crying because of him doesn't leave a very good taste in his mouth.
Kokonoi knows he chose Akane. He knows he will always stick by her side, yet still, for some reason, it doesn't feel right.
Him and Akane are perfect, but you being sad disturbs his ease.
Kokonoi has never once seen you cry before the previous day- you'd always been the one to smile through everything, the one who'd care for both the boys when they were hurt during the Black Dragon days, scold them, punish them, but always have that smile on your face.
He had started to cut all ties from you a couple of years ago- Kokonoi did not like his one-way hollow tunnel towards Akane being disrupted by a small, beautiful lane running elsewhere.
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"In this past decade of knowing her, have you ever even once had any feelings for her?"
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If they'd been feelings, he wouldn't have thrown her aside so recklessly, right?
He doesn't even know why he mentioned Baji to you back then. It was all on instinct, but there was no need to- he has no business with the guys you spend your nights with.
Kokonoi looks up. Inui is still waiting for an answer, but he has none.
He can't even decide what his own actions or feelings mean.
"You should go then." Inui understands, "(Name)-chan wouldn't return back here if you stay."
But you do.
You place a bowl of ice cream in front of each of the two boys two more to the side, then beckon Akane seated a few tables away. Akane comes, though hesitant but you smile at her and try to talk.
You hold back all emotions and smile, just so that no one else has to bear any guilt because of you. Kokonoi sighs, you're trying to move on and fix things alone.
Like always...
This is just the way you are.
Nothing but an idiot.
But seeing you try makes his face droop. It latches an unexplained weight onto his heart.
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"Are you happy, Koko?"
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"Help me, Seishu. Help me."
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Hello! I loved the "when you give him butterflies" it was adorable!! If u don't mind, could u do one for rindou? But feel free to ignore this if don't want to.
Have a good day 🌷
yes certainly! even though you requested rindou I might as well do inui too just so my page is organised :) sorry for the wait, my motivation has dropped but it's back up! for now at least.
★-Tokyo revengers
- you give him butterflies -pt 2
- pt1 -here
๑-context: your 'just friends' but after him getting those butterflies from you they realise their feelings
๑-featuring: rindou, seishu
°- Rindou Haitani
• it was a bit of a shock to him, it left a warm sensation running down his body and his heart racing making him take a quick deep breath before slowly letting go all while trying to act cool, but really deep down he was left panicked
• butterflies fluttering around inside his stomach wasn't anything new but it certainly wasn't anything he's used to and knowing that your the cause for this fuzzy feeling he's getting is making him admire you in an entirely different way than before, his eyes glimmered and he was left a little speechless.
• you both were on a little trip to get something from a shop but rindou didn't know where to go since it was in a small town that he hasn't been to yet, there was a singular moment where he lost you because he was looking at the surroundings but once you found him you chose to hold onto his sleeve around his wrist
• you holding onto rindou's sleeve to drag him around and make sure that you both don't get split up, that was all fine and whatever but it was how your hand would occasionally brush against his hand and you still didn't let go nor fumble on your words
• in that moment rindou debated in either making you let go or just straight up holding your hand, but he didn't do either
• 'please let go... no dont let go' -in his mind
• even when you let go of him the butterflies and that warm feeling when your hand brushed against his still lingered and it almost felt like you never let go.
• there's no way you can get him free now, the physical grasp is gone but mentally it's as if you're holding onto him, he's confused about how he should feel and what's right or wrong because the worst thing that could happen between you two is never talking again, for once he's afraid of his own feelings.
°- Seishu Inui
• it was a bit of a step back for him. an odd feeling known as butterflies lingering in his stomach wasn't his plan at all and all his current focus has disappeared, it became difficult to concentrate and it was as if he has just got brain fog
• seishu was fixing his motorbike but as you sat down next to him your signature scent filled his nose and he felt a little at peace, well that was until his insides became a butterfly sanctuary. and taking a small look at you as you're admiring his hard work is certainly not helping him calm down for whatever this current feeling is.
• because how can you sit right next to him and accidently brush your knees together and look all pretty and cute? your torturing him. how can you be interested in his notes that he has scattered around about how to fix certain parts of the bike as if they interest you?
• how can you do all that and not kiss his cheek? or maybe lips... I mean you might as well considering how close you chose to sit next to him. well of course you didn't but Inui certainly had that on his mind that it was hard for him to look away from you
• he tried to look back at the motorbike and comfortably hold the wrench in hand to carry on but by that point he was afraid he would mess up because his heart was pounding way too much for his comfort and just your presence right here is making the air feel both sweet but heavy. he's nervous.
• he wants to open his chest with the wrench he's holding right now just to shut up his heart and make the butterflies leave
• this is definitely the start to his feelings but when will it end? when will he have the courage to change what you both have now, to be greater? he doesn't, but as of currently he wants you to leave just so he can quickly sort himself out because if you stay any longer he'd probably just impulsively confess without much thought.
aaaaaAAAAA CONGRATS ON 2K !! IM SO HAPPY & PROUD OF YOUUUUU ILYSM YOU DONT KNOW HOW MYCH I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR HCS 🗣!!
ofc i HAD to join on this event 🤩 may i have a scenario for “oblivious ‘best friends’ “ & “getting sick” with inui? where reader FINALLY realizes that inui actually cared for her more than a friend would ? preferably fluff 🛐 TQSM LOVE I APPRECIATE IT [cry] <3
[𖤐] ANON THATS SO SWEET !!!! im sorry for disappearing for so damn long !!! i hopeeee yall enjoy this, as i went wayyyy over word limit once again !! i also rewrote this like two hundred million times cuz i was struggling w the vibes idk ... anywho. enjoy my loveliessss xoxooooo
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inui was worried.
well, he wasn’t sure that that was quite the word to sum up how he was feeling at the moment, but it was the best he could come up with at the moment.
his worry had started around a week ago, when you had stopped showing up to toman meetings. it was highly unusual, since even though you took on more of a strategic role rather than a fighting role, you still would attend every meeting to offer your input on different issues and how to solve them. you prided yourself on your intellect and being able to strategize, so the first day you hadn’t shown up, it was already ringing alarm bells in his mind.
after the second, third, and fourth day, inui was sure that something terrible had happened, and somehow nobody had told him. however, even after asking around all the divisions, and even mikey himself, he concluded that nobody had a clue as to where you were. every time he tried to call your cell, it went straight to voicemail, and all the texts that he sent were still on delivered.
and so now, as any best friend would do, he showed up at your apartment.
he had visited a couple times in the last week, repeatedly pressing your doorbell and knocking on the door for what seemed like forever. he didn’t want to intrude into your home, but his worry was getting to its peak, so, as an normal person would do, he decided to break your door down.
sure, he felt pretty guilty about it, especially since your landlord would probably give you hell about it, but the pros outweighed the cons in this situation.
pros: he gets to see if you’re safe.
cons: your landlord gets angry and increases your rent, your door is broken until it gets fixed, your neighbors will be upset (maybe), you might get kicked out of your apartment.
yeah, in his mind, the pro outweighed the cons.
with a strong kick, inui swiftly kicked beneath the handle of your door. as expected, it wasn’t the strongest thing, so it opened rather easily, even having the courtesy to stay on the hinges.
“(y/n)?” his voice rang throughout your apartment, feeling a bit on edge at how messy everything was.
had someone broken in and kidnapped you? did you get robbed and they ended up abducting you? what if-?
“what…the fuck.” inui’s jumbled thoughts cleared up the moment he heard your voice, (was it a bit more raspy than usual?). you had emerged from your bedroom, a blanket heaped over your shoulders as you blankly stared at him.
“(y/n)...” without much thinking, inui took a couple hasty steps forward and wrapped his arms around you, relief flooding through him. “do you have any idea how worried i’ve been? why didn’t you pick up any of my calls?” you sniffled a bit in his embrace, making him step back a bit to get a better look at you.
your eyes were rimmed red, and now that he was paying more attention, he realized that you were really warm. your hair was quite a mess, and despite the thick blanket that you were holding over your shoulders, you seemed to be shivering.
“well, that’s ‘cause my cell’s been dead and i haven’t charged it.” you jerked a thumb over at the living room couch, which your dead cell phone was laying on. “what’re you even doing here though? did you break the door?” your eyes wandered behind him, seeing your door wide open, looking back at inui as he froze a bit at the question.
“yeah…i’ll pay for a new one. is this why you haven’t been responding? because you’re sick?”
“i think you’re smart enough to answer that question yourself.” you mumbled, turning around and walking back to your bedroom. “now, if you’ll excuse me, ‘m gonna go back to sleep…” after taking another couple steps though, you felt yourself stumbling as your vision began to blur.
your wavering frame was steadied by two arms at your shoulders, quickly leading you to sit down on the edge of your bed. as your vision came back, you noticed inui kneeling in front of you, his brows pinched together with worry as he slipped his cool hand onto your forehead.
“you’ve had this high of a fever this whole time?”
“yep…” you could barely keep your eyes open at this point, your head bobbing up and down as you tried to stay awake.
“hm…just go back to sleep.”
“will do…” you mumbled, flopping back onto your bed and getting under your blankets.
inui looked down at you as you passed out almost immediately, feeling worried and a little bit betrayed. why hadn’t you called him? had you been taking care of yourself this whole time?
he settled onto the edge of your bed, carefully pushing some strands of hair out of your face. gently, he pulled some of your blanket up, tucking you in, the corners of his lips turning up as you buried yourself deeper in the blanket.
cute…
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“...up…(y/n)...wake up…” you groaned at the subtle shaking of your body, turning over to try and go back to sleep. “(y/n)? just wake up for a few minutes and you can go back to sleep.” the smell of something good wafted through the air, which was enough to make you slowly open one eye, turning back over.
inui was above you, leaning over as he made sure you were awake. his blue eyes became a bit softer when you finally opened both of your own eyes, staying over you for a moment more than was necessary before leaning back. carefully, he handed you a small bowl of rice, a fried egg on top of it with some soy sauce, handing you a pair of chopsticks.
“you should eat if you want to get your strength back.” you dug in without another word; the most you had been surviving on in the past week was crackers and cheese, since that was the only thing you were able to eat without doing any sort of cooking.
however, your eating paused when you felt inui pushing some of your hair to the side, unpeeling a cold pack and carefully sticking it to your forehead. he was a little bit closer than he probably needed to be; you could see the flecks of green in his blue irises, his eyebrows still pinched together a little bit as he looked at you.
ba-dump!
now that you were a little bit more awake, you became quite conscious of how messy your hair was, and even more so noticing how sweaty and gross you were. your fingers ran through your hair, trying your best to take some of the tangles out as you looked to the side, embarrassment flooding through you. you hadn’t called anyone on purpose; you hadn’t exactly wanted anybody to see you like this.
“er, thanks…”
“...”
“...seishu…?” you questioned, feeling a bit awkward as he seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. he looked back at you from his seat on the edge of your bed, a somewhat faraway look in his eyes.
“hm?”
“uhm, are you alright…?” at your question, inui opened his mouth, then closed it again, seeming to be thinking about something. he mulled over it for a few more moments, the silence feeling just a tad awkward, before he started to speak again.
“i wish you had called me.” he said, a tone of hurt in his voice. “i was worried that something may have happened to you…and even if you’re just sick, i just…” inui paused, fiddling a bit with a piece of his hair as his ears turned a bit pink. “...i wish that you would rely on me more.” he sighed, his head pulling down a bit as he stared at the ground.
the straightforwardness of his words caught you wholly off guard; you had not been expecting that sort of response from him.
you felt some guilt flood through you at seeing his sadness, laying your chopsticks across your bowl as his words echoed through your head. you supposed that you probably should have just let him know that you were sick instead of trying to disappear for a week or two, since you probably would have also been worried if he had tried to pull a stunt like that.
“i’m sorry…i just didn’t want anybody to see me like this. i don’t exactly look the best right now, so-”
“you look good.”
“...” you stared at the boy seated next to you, trying to find any sort of lie in his eyes. instead, he just kept looking back at you with the most honesty in his eyes, a slight smile across his lips. “you’re a weirdo…” you murmured, feeling your heart skip a beat when you realized that he seemed to be serious with his words, (was your face feeling hot because of your fever?).
inui didn’t reply to your half-hearted words, instead taking the bowl from your hands and placing it on your bedside table.
“you should get some rest.” you stayed sitting up for a moment, your eyes tracing over all his fluid movements. his blue eyes suddenly flicked back to you, the eye contact finally breaking the trance you seemed to be in, making you immediately lay back down and cover the bottom half of your face with your blankets. despite the embarrassment you were suddenly feeling, there was also a giddy feeling you felt as you watched inui adjust your blankets, making sure that you were all covered up.
“are you going to leave?”
please say no.
“well, no…your door doesn’t close now, and i’m not going to leave you here to let just anybody walk in.”
“oh, right. forgot about that…” you giggled a bit at inui’s sheepish expression as he stood up, clearing off your bedside table and standing up.
“get better soon, (y/n).” there was a small smile on his face as he exited, gently closing your door behind him. when you were sure he was gone, you couldn’t help the euphoric smile that spread across your face, pulling your blankets a bit over your face.
