#seen?

Can I just say for a second, how Jonny talked about the Archivist being ace just, really touched me? Like, casual representation is the best kind of representation. The fact that they didn’t expect such a big reaction from Jon being ace so that they could just naturally put it in there is what made all the difference. He’s Asexual! and thats it! there isn’t some deeper meaning or anything thats just an aspect of his character. Thats why the impact was so huge, and honestly thats how i heard of TMA. and im *pretty* sure many other people too, considering the amount of ace people i’ve seen in this fandom relatively too, like, the world, casual gay rep has really started kicking off in the past few years and that is amazing, but most ace rep is usually revolving around being ace and that is just not something that is very appealing to most people. Jonny Sims just thought, I think the Archivist is ace, and proceeded with the rest of the story, not expecting anything. This touches my heart so much more than anything else could have. Simply, considering ace people not as special, but just as, existing. 

I miss connecting with someone. On any level. I feel so distant from everything, like I don’t make sense to anyone.

You ever read something and feel like it fixes you, even just a little?

2022 was truly the year of me getting into vocaloid more. i had about 30 songs on my vocalo playlist going into 2022, and now i have 283 songs!! it feels really good... over the past year ive discovered some of my favorite songs of all time which is a feeling i havent felt outside of imas in a really really really really really long time. years.