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"Ich habe immer daran geglaubt, dass das Schicksal uns zu den Menschen führt, die uns vervollständigen. Als ich dich traf, wusste ich, dass all die Umwege und falschen Entscheidungen mich letztendlich zu dir geführt haben. Du bist mein Happy End."
- D.
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Ich wollte leise fühlen, nicht fallen, nicht brennen, nur ein bisschen Nähe, ohne mich zu verlieren. Doch mein Herz kennt kein Maß, es liebt ganz oder gar nicht,
und wenn Stille kommt, wird sie laut in mir. Deine Worte waren Wärme,
dein Schweigen wurde Kälte.
Ich suche dich in jedem Emoji, in jeder Pause zwischen zwei Nachrichten. Vielleicht bin ich nicht zu viel vielleicht ist mein Herz
nur ehrlich. Ich will nicht klammern,
ich will ankommen. Nicht kämpfen,
sondern gehalten werden. Und während du Abstand brauchst, lerne ich gerade, mich selbst nicht zu verlieren, während ich auf dich hoffe.
Zwei Seelen, die sich nahe kamen, ohne sich je wirklich zu berühren – verloren in einem Gefühl ohne Namen.
-eigenes
I am re-reading The Host for the first time since i was a teenager, and i am struck strongly by Stephenie Meyers talent for writing harrowing horror stories, which she either consciously or subconsciously dresses up as another genre.
The world building is still fascinating, one of the most fascinating ones i read in a scifi book actually, and it is really better written than twilight because the plot is less batshit and she has more writing experience.
The movie, which i rewatched recently, is not even half as good as the book. It's a good movie and i really enjoy it, and a good adaptation. But the story is extremely reliant on internal stuff, and the details of the world building are lacking in the movie. I do think that a proper 24 episode tv show would have conveyed the story much better. With a slightly experimental structure because monster of the week doesn't work and it doesn't need multiple seasons, and with some creativity on how to do the world building and build both the current day plot and the backstory convincingly while staying true to the emotional impact of the plot development. Some expansion on how the early invasion happened, how the humans started to figure it out.
It also has less mormon bullshit than twilight, but i can't shake off the feeling that the souls are based on mormon mythology. Based on that feeling and her other work, i am basically certain that the horror aspect of them is not done on purpose beyond the repercussions on the humans. I think that Stephenie Meyers genuinely believes in the positive attributes of the souls they believe about themselves. And it influences the reader too, because the conclusion of the story is based on the truth of those attributes. I mostly believed them when i first read the book over a decade ago.
Which takes me back to my initial point: if Stephenie Meyers were a bit more aware of the horror aspect of the souls, and had highlighted that more in the book, then the awesome world building and compelling story would have reached their full potential. You wouldn't need to change the plot, just slight change in the way the story is told.
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The Spirits in Jupiter by Gustave Dore (Gravur)
In meinem Körper wohnen zwei Seelen. Die eine will alleine sein, die andere aber nicht einsam. Die eine zerstört, die andere versucht zu verbinden. Die eine strebt nach Kontrolle,die andere möchte endlich loslassen können. Die eine möchte sterben, Die andere sehnt sich nach dem Leben. Und jeden Tag bekämpfen sie sich einander. In mir tobt ein unablässiger Krieg und ich habe das Gefühl zu verlieren, egal welche Seele gerade gewinnt.
Woraus unsere Seelen auch geschaffen sind, seine und meine sind gleich.
