#seeksstuff

I keep trying to write out exactly how it felt, what it meant for me to be there, but nothing seems to be enough. I’ll keeping working on it, and I’ll post more of the photos and videos I got soon (most likely when I’m back in the states and can take a breath lol).

I will say though, that the connection I felt to every person in that room was near spiritual. To anyone who was not able to make it, if it’s any comfort know that we were carrying all of you with us 💕

Madeleines’s absolutely tiny, “sorry 😀” gets me every time 😭. And her smile is beyond blinding oh my Goddd. Joey is somehow both so charismatic and endearing here it’s insane. “The fuck am I sayin’?” I literally have no idea but I somehow adore you even more because of it

Sorry for the delay, I know I promised I’d post more of the videos I got soon… I’ve just been so jet-lagged I’ve been focused on settling back into work and acting like I’m normal and didn’t experience a genuinely life changing event.

Here’s a snippet from the first song of the night, A Drinking Song for the Socially Anxious. They really know their audience ☺️

My favorite memories of the performance are moments like these, that were so uniquely TAD, so intrinsically tied to THIS audience, THIS time and THIS place, that they are truly irreplicable. The way we were all right there with Joey and Madeleine, were feeling their lyrics so deeply and with such love we couldn’t help but spontaneously start to sing along? Magic.

I’ll be making an effort to post more of my favorite clips of the performance in the coming days. The videos I got aren’t the best (I was fighting tooth and nail with my phone’s focus the entire time, ugh), especially when compared to some of the really awesome videos other fans have shared, but I’d still love to offer what I’ve got!

I do have audio recording of the book interview at the start, as well as longer videos (and these shorter ones not absolutely fucking mangled by Tumblr’s compression, if anyone has tips on how to deal with this I’d love to know). If people are interested I’d be happy to put together a Google Drive to share. Just let me know!!

Shout out to my dad for helping me get my embroidery machine up and running again 🙏

Here are a few of the other buttons we made, I’ll try to post another picture tomorrow of the whole collection ☺️

Just sent this text to my friend 😭