Personal Testimony of the Holy Spirit To be Pentecostal or Charismatic in denomination is to have an encounter with the Holy Spirit that resembles empowerment. My upbringing in religious practice was anything but foreign when speaking about the experiential charismata of the Holy Spirit. This was due to growing up Catholic then being baptized by sprinkled water as an evangelical Lutheran. It wasnât until summer of 1996, where I felt the presence of something greater and grander than myself. After worshipping God in a room full of hungry for life and not knowing where to belong, whether to hell or heaven kind of teens, I walked outside and for the first time sensed both in my body and in my inner being the thick awareness of His Spirit everywhere. The moment was imprinted forever in my mind and soon transpired into a further longing of my heart. After going through several years of frustration within my walk alongside God and finishing High School, I found the pressures, which ensued upon me, required another revival in my life. Unknowing of any kind of âspiritual baptismâ I sought out the Lord during worship. What began as a simple hearted pursuit ended in a delirious laughter including dancing, crying and a fresh declaration of asking God for more of himself. When entering into the time of the message, a strange occurrence of the pastor stating a joke and the Lord God Himself speaking literally with his voice into my ears happened in the same moment culminating in joyful laughter. The words still resonate throughout my being today saying, âIsnât funny, how you have been searching for me and I have been here along?â Following the service I was blessed with the gift of my own personal spiritual language. Unable to contain this joy, I spoke for the next two hours in tongues. Three pages later and several testimonial exhortations to anyone I could find at Church were all inspired by the spirit of joy for these new gifts which had yet to be opened. Since then I have often worked in the gift of prophecy and healing. Rare occasions of the gift of interpretation of tongues have manifested in prayer also. The Person of The Holy Spirit The most common misunderstanding of the Holy Spirit begins in His ontological nature and position in the Trinity. It is more common to see the Holy Spirit as a kind of âforceâ by excluding personal attributes from the third person of the God-head. This difficulty most likely comes from the Hebrew word ruah and the New Testament equivalent called pneuma. Generally speaking, the word ruah has been known to be feminine in gender on occasion while pneuma is grammatically neuter in the Greek whereby with most neuter words, not being male or female, the pronoun âitâ is utilized in the text. Any pronoun will do in regards to the neuter word for Spirit, yet the scriptures seem to speak ambiguously about the person and gender of the Holy Spirit in comparison to such roles in the Trinity as the Father or Son. Therefore, the question to ponder might be âwhy make use of the personal pronoun âheâ rather than the impersonal âitâ when speaking of the Holy Spirit?â To better look at the Holy Spirit in both the Old and New Testaments, it would suit the study of His person in light of a more systematic approach. Systematic theology is a process that âattempts to relate the various portions to one another to coalesce the varied teachings into some type of harmonious or coherent whole.â The Holy Spirit resembles personhood through the exemplification of his will, display of intelligence, and feelings. At the annunciation of Paul and Barnabas being set apart for the ministry, the Holy Spirit speaks i.e. âThe Spirit said to PhilipâŚâ (Acts 8:29) and also in Acts 10:19 where âthe Spirit said to himâŚâ, in reference Peter. Another reference to the Holy Spirit displaying intelligence is in Acts 28:25 saying, âThe Holy Spirit was right in sayingâŚâ Secondly, the Holy Spirit reflects in the scriptures as having a will. The Holy Spirit constrained Paul and Timothy as they attempted to cross into Asia and Bithynia in Acts 16:6 and in verse 7 saying, â the Spirit of Jesus did not allow them.â An example in the Old Testament of the Spiritâs will resisting manâs will is told in Genesis 6:3 saying, âMy Spirit shall not strive with man forever.â The Holy Spirit experiences emotion in being grieved and will âcease to bring blessing in a situationâ . Along with practicing sin there comes the unique expression of the Holy Spirit called âgrievingâ or âquenchingâ. One of these first instances is exclaimed by the prophet Isaiah saying, âThey reveled and grieved his Holy Spiritâ (Isa. 63:10). Stephanâs response to the Pharisees in Acts 7:51 is in the use of the words âYou always resist the Holy Spiritâ (emphasis mine). The result of that resistance is found in Paulâs exhortation to ânot grieve the Holy Spirit of God,â (Acts 4:30). In viewing the covenant God and our relationship to him, Paul warns the Corinthians to never give over the bodies to prostitution because it is the temple of the Holy Spirit thus signifying that those who are in Christ are not their own and their bodies belong to God (1 Cor.6: 19-20). By being Godâs possession through the infilling of the Holy Spirit, Paul warns to never quench the Spirit (1 Thess. 5:19). This quenching of the fire, in our relationship with the Holy Spirit, is similar to what is described in Song of Solomon 5:6 saying, âI opened to my beloved, but my beloved had turned and gone. My soul failed me when he spoke. I sought him, but found him not; I called him, but he gave no answer.â These words describe the sensation of the Holy Spirit when man rejects him or resists his to movement. Therefore, the Holy Spirit experiences emotion that is associated with grief and rejection. The Third Person of The Trinity Itâs important to recognize the value of the Holy Spirit as divine. In Acts 5:3-4; Peter rebukes Ananias for lying to the Holy Spirit Himself by keeping part of the price of the land selfishly. Peter goes on to say, âYou have not lied to men but to God.â This equation of lying to the Holy Spirit, as equivalent to lying to God is evidence of His identity being of one substance with God. Even such a thing as blasphemy against the Holy Spirit is deemed as the unforgivable sin and thus unforgivable because it is a cursing of God. The Spirit is also omnipresent, or in every place. His presence dwells even in the âbed of hellâ (Ps. 139:7-8). The Spirit is omniscient, meaning that he knows all. This distinction of the Holy Spirit is clearly attribute of God and reveals that âno one knows the things of God except the Spirit of Godâ, especially not any man (1 Cor. 2:10-11). The Personhood of the Spirit as Creator A strong component of divinity resides in whether the Holy Spirit is omnipotent that is, all-powerful. The Holy Spiritâs most clear display of omnipotence is in his act of creation. In the beginning of all creation, found in Genesis 1:2, the Spirit or ruah is seen as âhovering over the face of the waters.â The word ruah means, âblowingâ while the Greek equivalent, pneuma parallels such non-active words as âbreath,â âair,â âwind,â or âsoul.â The key to understanding the Spirit as Creator is His act of breathing out the living Logos. It is the Word and the Spirit conjoined and interlocked who stewards creation by fashioning something out of nothing (2 Cor. 3:17,18). An example of this divergence of the word of God by the Holy Spirit is in Maryâs conception of Jesus found in Luke 1:35. This unification of the Spirit of God and the Son of God Jesus Christ, do not create apart from each otherâs ontology but function in partnership with one another. John states, âAll things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was madeâ (John 1:3). Paul states in Colossians 1:16-17, that all of creation both âvisible and invisibleâ were created through Jesus Christ who existed with the Father and the Spirit before creation. The same phraseology in Genesis 1:2, describes the Spirit of God resting and hovering over Mary. This is symbolic of creation as âsoon to take placeâ. Jesus, the Logos, was conceived by the Holy Spirit in the Virgin Mary, representing the role of the Spirit in creation. This idea progresses in the New Testament as Jesus, the living Word, after being the gift from the Spirit as the messiah to mankind, breaths the Holy Spirit onto His disciples saying, âReceive the Holy Spiritâ (Jn. 20:19). Jesus action in this scripture, is not releasing the baptism of the Holy Spirit but an inauguration of the New Creation. The role of the Holy Spirit in creation is seen primarily through two distinct images. The first image is that of a dove in Genesis 8:6-12. The Spirit resembles the nature of God to create new things after judgment is executed. This same kind of imagery is also found in Jesusâ baptism (Luke 3:22). The dove coming to rest on the shoulder of Jesus in being baptized and the revelation of God the Fatherâs approval is a representation of Jesusâ anointing to âproclaim that the world will be made anew beginning with the baptism of Jesus.â The dove also symbolizes messianic time and new creation). The second image is that of a contradictor or builder of the Church of Christ. The Spirit creates a whole structure of saints and builds them into the household of God in being âbuilt together into a dwelling place for God by the Spiritâ (Eph. 2:22). It is by the Spirit, God inaugurates a new creation and it is by the Spirit, God joins this new creation into a house for Him to dwell. The Spirit of Providence in Creation Finally, the Holy Spirit is part of the divine headship in that He sustains and governs all things within creation. Psalm 26 and 104 describe the expression of Godâs hesed, or lovingkindess, in setting âthe earth on its foundationsâ (Ps. 104:5). The psalmist continues to speak of Godâs hesed to not only create, but to sustain in saying, âFrom your lofty abode you water the mountains; the earth is satisfied with the fruit of your workâ (v.13). The whole earth is taken into the Spiritâs care petitioning for their needs âseeking their food from God.â (v.14-28). However, if the Spirit of God removes his âface, they are dismayedâ and when He sends forth His âSpirit, they are created, and you renew the face of the groundâ (v.29-30). Another reference to the result of Godâs sustaining Spirit is in Job 34:14-15 saying, âIf he should set his heart to it and gather to himself his spirit and his breath, all flesh would perish together, and man would return to dust.â Thus, Godâs Spirit is sent to fulfill his role by providentially creating and sustaining nature along with those who in abide in it. The Work of The Holy Spirit Empowerment for Service in the Old Testament The Spirit of the Lord is the Spirit of enablement for service. The Spirit of the Lord was poured out in action upon the artisans for the designing of the building of the Temple saying to Moses, âI have filled him with the Spirit of God, with ability and all craftsmanship,â (Ex. 31:3-5). The Holy Spirit first sets Himself upon the artisan Bezalel, for the purpose of a specific task. The Spirit of God was also given to Moses and the chosen elders to leader over the Israelites in Numbers 11:17 saying, âI will take of the Spirit who is upon you, and will put Him upon them,â (emphasis mine). The Holy Spirit also came upon the judges of Israelâs time with empowerment to enable them for an otherwise, impossible task. Upon Gideon, the Spirit of God came with power saying, âThe Spirit of the Lord took possession of Gideon,â (Judges 6:34) and of Othniel (3:10) and Jephthah (11:29). However, the most outrageous work and thus identifiable of the Holy Spirit is in the life of Samson. In three separate occasions, Samson had âthe Spirit of the Lord came mightily upon himâ (14:6, 19; 15:14). When the Spirit came upon Samson he was capable of doing incredible events even ripping apart a lion with his bare hands. Empowerment of Service in the Life of Jesus Beginning with Jesusâ baptism in Matthew 3:16, he is anointed in John 1:32, âfull of the Holy Spiritâ before going into the wilderness in Luke 4:1 and âreturned in the power of the Spirit into Galileeâ (Luke 4:14). Pinnock suggests that Jesusâ baptism and entering into the wilderness âmeant he was endowed with power and equipped for mission.â Jesus first proclaims the gospel of Isaiah 61 to âpreach the good news to the poorâ (Luke 4:18-19). The mission of Jesus extended to âhis subsequent miracles as he cast out demons with a word and healed all who came to himâ (Luke 4:36, 40-41). Unlike the Old Testament examples of Saul and Samson in Judges 16:20 and 1 Samuel 16:14, Jesus had an anointing of the Holy Spirit âwithout measureâ and the Spirit âremained on himâ (John 3:34-35; John 1:32). Jesus could not perform miracles, proclamation of the gospel, nor the preparatory years to his ministry without the empowerment of the Holy Spirit. Paul saw Jesus the Christ, the anointed One, as coming in the likeness of sinful flesh (Romans 8:3). Pinnock seems to indicate that this verse pertains to Jesus actually carrying in himself the sinful nature, yet he remains sinless because of his obedience and ultimately his reliance on the Holy Spirit not upon his deity. I agree that Christ put aside his divinity and did not âgraspâ equality with God (Phil. 2:6). I merely acknowledge his position as worthy of further study, as it would serve a good purpose of Christ being a representative for all mankind, however I have several contentions in light of pneumatology. First, though the possibility of Christâs nature being corrupt as ours is would mean that Jesus would have to be all dependent on the Holy Spirit, in reference to His conception found in Luke 3:22, his nature would be in the same amount of question to the degree at which the Holy Spirit conceived the incarnate Christ. The nature of the Spirit is holy. If the Holy Spirit seeks to convict of sin in the world then how much more in depositing a holy nature in God incarnate. The fruit of the Spirit, with all the qualities of godly character would have likely been the composition of Jesusâ nature considering he was the seed that would destroy the Serpentâs head (Gal. 5:22-23; Gen.3:15). Paulâs understanding of Jesus submitting to God in taking the form of a servant never imposes the assumption that he took upon himself a sinful nature. Secondly, Jesusâ upbringing until the moment of his baptism was seen in the Fatherâs eyes as âwell pleasedâ because of his Sonship before the baptism (John 1:32). In John 6:27, this image of the Holy Spirit representing the seal of the Fatherâs approval is apparent. Jesusâ dependence on the Spirit rather than his divinity reveals the authenticity of âthe Christâ to do work that is God empowered even in Christâs resurrection and glorification by the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit in Salvation One of the most fundamental attributes of Godâs nature is in his action to find man. More specifically God seeks. This descriptive nature of God is seen in Jobâs telling of God as a lion saying, âAnd were my lifted up, you would hunt me like a lionâ (Job 10:16). Within this action to seek out man there is the omnipresent aspect of the Holy Spirit also (Ps.139:7). The Holy Spirit sees and seeks. This action of seeking also comes from Genesis 3, in which God asks man, âWhere are you?â (v.9). The Spirit walking through out the cool of the day pursued man in the place of his shame. God remains constant in this scripture. In the New Testament, Jesus tells of the Holy Spirit working in the world to bring about his desired results. Without the assistance of the Holy Spirit man cannot come to his own realization for a Savior or the power to be saved. The Holy Spirit comes to witness Jesus to the world in three ways. He does this by convicting the world of sin, righteousness and the coming judgment (John 16:8-11). Regeneration The Holy Spirit after gathering sinners to the Savior in Jesus Christ requires that they are reborn. We have a âspiritual impotenceâ before being reborn as described vividly in Ephesians 2:1-5. Yet, God is rich in mercy and bestows grace before our rebirth leading us to agreement with God and enabling us to say âyesâ by the power and working liberty of the Holy Spirit prior to the event of regeneration. Though I am not Reformed in my theology I find the work of the Holy Spirit in âMonergismâ to be sound. Sproul argues against free-will theists saying, âBut telling a man to choose rebirth is like exhorting a corpse to choose resurrection.â It is only by the saving work of God that a sinner whoâs spirit cannot relate to the Spirit of God, which he becomes saved. Regeneration is a necessity in entering the Kingdom and it is the Spiritâs responsibility to give life since our flesh profits nothing (John 3:5-7; 6:23). The Spirit and The Church Illumination The Spirit teaches those who are alive in Christ the word of God. The Holy Spirit brings to our remembrance the very words of Christ (John 14:26). The Holy Spirit also guides His people into all that is considered by God as truth (John 16:13). Paul makes a distinction between the spiritual man and the unspiritual man saying that the âspiritual man judges all thingsâ (1 Cor. 2:14-15). The Holy Spirit enables man to understand the word of God. The action of God in outpouring the Holy Spirit on the Word is Godâs revelation to us of which this revelation is freedom. Karl Barth states, âThe one true God and Lord Himself, in the âpersonâ of the Holy Spirit, is His own state of revealedness for us.â Examples of prayers for illumination include Psalm 119:18 and Ephesians 1:17:19. The Spirit in Worship The Spirit is One who unifies and provides a Godlike atmosphere in manifesting His presence. In the Churchâs worship, the Spirit pours Godâs love into our hearts (Rom. 5:5; 15:30). By the Holy Spirit he delivers peace and not confusion (1 Cor. 14:33). The Holy Spirit brings unity and glory (Eph. 4:3; 2 Cor. 3:8). When believers are âwalking in the Spiritâ (Rom. 8:4), the Lord entrust gifts to the body of Christ for the purpose of edification (1 Cor. 12:11). Baptism Spirit baptism should be seen both individually and corporately. Rediscovered in ecumenical ecclesiology is the term koinonia. Koinonia describes a church that reflects the relationship of the Triune God. In Spirit Baptism the Church is enabled to âparticipate in the liberating reign of God evident in Jesusâ ministry through Spirit baptism.â Spirit baptism in light of ecclesiology has a supported reference in Lukeâs account in Acts 1:3-8 which builds the context for Spirit baptism as the establishment of the Kingdom. As a single experience it is necessary for the believer, not for salvation, but for being an empowered witness of Jesus and his kingdom to the world. James D.G. Dunn argues well that the âdecisive gift of the Spirit which makes a man a Christian and without which he is no Christian comes neither before nor after conversion but in conversion.â The nature of being filled with the Spirit is necessary in regeneration (Acts 2:4; John 3:5-7), however I also believe the baptism experience as Jesus describes (Matt. 3:11) was not an âintensification of an inward spiritual presence: it was a divine visitation in fullness.â Therefore the fullness of the gospel is in the filling and overflowing experience of the Holy Spirit for the purpose of empowering the Churchâs witness to the world. Conclusion The Holy Spirit is not just some kind of âforceâ but a real person of the divine Trinity. He is a person in the sense that he has a will, experiences grief form his creationâs sin and displays intelligence. He is also God in creating alongside the Logos, Jesus Christ, and is given forth from the Father. The Holy Spirit works in the Church till this day giving his spiritual gifts to edify. Spiritual baptism is for today and I would argue is necessary for the witness of the Church to be impactful in a world gone corrupt and unclean. I understand that this is merely an attempt to speak on such a massive work, yet I look forward to growing more in this study of pneumatology. Resources Clark H. Pinnock, Flame of Love: A Theology of the Holy Spirit (Downers Grove, IL: InterVarsity Press, 1996), 15. Millard J. Erickson, Christian Theology: Second Ed. (Grand Rapids: Baker Books, 1998), 23. J. Rodman Williams, Renewal Theology: Salvation, the Holy Spirit, and Christian Living (Grand Rapids: InterVarsity, 1990), 151. Wayne Grudem, Systematic Theology: Introduction to Biblical Doctrine (Grand Rapids: InterVarsity Press, 1994), 647. R.C. Sproul, The Mystery of The Holy Spirit (Wheaton, IL: Tyndale Publishers Inc., 1990), 27. 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