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thank u so much!! <3

*packing my luggage* So, that´s it folks. The end of the season is here and this means my f1 break is starting. I was dedicated to this sport for 22 years. Yeah I was five years old when I started watching it with my dad. I remember it like it was yesterday. A time where we had no recorder so I had to wake up 6am in the morning and sitting in a pyjama to watch f1. My dad was there too and we were always enjoying it. It was a tradition we´ve built up and we saw ups and downs during that time. And yes we witnessed during this time this young driver named Sebastian Vettel. 

When he won in Monza for the first time. This young boy made my dad smile and fanboy like a young kid. My dad you must know was a f1 fan for so many years. He remembered the 60s he saw the brutal side of this sport. He was so many times on the tracks, with his little radio (yeah in the past there was no live tv and lifescreen) he listened to the commentators and saw the sport changing. But he was never ever a fan of a specific driver until Schumacher came and then Vettel. And his first words were, while we saw this young boy standing at the top of the podium: “This kid there will be number one, believe me.” 

And he was right and we saw these four world titles. Unfortunately the end of Vettels dominance meant at the same time the end of an era. My dad died 2016 and since then I was watching f1 alone. Sometimes with my mum but many times alone because I followed Vettel and I wanted to follow him until the end. And this end is now here. Don´t get me wrong it´s not like I won´t watch f1 anymore but I need a little break. 

So, I´m gonna say goodbye to an era with Vettel and I´m sure he will find something new. (but please don´t make a Stefan Raab move) But I don´t wanna write sad things, I wanna do something different, so I´m trying to highlight his funny and good sides. 

So I´m saying thank you Seb, to a boy, who: 

- showed us his Vettel-Finger so many times 

- was/is strategist, mechanic, engineer, fireman but most importantly INSPECTOR!! (he is the only one who has this license) 

- made an appearance in Top Gear and was talking about white socks and driving an absolut shit car to the top list. 

- imitated Kimi perfectly and yeah they are best friends 

- who had a funny comment in every possible situation and made every situation more interesting for drivers and journalists and fans. Maybe it´s because of his german humor. (yeah we can be funny okay?)

- who pointed out that everybody is a ferrari fan and even if they say they are not, they are. (later we made it into a seb fan and oh boy we were right. everybody is a seb fan)

- listened to one of the most famous question: “Gentleman a short view back to the past..” (for me it´s one of the best question and one of the most interesting one, so give this journalist/reporter more credits <3) 

- had a marathon run in hungary 2021. 

- was and will always be a nerd (in a positive way). He is one of the biggest f1 fanboys out there and he was proud enough to show it to us in every situation.

- gave us Multi 21. A moment which gave us a possibility to discuss until today about it. And while we hated each other in the past (mark webber fans looking at you) today we are laughing about it. It was a controversy but it was also a funny and interesting moment. And yeah even my dad and me had the deepest discussion because of this situation. It took us five races to come to a conclusion. XD 

- brought f1 back to germany. This sounds weird for some of you but let me explain. After Michael, germany was so happy to have this little boy out there driving against one of the biggest names like Fernando Alonso. 

- although he had his sassy side he was always very kind and in the last few years he wanted to learn more about the world outside of f1. 

- was always a human and never ever tried to be somebody else he couldn´t be. 

-was always a f1 dad, a f1 friend, a f1 brother and a person who listened to everyone, especially to other drivers. 

- was once a pirate in Monaco. Arrrrr Seb. <3 

-wished Feliz Navidad to Perez. 

- gave us one of the most funniest mechanic pranks out there.  

- sang, ranted and joked on his teamradio and made us laugh, cry and fear. 

- broke records and gained achievements. He is one of the best and inspired so many people to start a racing career. 

-  made his debut with such a young age.

- put stickers (smiley faces) in his cockpit for each win. 

- was always called “little kid” by my mom and dad. (they are a little bit older so for them he was always a kid) 

- was the reason that my dad started being a little fanboy after Michael Schumacher. (yeah he really liked Seb) 

- who was the reason that I started with tumblr and made my own blog. 

- who gave me the opportunity to meet so many f1 fans and yeah at one point I had my own vettel fanclub (in a forum) with hundreds of people. 

- who inspired me to start writing stories (my first story was a seb fanfiction <3)

- who made me motivated enough to learn english because in school I couldn´t find the motivation. But he gave me the important push to learn it, to read it and to speak in this language (write posts, talk with people). 

So thank you Sebastian Vettel. A 4-time world champion who inspired so many people and made them laugh. Thank you for your wonderful era and no matter what I´m gonna be your fan and I will support you no matter what. You deserve your break but please don´t disappear forever. I know we gonna see you in ROC, so this message is meant for the time after that. 

Danke Seb! It was an honour to have met you and although you don´t know my existence it was a great and important time for me and you are a part of my family. If people gonna ask me which f1 era they should watch, I´m gonna show them your time. I´ll make sure that nobody is gonna forget you. 

And I´m not gonna put away my little Seb corner. It will always be there and I will think about his time in f1 which had so many great and funny moments: 

(from the ask game <3)

🗣️ - How do I handle public speaking?

I’ve done it on numerous occasions, some of which I’ve linked in my pinned stuff, and it’s honestly really not for me at all, but it was lovely though and the best times of my life as well but I totally burned out. I did it a bunch for being the king of summer for a local pagan festival celebrating Welsh mythology and Arthurian legends for a few years and whilst it was amazing, it got to my anxiety too much to the point where I forgot lines and it stressed me out. I also received a lot of verbal abuse and judgment over it for being the first gay/lgbt+ person to be a lead part in it (as they always pick straight men and women for the lead stuff in the pagan rituals because of their obsession with gender heteronormativity, which at first didn’t bother me but it put me in a pretty unsafe position. Though I hope it inspires others to try even though they still try wash it out as it’s a pretty phobic town.

I’ve done a whole bunch of theatre shows and decided I preferred being backstage doing makeup instead, or designing posters and promotion for business Instagram accounts to be honest! I am better with videos and such. It’s a shame because if it were for the fact I could public speak better, I’d do really well still as I was building a pretty good career in the irl public eye rather than just online but alas, I quite because it wasn’t something I was enjoying until it was over, and wasn’t very comfortable when it got to speaking parts.

💀 - How do I feel about horror movies?

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thank you for sending me/sending me back these hugs!! it really made me happy... (≧◡≦) ♡

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flashbacks - inna

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