Dec 26, 2013
and i know thats not something that needs justified technically but it still feels like it
and the closest thing i can come to is that i do those things because i like making people happy andthats what makes people happy so!! but only like. when i can control it
the second i get into a situation where it becomes expected i get extremely uncomfortable. i dont know. ugh. everything is weird. i just
junk is weird. like i can appreciate everything on an aesthetic level!!! but idk its also like wow thats really weird looking i feel nothing towards this ugHH THIS IS AWFUL
