You know I went through 5-9th grade, hell first bit of 10th following others and I was worried of others opinions and I would dress how I was told you should dress or I'd dress conservative to not be judged blah blah.... But I'm mad it took me that long to realize the stuff I used to realize when I was younger. It took me too long to realize that I simply do not give a fuck about your opinion. " You should wear heels on those legs!" I hate heels with a passion and I'll never learn to walk in them. I find them annoying. " You should totally do this with your hair!" Braids or natural. That's what I do. Nothing else. " I bet if you wore some make up...." Hell. No. I hate make up just..... Ugh do NOT get me started on makeup....... It won't end pretty.... " Maybe if you wore this..." Nope nope.... I wear a shirt, jeans/shorts, a hoodie or jacket and converse. That's it. A dress/skirt and some flats(or combat boots if I can get away with it..) on special occasions but no. I don't and I won't wear it regularly. And once again DO NOT GET ME STARTED on people who say " Why do you listen to this type of music?? Listen to this..." NO! I'm a band geek and a complete music nerd. I have a passion for music I'm in love with it. I know what the fuck I like thank you very much. I'll give you a chance but if I say no no means no. Basically the sum of this is, I'm an overdue cocoon waiting to become a butterfly. And all I have to do is overcome the adversity of what the critics say. And you shouldn't care either. So lemme say this to prevent anyone else from going through what I went through, kay? It doesn't matter what they say. If you wanna be this way dress this way listen to this type of music do this do that when everyone is going right you go left, then be that way. Fuck mainstream dude. Cause it's you and you're your own person. NOT society's chess piece. Rant over
