My mother had to go back to Indonesia early in the morning. At 7AM she came into our bedroom, I was awaken by her voice. It's raining. Again. I don't know.

I don't want to say this. But. She's one of the cousins I can converse with. Though usually its her starting everything. She lived with my family when I was about 7 or younger I guess. There weren't a lot of memories since there's some tiny conflict between her mother and mine. 

All I can say is rest in peace. Her closer friends and family would be in a worse position. I still don't get it. I don't know. Why. Why her. Why now. Why?

We were late for D&T class and the teacher was like scolding us and then saying that he isn’t responsible for our marks, if we want to get zero it’s fine with him, if we fail the final course it’s our fault bla bla bla and he kept on repeating it but with different reasons at the back orz. We made the first plate of the yoyo using solid works. Quite fun because I can keep him in of my sight. When he smiles, he looks so handsome orz. But he love putting the chair down idkkk.

After that was science, He was such a perv omg. He turned to the last page of wb and it was a picture of female’s productive systems etc. And my automatic reaction was shouting “YAAAAAAAHHH!” Geez. The teacher looked at me. Well- other than that it was kind of boring but when teacher gave us time to do the questions- we got a little noisy and the class got scolded again. Le sigh. They keep on saying that we’re the second class and we are expected to bla bla bla bla. And orz- I was laughing with Fatin A over a question. We both got it wrong anyways lawl.

After that was recess, he didn’t eat again. I think he’s on diet. I ate 2 sliced watermelons. I’m on diet too orz. And then we went up and I used my mini m&m box to scare people. Pfft. It was fun, I ran for the first time scared of being caught and ‘tortured’ by pokes and slaps.

He didn’t turn back /pouts. He took her pencil case and tapped her head when she looked down. Kelly iz hurt. Loljk. Just a little uncomfortable. Then it was history- We went through about the Japanese Occupation stuffs. And orz- he’s such a troll, he purposely shouted “George Bush” when teacher asked the class who bombed the 2 Japan countries. Yamasaki or smth I forgot. Because the answer is USA orz.

And theeeeeen~ It was MT real soon. He turned around and looked at me, kind of awkward and he asked for my stapler. Digged it out from my bag while he opened my pencil case. I didn’t look at him much, I was totally engrossed in writing lyrics and singing to myself over and over again. And I did teacher’s birthday wish thingy for tomorrow~

And after MT- which was English, oh my gas. The first thing I did was shock him using the m&m box and he exaggerated geez this little boy. And again, we’re so similar that only the two of us didn’t hand in the essay and had to rewrite the whole thing within 15 minutes or so. I brought my gibberish one so it helped a little. Kkk~ He’s a male version of meh.

And then he kinda start to look back moar. n____n Happy Kelly is happy. He totally sprayed my plushie heart wet. OH OH OH! And he drank from my bottle! :D And and and he was such a pervertic person orz. Forever will be. Srsly. Not going to write it but but but his hands brushed my leg a little.

And zheeeen, we didn’t really meet that much. Siti said he looked at me once while I was jumping. And during the survey thing- he sat like the place where we did for D&T but he sat at a opposite direction and yeh. I saw him smile alot(: Lemme just go over and give him a hug. I really really love his smile, it’s so… UGH shkawjbdjsjaiwbdnxjalqubdjslaiebxkal. No worda can explain how wonderful it is rofl. And Siti kept on saying she want to marry coconut. And they was singing ‘never be replaced’ by First Lady.

“I want to marry you, I want to have your kids, I want to feel your kisses,” or smth like that lol I’m bad at memorising. Shakwubdjal. Nice lyrics xD

And and and ~ He’s qualified to be my husband l a w l. Well- he’s good looking, chubby, wear glasses and look extra handsome in it, his smile is so gorgeous and ugh, he have huge eyes and double eyelid, sharp nose, such a- such a- an adorable person, A+ sense of humour and geez. So close to my ideal type. Orz.

Mom: You, don't say dirty words.

Me:

Mom: You should tell your sister that. Her friends is teaching her bad words and she doesn't know.

Me:

Mom: The word c-h-i-o-b-u, is in Hokkien. It means F*** 

Me:

Mom: Why are you laughing? In my school days, it was a bad word.

Me: Mom, it means gorgeous lady. 'Chio' = Pretty, 'Bu' = Lady

Mom:

Me: