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Hey Matthew!

We came in 3rd overall out of like 26 bands... I was having a really really really crappy day. Like SUPER crappy... I think the best part was the bus ride home.... First of all the boys had to sit on one side and the girls on the other, and we were forced to double up with a partner, and I almost had to sit next to a girl I HATE. Like I hare her with a burning passion. She was sitting alone and I was sitting alone and everyone was yelling at us double up and we both refused and she made a really mean joke about something that had happened to me. It was really stupid and really mean and i was about to start crying, then someone tapped me on the arm. I look over and its my crush and he looked me straight in the eye and said, "Hey, are you okay?" And I just looked away and he asked me a few more times before I fake smiled and nodded, even though my eyes were watery. He let the subject go and I finally got a partner to sit with.... Okay so I was sitting on the very back of the bus and we had to double up and a really quiet girl sat next to the window and I was on the outside. My crush was sitting on the outside and his friend was sitting next to the window. A bunch of us were goofing off and telling antijokes like, "Hellen Keller walked into a bar....and a table..... and a chair...." And it was so horribly funny. Anyways. I had brought a stuffed animal and a pillow, and my crush asked me if he could have my pillow and I gave it to him. He put the pillow up against his buddy and was leaning on him and had his legs in the isle. He just randomly puts his legs on my lap. Oh and let me remind you that it was freezing in Alabama, and for some stupid reason people had some of the windows down and I was literally shaking and all I had on was a pair of thin yoga pants and a thin jacket, and his legs were like the only warmth going to my legs right now. I was literally shaking, and my teeth were chattering and I was clinging to my stuffed animal for at least some sort of warmth. I was like, "Guys, I can't feel my legs right now I am so cold." And my crush pulls out his little sweater jacket and says "Here, make sure to give it back." And I was literally screaming on the inside because this is the first guy to ever let me borrow their jacket and it just so happens to be the guy I have a MAJOR crush on sooo... I took off my jacket and put his on and wrapped my jacket around my legs, and then he put his legs back on my lap and I was just soooo happy because I had been having a really really really really bad day because- actually I won't tell because it is that embarrising. We played truth or dare and two guys kissed and I had to tell my crush I liked him and he still talked to me afterwards... Soooo.... Anyways... The worst day of my life so far was followed by the best night of my life so far.... The moral of the story is I Got to wear my crush's hoodie and talked to him for the longest I ever have... And I still don't know if he likes me.... Anyways.... That's all for now....

Then all of a sudden, without you even realizing it, you are imagining this situation, and you are getting pretty pissed off, and like your anger and emotions start boiling up inside of you in the pit of your stomach and you can’t control them and you just want to start punching, kicking, and screaming at things for no reason, and you just want to snap that persons neck…. All because of your imagination?

ITS HIM!!

I still don't know who this guy is....