It's crazy how time flies so fast. We were once teenagers trying to survive high school without getting a call from the principal's office ( because she hates HS couples.pfft.), and now here we are, 6 long years of knowing each other and almost 6 long years of being a couple. :') Although, our relationship isn't what we exactly thought it would be, it is one of the things in life that we are sure of. :) When we became a couple, I knew we were different. I knew we weren't the type who're gonna break up after a couple of weeks/months. I was sure that I want you to be my boyfriend, and I knew that I love you. Even when we were in highschool, I loved spending time with you, whether it be by text or by walking down the stairs to go on lunch break or walking to my house. I loved holding your hand. It's probably one of the best feelings in the world. It feels like my hands were a perfect fit for yours. It never felt uncomfortable, even if at times we get all sweaty, a handkerchief in between was just what we needed. Even when we have misunderstandings, we still held hands. We never let go. We haven't had a lot of hugs, I guess because it's not something people do on public places(except when we're on the airport), but if it was normal, we wouldn't have been so hug-deprived. I remember our first one though, we were on a concert, and you hugged me to protect me from the moshpit. It was kind of awkward, but it felt like a real hug to me. I felt protected, safe, secured, and loved. I've always feel that way whenever you hug me. I would love to tell people how great it feels like to be kissed by you, but we need a different blog post for that. :P I guess this is another i-miss-you post. Yes, I miss you even though we're skyping right now. I miss you everyday...for the same random reasons, in random places, in random times. I miss everything we used to do. I miss seeing you eye to eye. I miss catching you staring at me. I miss staring at you. I miss sitting next to you. I miss leaning my head against your shoulder. I miss holding your hands and my hands being held. I miss giving and receiving hugs from you. OMgulay, I miss kissing and being kissed by you. I miss your random gestures of love. I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! ♥♥♥ I love you very very much, Scott! ♥♥♥ :)
