Oct 6, 2025
im a baby rn. had a bad flashback. my headspace dad n mom helped snap me outta it but…im so tired. im so upset. i was gon play on my tablet but sibs (irl) kept bugging me about Mary’s funeral
;-; it isnt safe for me to go to this funeral. im in a wheelchair now. i cant see everyone again. im on T too and i jus….cant hurt myself to see my bloodline again. i cant risk my safety n stuff
im jus a kid stuck makin an adult decision and wanna fucking cry!!! why does holding my boundaries hurt?! why does it feel So Bad!!!
i wanna just smoke and feel better so imma do that i think :( dada (jay) says i should so imma do it ;-;
