Can we talk about the pain that comes from shifts? & other clcz things
Going from one form to another makes my knees ache, feel wobbly and strange. Like rn I couldn't walk very successfully. I feel like my physical disabilities have to have something to do with me being a wolf, or that the only reason I have them is due to me being in the wrong form. I just know something happened to me. I'm starting to get memories from before I was like this, but its hard to peice together. Maybe one day I'll know.
I'd love to hear about other clcz creatures experiences with shifting and pain, or just anything you wanna share about your journey. I don't like to dm, but I really want to connect with other (clcz labled) creatures like me.
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nobody ever tells you what to do when you fit with the criteria but then it hits at the end with the "Symptoms MUST cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning" criterion. so.
Hey! I’m being vulnerable here and I expect everyone to be respectful of those who do and don’t relate to these issues!
This is posted for education and exploration into tools to help others and myself function
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I fall under the neurodivergent umbrella, and really like to find creators who help those with autism and other things as well.
I’ve found really cool cards and hoodies you can get for communication, that can be used for those who go non-verbal, or struggle communicating at any point.
Good explanation by a wonderful creator here!
I’ve never gone non-verbal, however I am unable to speak when I have panic attacks, which are most common for me when I’m in a place I’m not used to, or feel unsafe.
(Panic attacks can happen for many many reasons! Some have them as a result of triggers that can be really specific, if you meet someone who struggles with this, ask how you can help if they start to struggle, if they are comfortable ofc)
I am moving soon and therefore entering a new group of peers who might not know how to deal with well-
Me being unable to communicate 😅
(Mainly thinking of my future Roomate, I’ve also learned that many people don’t know what to do in situations where others have panic attacks)
I don’t think I need communication cards, and I would want it to be on something I can keep on me. So I was wondering what I could do to set myself up for success if this happens.
So I’m thinking I’m gonna make some bracelets with letter beads
One hand saying yes, the other saying no.
And I’m brainstorming a few other things I might want to communicate like: I don’t want to be touched. Or: I need a hug
What do you think would be good?
How can I make this the most useful for me?
What would you put on yours?
If you have any suggestions for this project, I think it would be wonderful if some of us could do it together!
(Sorry for block of text. Take care of yourselves)
Either I am having a psychotic episode (on meds) or there is some kind of physical aspect to my shifts. I've always had weird feelings around full moons but this is strange, what is happening to me
If any other clinical lycanthropes/zoanthropes have advice I would really love to hear it. I am in a difficult spot and no one who knows me could ever understand, and if I tried to tell them, they would just lock me up again.
I do sometimes wonder when schizophrenia started to affect me, and how that aligns with being a lycanthrope.
As far back as I can remeber my human life, I've always had behaviors that indicated I am a wolf. I spent my childhood in the woods, acting as though I was one. As I got older those behaviors didn't change much, I just learned to hide them in public. I always felt like I was an animal, and I knew something about my body was off. I have had many times as dating back to when I was a child where I could feel my wolf body, and it has always felt right.
My mental health started getting increasingly bad around 10-11, with what I think we're the beginning of my psycotic episodes. But that was only the extreme parts of it. I can't tell how far back the mental problems themselves started.
When I was 15 I had my first full transformation. I can't remember much of it now, but it was scary. It felt both terrifying and exhilarating. It's hard for me to peice together what is real and what isn't.
If I am truly a wolf, or was one before becoming whatever I am now, then what about my past is real and what isn't? What things did I really experience? Is my life fabricated?
I don't think I will ever know. Every day that passes I become more confused. My medication is supposed to make this stop, but it isn't. Is that a sign that I was never really a person? That my "delusions" aren't delusions at all? That I really am a wolf. And if I am, and always was, how do I cope with losing who I was? Or am I losing who I am now instead? I don't really know.
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I'm feeling really anxious about sharing my nonhuman experiences since I got sent that hate for not proving my identity and schizophrenia to their standards.
I know I don't owe anything to anycreature, but it's still a bit disheartening to receive.
I really appreciate everycreature who sent positivity and stood up for me.
