#schwarzervogel

Schwarzer Vogel mit roten Flügeln auf einem Holzpfosten

Schwarzer Vogel Rote Flügel: 4K Naturbilder für Websites und Printmedien

The beauty is not mine aloneIt is found in the exchange It is cherished and shared

Along the way, it may be changedEdited, embellishedTorn, battered, and mended

But still,The words,Their message perseveres

I am but one vesselOne vassal of the musicOne masked spirit of the dance

My soul finds harmony in others'Beauty unearthed from what I'm givenAlone, I'd fade to nothing

So thank you for giving me my beautyThank you for making me gleamThank you for finding this ghost a home

ah i would never self-diagnose myself with anything (other than maybe a cold. i think i can tell when i have a cold but thats literally as far as i trust my judgement)

if you could choose the lingua franca for the next century or so, what would you want it to be? i'd say russian so i wouldn't have much problems with re-learning anything. but i don't expect it to, so i'll roll with something like chinese

what things in the natural world (includes animals) carry a lot of symbolism for you? fLOWERS. & plants, especially succulents 

what tends to be involved in your musical æsthetic? leather pants, neon colors, a 'i've killed a person for these shoes' look, backgrond rain & sad sad sad reprises  

with which types of characters do you tend to identify most in fiction (all types)? why is this so? the ones with zero brain-to-mouth filter. obnoxiously excited about things. pretentious fucknuggets. think newton geiszler.

if you were to write a letter to a historical figure, with the assurance that it would make it to them and be answered, whom would you write to? uugh a fanmail to Gagarin?? 

coffee or tea? hot cocoa? rn coke))

what skill would you love to be able to pick up instantly? the ~real~ skill or a superpower?:)) idk some language or an ability to control my finances. like to become a super-self-accountant 

if you were to live in an isolated place, would you rather live in the mountains or in a forest? i'm kinda afraid of the wild nature.. but i guess mountains?? ... is a small haunted town in a middle of a nowhere an option??

what one album, band or piece of music would you be okay with listening to, to the exclusion of all else? cloud atlas ost or barizanveux by metro farce 

some of your favourite written works? scar by china mieville, let the right one in, aeschilus's agamemnon, the brothers karamazov, dril's twitter, drcalvin's everything, this, this & this

its just that i so very often do exaggerate a lot of things for attention, so whenever i get better my immediate reaction is "see, you just exaggerated everything again!" because it's gotten to a point where i honestly can't tell what is actually part of the disorder and what i'm basically doing to myself in an attempt to get people to pay attention to me