#schizophrenicsuggestion

My body is so tired, but my brain feels like it’s overcharged. I feel something. It’s not anxiety. It’s not fear. It’s not anger. It’s not sadness. But it’s not good.

You know whats whack? Gods fucking dead

it’s coming for me, i saw it, it’s waiting for me to see it. I wont let it take me again i won’t let it take me again. please dont take me again

My brain feels so fuzzy, it’s as pleasant as it is horrific

burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning burning

i heard it singing to me last night. it was trying to call me back, but i’m smarter this time. I won’t return to it.

everything is tight, am i too big for my skin? is my skin shrinking? i relax and i feel like my body becomes lifeless? what’s happening?

as i slept they chose what they would do to me, and left it up to the me that’s there when i’m asleep to choose for me. I hope i chose right for my own sake.