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i spilled pasta in my backpack and got so mad that i made a traumacore edit about it

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my friend sends me the most moronic schizo-babble every night while i am sleeping without fail. he is dedicated to pitching me "get rich quick schemes" that mean absolutely nothing, they are hellish word salads. i love him, i genuinely value him as a friend and his opinions but he is becoming absolutely brain rotted by a.i autism.
every message sounds like half thoughts, he is so used to speaking to a.i that his usual prose has degraded and sounds like half baked attempts at a.i prompts jumbled together with whatever is going on in his brain with little to zero context.
the most frustrating part is he attempts to brainstorm ways to make money off things with as little effort as humanly possible and doesn't seem to realize just how absolutely marketless his bullshit can be at times.
he is constantly trying to find ways to weaponize or monetize apps and websites he does not use or know anything at all about, for profit or personal gain.
and yes you read that right, "weaponize" the man wants to be a propaganda machine.
nobody is using substack for this man, i don't think this man has touched substack a day in his life. what the fuck is he talking about , it's genuinely mind numbing.
my mariyam plushie finally arrived....... why does she feel kinda bootleg
Introduction
This was definitely not the day & age for me man. Was it? Wasnât it?
I guess I have the sight to see through the glass mirrors & smoke, the illusion drenched in false idols & feel good vibes; is so clear to meâŚ
How brilliant these Masters are, how infinitely intelligent, fashioning their puppets up with plastered on smiles & pre-recorded laughs & snickers for the world to see that theyâre happy; yes indeed they are happy!
They have their Games, their Work, their Democracy, Their Drugs, Their Love, Their Smartphones, & Their Distractions, Their Beauty and Fashion Shows, Their Westerns, Their Sports Cars, Their Dreams (even though most wonât come true; care to try a Dandelion dear?)âŚ
Theyâre happy indeed!
As long as you donât look up.
As long as you donât think too deeplyâŚ
Or ask the right questionsâŚ
If you donât Wake Up.
If you donât See what is actually going on.
Call me crazy, I donât care anymore. Call me paranoid, if that suits your fancy. Hell, call the cannibalistic evildoers in their white coats to drag me away in the streets, screaming I TOLD YOU!
ButâŚNo matter what, I know. Ohhh, how I know.
These Masters cannot fool me, no. I can see the lines and strings that make up their caricature, their silly little scripts with their eight-syllable terms that mean nothing to me but only meant to confuse me. These Masters who play the Good Guy in front of the screen, waving at the cameras as him and his opponent argue over democracy and freedom and whatâs right and deserving of The People; but then behind closed doors and as the world sleeps, they are Evil Doers, slaves themselves to the Evil Eye, who rape and murder Unknown Children who were born in the secret black market of teens who they themselves were Unknown or Taken with no birth certificate and only a Missing Persons flier, respectively, on hidden islands stinking to Heaven of evil and murder. Rot and Decay.
They can try and talk me in circles all they want. I may fall for it temporarily, I am only a VERY traumatized human after all (but what is that?), but I wonât be kept in the dark for long. Hell, I might not even be able to be fooled ever again. Last nightâs info dump was⌠Insane, to say the least.
They feed us all with this filler info, useless info that has no meaning other than some little meaning that has no meaning. Everything is just filler at this point. Where is the Truth? What is the Truth? Who knows the Truth? All in the name of distractions and conspiracy and secrets and hush hush and assassinations and death and drama and murder, secret wars and sooo much shit they cram down our gulletsâŚ
All for what?
Happiness? What is that? Is it born of ignorance?
Power and control and population mitigation? A sense of control?
Why do we humans need a sense of control to feel okay? Why do we need to have some power over something or someone in order to feel secure enough to walk another step? Why does everyone hurt? Why is there so much pain here? Why canât we as a society just use our common sense? Is the problem really the amount of people here on this planet? Is it because the collective conscious is overloaded with so much useless info that everything is now deeply convoluted and perversely intertwined? Is there no respect and adoration for the borders and boundaries that make up the separateness of the parts that make up the whole? Is that where we all went wrong?
They call the people who go under and Wake Up insane, madâŚ
They shove pills down their throats so they canât think for themselves, they prick them with needles to inject a drug that will knock a horse on its ass so the guards can go smoke their cigarettes and bitch about another wacko off the streets in their hair. They tell these Mad Babies âOh silly human, thatâs not true! We just want you and everyone happy and working and ignorant to the real world around them because, well, that doesnât make you happy, does it? And everyone knows that if you want to live a long life and be healthy, you have to be happy. At All Costs.â
They remove all the ones who actually Think for Themselves by exiling them out of their own social circles and casting them out of the hearts of their own loved ones with soothing lies. They slap on condescending labels and instill fear in their hearts. Something is wrong with them. They were born defective. Stay away from mainstream society, youâre too weird.
Sounds like something from a novel from a special Wells guy, but⌠Is it?
Is it?
I do believe my dear, that I have gone mad.
tainted places
i dont really call this place home anymore. i speak about these things only by their names. Vons, Taco Bell, babushkas house, my parents house the Lake, the Park. this town must be dying. did you know theyre planning on expanding the cemetery? did they really talk about closing the school? i think this place is rotting. have you been to my house? have you seen the way the paint peels, and the fences fall over? have you seen the way its all haphazardly stuck back together? when you go to my bathroom do you notice the way the screen is popped out of place, and the remnants of what was once black mold on the seams of the window? this place must be filthy. thereâs nothing new here. its just the same people over and over again. i dont think ive seen a baby here, like someone who lives hereâs kid in years. this place must be a ghost town. i think even the homeless people have vacated. my rose bush died. by now it wouldve been putting out pretty red roses, wilted before theyve even bloomed. that apple tree in the field to the side of my house has grown into the pipe that brings water to my house. thereâs nothing new here anymore. its just the same people doing different things. do you remember when they closed the bowling alley? itâs hard to be alive in a place that kills everything. its home though, i guess. i think this place must be home.

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My dealer: got some straight gas đĽđ this strain is called âthe American Woodcockâ đł youâll be zonked out of your gourd đŻ
Me: yeah whatever. I donât feel shit.
5 minutes later: dude I swear I just dowsed some worms from the ground
My buddy Phillip walking in a back and forth motion: peent peent
last yr my old blsmp wplace art got griefed, so i remade it but bigger & better with help from some other balloonbrains.
someone else added this above it which is so so so so cute shoutout to whoever did this i love you
original scale pixel art below ^_^
btw, heres an update to the blsmp stuff i was doing on wplace. might go back and tweak some colors later tho. s/o to the one other balloonbrain at my college who helped with some of the heads (dont look at my blog if u find this post omg)