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"That you would believe it to be a waste of my time, much less insist upon attempting to make me believe it, is a great part of the reason I tend to you so often."
Very carefully, Lauma makes the choice not to echo his turn of phrase. To do so would only encourage him- and worse, would only make him feel vindicated. It's a maneuver meant to give her a touch more sway over the conversation; to ensure he doesn't take the opportunity to take control of the narrative and steer the discussion in whatever way he pleases. It's the key mistake, she thinks, that most make with him. Give him an ideological inch, and he will take the mile and then more still.
And while Anaxagoras reminds her, very often, of a particularly volatile stray who has yet to acclimate to its new home, it is not because he lacks self-control.
In fact, she is more inclined to think his issue is both a need for and surfeit of it.
"Were you aware," she continues lightly, fingers gliding along the stem of a flower gently before snapping it neatly in half, "that you are the only one to not seek my aid in some manner? Were I a more insecure person, I might mistake it for disdain." Lifting the now-clipped blossom to her lips, which curve gently behind it, Lauma turns to face him at last. Eyes the gentle green of new growth land upon him, the crescent of rose near their center all the brighter against it as she lifts them to his singular stare. "Yet when I offer, there it's seldom true reproach. Only..." Concern, she thinks, for her reputation. The idea of guilt by association.
Or perhaps she's reading to much into it. Regardless, she shrugs as she stands, hefting the basket of herbs higher against her hip.
"...well, no matter what I might think, what's important is that you allow it, even if you are loathe to do so." It's half declaration, half plea; he may do as he feels he must, and so will she. "After all... helping those that may need it could never be considered a waste of my time."
Thus, if he would only listen, neither would Anaxagoras himself.