#scattered thinking

Indecisive Thinking is often referred as Broken Mind by the people?

Broken mind? Really? I always thought that only non-living things breaks? How mind can be broken? Mind always remains intact whether one uses it wisely or not. People often confuse with the way they think and ability of mind to decide. And they blame mind for their indecisive thinking.

Everyone seeks education to gain knowledge…

why cant we draw something or copy something exactly the way we see it? like, why are we just completely unable to (without practice). where does the signal go haywire in between sight and the movement of our hands. or whatever. 

art therapists are devils, like seriously.  i can draw a freaking circle and they can tell me everything about my past present and fucking future. 

i think my IQ is literally 0. or maybe even negative. i do not have the patience or concentration or will do even complete the stupid IQ tests. 

what would really happen if we humans were actually capable of using 100% of out brain power. like, just think what we could do. 

i refuse to believe that earth is the only planet in the entire fucking universe that has intelligent living creatures.

sometimes i feel like i just chase deja vu. like if i know im going through an episode, ill try to change up what i remember doing but no matter what i end up doing its always what i remember. no matter how ridiculous. so if i feel myself remembering doing something, i might try to do something entirely different, usually resulting in embarrassing myself, but i still end up doing what i remember from my deja vu. so in reality, ive just embarrassed myself twice. or so it feels like

i really want to know what people say about me behind my back. like specifically from the people that i tolerate my friends. i wonder what they say. i wish theyd tell me when i ask. i just wanna know. i wont be mad because im sure its probably all true. im just really curious.