#scary really

turned 20. i guess i really need some advices rather than gifts and celebrations this time

I love thinking about the aftereffects

ive got a bunch new followers hewwoo

I just dreamt i was in vacation in Seattle when i was kidnapped. I thought it was a prank, but it turned into 8 months underground until the police finally found the hiding spot. There was a bunch of us in a huge underground house-like place. There was rooms and a bathroom and limited entertainment and food. Some of them had been in there for years, others were new like me. The older bunch had come to terms with the knowledge there was no escape. They'd tried everything, but they couldn't find the way in or out. As time passed the idea that I would never see anyone I loved again, that I would live years and years in there because I was being provided anything I could need... It gave me panic attacks. Once they found us I spent a few days and my mom's house fine, but then I realized not once in those 8 months, or afterwards in the news, had I seen my kidnapper's face. It could've been anyone. I starter freaking out and crying and I woke up. Funny part tho, the other people in there with me included Luke from Gilmore Girls, the two poc bffs from Community ( i don't watch the show so idk their names), and an old co-worker. Luke had been there the longest and didn't give a shit about the outside world anymore, so he helped everyone else cope out of the first shock.

It is 11:07 PM This is important for reasons