#scarelerant

I really should just cave and get the person who built the damn thing over, expecially since the boyfriend knows nothing about it and my own information is limited. But by golly he needs to have this working. And since he has just one computer he's cool. But me? My laptop, tablet, phone, consoles? They're all wireless due to how things are setup. How can I multiplayer when I disconnect every five minutes?

But yeah, he's cool, so there's no problem whatsoever. Yeah, go figure.

And he's bringing up stuff from twenty years ago that I cannot remember. He's been getting far worse. But he swears up and down he doesn't need a super long sleep like he needs during these times. 

And all it's doing is driving me and my mother up the wall.

I  work in an electronics department. Someone pulled the Fake Geek Girl call.

I politely told him that I work back in the department due to knowledge. Then while he looked at me wierd, a coworker backed me then I pulled the whopper:

Some guys haven't been tagging stuff. 

suicide or axphyixiation

Okay so I've been on what I like to call the holiday crunch. The overworking bit of retail that I do, on top of trying to play catch up on shopping for my family, friends and making things for others on top of staying financially stable makes my head hurt.

Not to mention a couple days ago, my aunt lost her battle with cancer. We only knew about it a couple months ago (by the time someone had noticed that there was so much wrong going on it was already state four), but it doesn't make it any easier. It's hard knowing that it's the aunt that shares my name (although I was named after another woman) and it was one of the closer sisters of my own mother. And she's across the country from her family and we have no way to fly her back.

I've been in pain for days now from the stress and work. And there's no rest in sight until at least the day after Christmas. Just trying to look ahead to that and make it through.

Caught two kids with faked IDs  trying to buy booze. (one apparently from Arizona and Washington State took his now-defunct ID while giving him the temp. The other had an obviously altered ID).

Had three guys hit on me. (Hey, I like light flirting, but blantant "will you go out with me" at the register is terrible behavior.)

Caught a guy trying to buy two GreenDot cards for the maximum amount. All went well until cash collection... and the serials were all. the. same.

So apparently I had union dues taken out for two months out of this paycheck. It was supposed to be the paycheck that gave me a payment for my medical bills. They took $90 out, which okay, $45/mo for my job security as well as the insurance through my contract is pretty good deal since it's really good insurance. 

But what bothers me is that they didn't tell me I needed to have two months deducted out of one paycheck. So I'm literally left with just enough to pay my car insurance and put $20 in the gas tank. We're not even going into the fact I have no money for food and now basically must rely on my boyfriend to feed me for a week. AND I still don't know if I had insurance in October, so I don't even know if I am going to have a $230 doctor bill or a $150 doctor bill. (Mind you I had to see my doctor without insurance and I had another insured visit earlier before I quit my previous job.)

So it seems that there won't be much gift-giving this year, but I at least got my parents each something nice and something nice for the boyfriend. The winter worries have already started with the medical stuff that's going on, plus having to pay off a bunch of other stuff (like car tires), all on 20 hours a week. I really hope things will look up here soon with the hours going for the holidays. Maybe I can catch up.