#scaredshitlesslmao

It took so long, I was hi because I literally couldn't handle it sober I was in tears, I don't remember how long it took or how I did it, just that eventually I stuck myself and injected it, and apparently some of my failed attempts weren't as failed as I thought because I have like five stick marks on the area?

And I almost threw up after because I was so scared.

It didn't even hurt I was just scared. Like I barely felt anything, all the feeling was just actual fear.