Scared-cited about today. It’s a movie day, two movies actually. Right after one another. It should be fine. I’m actually not to nervous really. Yesterday made me feel really good.

Last night was a babyish time. It’s something that A and I do sometimes when I get really scared for a long time and stop wanting things. It’s basically just doing whatever I want. It’s kind of great when it works. It really really worked last night. We went out and got food and I ran around at Stanford and then we went back home and played. Spanking and edging and ginger and everything sweet ever and it was awesome :) It was really hot and exciting.

So yeah. Today should be fine :)

I've never been a dresser on a big official thing before...this is scary. 

But also yay! I am so lucky to have found something so soon (I've been in London for less than a week! Woop!). It isn't full time but I think that suits me at the moment. Making a bit of money and being able to apply for other things the rest of the time should be good. Plus, you never know what else might come along.