#sayoposting

madoka drawing!!! that!! i made!! with!!! oil!! pastels!!!

not my best work but also its my first time drawing with oil pastels so its not like i can hang myself over it

im fucking CRYINF my dad got me a bigass 20 page attack on titan coloring book from the thrift book store I DONT EVEN LIKE ATTACK ON TITAN??? IM TOO OLD FOR TS IM ACTUALLY LAUGHING MY ASS OFF WHO DOES HE THINK I AM

I JUST MEASURED IT ITS 26x36 CM WHAG

HE EXPECTS ME TO UNIRONICALLY USE IT??????,? GANG YOURE LIKE 5 YEARS LATE TO GIVING ME SOMETHING LIKE THISI CABT

WHY IS THERE EVEN AN AOT KIDS COLORING BOOK HUH????

ON A SERIOUS NOTE it does kinda suck that hes so willingly disconnected from our life that he doesn’t even know our general age group and interests yet knows our siblings so well though sighs

then again in a way this wasnt that bad of a gift because it made me laugh

GRADE POSTING,,

my parents got really upset about my arabic subject grades,,, but i dont think they realize that literally NOBODY aces anything arabic. nobody. NO ONE. and these are the 1st-2nd highest grades in my class,,, and i dont even like speaking arabic so this is impressive for my standards

i dont even feel proud of myself i kind of just feel empty about it

i think theres something wrong with me, i want to be grateful for getting good grades ‘so easily’ but honestly i cant even do that because its never easy when im being forced to and not even getting anything positive for it

but HONESTLY im not that upset right now, im just giving myself the preview of how im gonna feel later today LMAO

just realized the person who said they dont like making an effort talking to people first made an effort to talk to me first before,,,,

HOLY SHIT????? WHAT /pos

this is giving walking into someones room to ask for the ac remote to see them having a break down,, like,,, im just gonna,,, walk out,,, sorry,,, hope everything gets better,,,,

if that makes sense?