unelectable ch. 10
Summary: After the untimely death of Brooklyn's congressional representative, the Democratic Headquarters tasked you with finding someone, literally anyone not in Wilson Fisk's pocket to run for office. The good news: you found a candidate. The bad news: it's Bucky Barnes.
Tags/warnings: bucky barnes x reader, no use of y/n, Candidate! Bucky Barnes, fully developed pre-frontal cortex! reader, swearing, republicans & fisk supporters dni
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Chapter 10: Patch
Summary: Itâs time to patch things up.Â
Word Count: 4.1k
AN: If you would like additional context for this chapter, please read this deleted scene taking place in January 2027, wherein Eileen and the main character complain about how stupid their job is.
In the span of a month, Bucky Barnes had learned more about elections than he ever cared to. It was nothing like his high school civics class of neat diagrams of checks and balances, but a wilder, messier thing that involved adjudicating every single sentence he spoke and re-learning how to smile for photos. He had borrowed a book from you that had outlined the process of what a typical campaign was like, but even that hadnât been able to totally acclimate him to the realities of being a candidate.Â
Truthfully, if he had known ahead of time, he might have had a different answer when asked to run for office.Â
Itâs not that Bucky didnât believe in the campaign. He vehemently disagreed with Wilson Fiskâs policies and the culture of fear he was cultivating in New York politics. He liked his team too, and having goals to work for filled up the quieter parts of his life with a sense of purpose. But Bucky had gotten used to anonymityâhis neighbors knew him as âJames,â his friends at the food bank were mostly retirees who hadnât kept up with the news in years, and if he wore a jacket and gloves, he could go outside without stares.Â
When he first agreed to run, heâd told himself it was a kind of penance. The Winter Soldier had broken things. Maybe Bucky Barnes could help mend them. And for a while, it almost seemed possibleâlocal race, low stakes, just a chance to serve. Besides, local house races rarely got media coverage, especially not in safe districts.Â
This was until Donato threw her hat into the ring. Since last week, journalists had started reaching out for interviews, producers for media appearances, and pundits had begun discussing his past like it was new again. Headlines bloomed overnight and Buckyâs quiet was gone.
The addition of Donato to the race also meant that his staff had become incredibly anxious. Previously, it seemed like Eileen and you were convinced that they could get Bucky elected with him making only a handful of appearances in the media. But now, they were drilling him everyday on platform issues and had made him full-out rehearse the town hall format three times already, in between his canvassing and other chores. You had said that if a town hall went poorly, it was a failure to prepare. Bucky didnât know if he felt prepared per se, but it wasnât for lack of his team trying.Â
Today, the focus of the public speaking exercises were âhow to respond to questions that arenât questions.â He was not doing well. No one would outright say it, of course, his managers would never be openly critical of him in front of the interns, but Bucky could tell their patience was wearing thin. He could hear Eileen twirling a pen between her fingers as he kept making mistakes, and if Bucky paused for a moment too long you would jump in with suggestions on how to respond to the audience member.Â
âEvery politician says theyâll fix things, but all I see are higher taxes and more handouts for people who donât work,â Vijay âaskedâ from his seat in the front row of the makeshift audience.
âI get where youâre coming from,â Bucky started slowly, acknowledging and hoping to sound sincere, like had been drilled into his head over and over again. âPeople are tired of hearing promises and not seeing results. Iâm tired of it too. But I think most folks donât want a handout; they want a fair shot to get back on their feet. Now, Iâm not here to raise taxes just to make a headline. Iâm here to make sure the money we do spend actually helps working peopleânot the folks at the top who already have everything they need. If that means holding people in power accountable, Iâll do it.âÂ
At one point towards the beginning of his response, Bucky could have sworn he saw a soft smile on your face, but it was gone by the time he finished. He tried to think about what he could have done better. He was too general when talking about the handouts, maybe he shouldâve used a concrete example?Â
âDid anyone catch Buckyâs biggest mistake here?â Eileen asked from her spot in the back row.
âI was too vague,â he offered first, trying to get ahead of it.Â
âHe used Vijayâs framing device to answer the question,â Georgia tried.Â
âGreat observations, and something to keep in mind,â Eileen said, pacing behind the couches. âAnd it was a solid answer otherwise. But the biggest issue here was that you said you were going to raise taxes. Which is political suicide.â
âRight.â Bucky nodded, rubbing at his jaw. âI meant, well, I didnât mean toââ
âWe know what you meant,â Eileen said, voice softer. âYou just canât say it that way. The word âtaxesâ shuts peopleâs brains off. âRaise taxesâ is their language, not yours. You have to make it about fairnessâabout what people get back when they pay in.â
âWhy donât you try again,â you said from your seat in the corner. âFocus on the ârelate, reframe, redirect.â You got it.âÂ
Bucky wanted to believe you believed in him, but people who worked in politics were famously liars.Â
So that was how Buckyâs second-to-last town hall practice session with the entire team ended: poorly. Bucky knew he was disappointing his staff, painfully aware of his own inadequacy, He found himself wishing he had more time, more opportunities to practice with someone. Itâs not like he knew anyone in his personal life who could help with this. That was how Bucky found himself in Eileenâs office, asking for help.Â
âI love the energy,â Eileen said, twisting slightly back and forth in her office chair. âBut weâre swamped this week. We have the committee meeting as soon as we get off tomorrow, then Wednesday we have to go shmooze with those ad execs. I mean, I guess we could try and squeeze in a little practice before the campaign committee meeting. And today isnât good because I have a thing after work, and so doesââ
You appeared in the doorway, wearing a coat with a thick pink scarf wrapped around your neck. âWhat am I too busy for?âÂ
âAdditional town hall prep before the last full-out rehearsal.â
âWell, hold on. Let me check the calendar. If you want to work on the town hall more, I should be able to make time for it.â You hummed slightly as you scrolled through your phone. âAre you free tonight?â
âDonât you have your, uh, thing tonight?â Eileen asked, with a skeptical look.Â
âYeah, after. Are you free sometime after eight?â Bucky nodded.Â
âCool. Iâm headed out right now, but Iâll text you a restaurant or somewhere we can meet up.â
Later that evening, Bucky found himself wandering around Coney Island Avenue. He had arrived to the restaurant you had sent him early so he decided to walk around to settle his nerves. The night was sharp with wind, but it didnât deter himâitâs not like Bucky wasnât used to the cold. As he walked, he tried to take in the details a bike shop that was playing reggaeton, a Walgreens with Christmas decorations still up, an electronics repair store with flickering neon lights.The community center had a big open window into the front room and a group of parents were standing outside, peering in.Â
Bucky lingered for a moment. Inside, a dozen children were dancing. He could hear the faint piano music of a song he thought he knew and the children laughing as they twirled across the floor. He smiled despite himself and turned to continue his walk before something caught his eye: you were in the corner of the room, crouched beside a little girl, your hand steadying hers as she spun, both of you laughing. He lingered a moment longer, then turned away, feeling strangely self-conscious. He didnât think youâd seen him, which was for the best. He didnât want to add âcreepâ to the long list of things people probably called him behind his back.
Still, the image stayed with him as he walked toward the restaurant. Sam had told him that New Yorkers and people who worked in politics both tended to be all hustle and ambition. Not that you were anything other than unyieldingly polite, but Bucky had noticed that some of the interns were intimidated by you. Hell, he was too. Heâd spent the past few hours hunched over his issue packet, running practice answers through his head, trying to sound like someone who knew what he was doing. Bucky didnât want to waste your time. You were a busy person, someone who went to meetings after work (Or maybe dates? He thought he had overheard Eileen say something about that). The fact that this revelation was so jarring to his mental image of you made him realize how little he actually knew about you, beyond your encyclopedic knowledge of election law and the way you could poke holes in his arguments in five seconds flat. He wanted to ask you about why you were there, wondered if heâd get the opportunity to bring it up naturally.
By the time Bucky reached the restaurant, he was humming the piano song he had heard at the community center.
The community center and Tandir Rokat were only a block apart, but you still rushed there. Old habits die hardâyou were two minutes early and still felt late. Warm air and the smell of lamb hit you all at once as you entered the restaurant. It was empty except for Bucky sitting at a table in the back corner.
âHi,â breath catching as you dropped your dance bag and unwound your scarf. âDid you find this place okay?â
âYeah. Have you eaten yet?â
âNo, uh, not yet. I was going to order something to eat in between questions. Do you want anything?â
âWhatâs good here?â
You ended up ordering a plate of manti to share and a samsa for both of you. Before you were able to get your phone out to pay, Bucky had already handed over his card. Normally you would protest, but hunger overruled pride so you thanked him and went to get some napkins for the table. The food came out steaming and aromatic and it took real restraint to not bite into the samsa immediately and burn your tongue.
âAlright,â you said once your hunger had dulled. âAre you ready?â
âHit me.â
âIâm concerned about the escalating tensions in the Indo-Pacific. In Congress, what will you do to stop another arms race?â
âNo warm-up questions?â
âDid you need a warm-up question?â You asked, looking at him over your cup as you took a sip of water.Â
âNo, no. Letâs get into it.â Bucky paused and looked at the table, as if he was looking for notes that werenât there. You pulled out your phone and started a timer.Â
âI think youâre right to be concerned. Even though I disagree with the president on many issues, I think President Rossâs treaty to split mining rights is a good start to preventing conflict over Celestial Island. But itâs only a start. Iâve seen what happens when weapons get made faster than people can ask if they should exist.â You blinked. Damn, that was a good line. Were you feeling⊠proud?Â
âAs your congressman, Iâll push for oversight on who gets these rare materials, what theyâre used for, and who profits. We donât want an arms race, we want accountability.â
You stopped the clock and looked up at Bucky, eyebrows raised and a look of admiration on your face. âYou practiced.â
âI did.âÂ
In between bites of manti (which Bucky liked, much to your satisfaction), you ask him more questions about the economy, social security, and universal childcare. He did okay. Which, compared to a month ago, was practically stellar. You had to remind him a few times to not stray too far off topic and off message, but overall? Not bad at all, especially for an event thatâll likely be attended by fifteen senior citizens and some campaign volunteers.Â
âCan I ask you something slightly off topic?â The words came out too casually and you were suddenly aware of the pinging noise made by the bright fluorescent lights overhead. Buckyâs intense stare didnât help. When you had met Sam Wilson last December, he had joked Buckyâs staring was something to get used to. You didnât know if that was possible.Â
âWhatâs up?â
âAt the townhall, thereâs a non-zero chance people are going to ask you about your past.â
âI thought we had a response for that,â he pulled out the packet and flipped to a heavily annotated page. âI am no longer the Winter SoldierâŠâ
âNot that. As long as youâre happy with that response, I am too. I meant the more recent stuff.â
âThanos? You think some of the âThanos Was Rightâ crowdâll show up?â
âGod, can you imagine?â You laughed, but it came out thin. âNo, I meant what if someone gets up to the mic and says, âI was displaced by the Blip. I saw the refugee camps, the poverty. The harm done by the GRC. At any time, did you support the Patch Act?â
Bucky seemed confused for a moment. Then his gaze softened, just a bit.Â
For the first time, you noticed how blue his eyes were before banishing the thought immediately.Â
âWell, if someone asked me that,â he said slowly, âIâd listen. If they were willing to tell their story.â
âLife was really hard. For a lot of people. And for a while, the Flag Smashers were the only ones willing to do anything about the suffering. Instead of dealing with the conditions that created the Flag Smashers, the GRC just wanted to deport everyone.â
He leaned back, eyes distant for a second. âThen Iâd say⊠a lot of mistakes were made after the Blip. By people who thought they were fixing things. Iâm proud I got to stand with Sam and help stop the Patch Act before it made things worse.â
He paused for a moment, and you furrowed your brow. âThatâs it?â
âI thought this was hypothetical!â
âYou hypothetically should have said something about your future as a congressman,â you said, tearing off a piece of your samsa Something like⊠I know what itâs like to lose everything. To feel like you donât have any options. But how we treat people at their lowest, how we decide to rebuild, thatâs something we always have a choice in. As your congressman, I will fight for the dignity of all peoples.â
âWow.â
âYeah?â You ate the bite of samsa you had been waving around as you spoke.Â
âYeah, that was good. Maybe you should run for Congress instead.â
You let out a small laugh. âNo thank you, I enjoy my private life.â Buckyâs smile faded. âBut the insurance would be nice,â you added quickly, and he smiled, but it didnât totally reach his eyes. âSpeaking of insuranceâŠâ
Bucky did less well for this question, he bungled the statistics and had trouble maintaining eye contact. At one point, he reached across the table and stopped your phone timer.Â
âDo you think people are really going to care about this town hall?â
âHonestly? Itâs hard to say. Before Donato entered the race, I would have told you to view it as practice. There might be some journalists there Thursday, but thatâs not what you should focus on. You should think of this as an opportunity to hear from you, to hear your story in your own words.âÂ
He nods, and gestures for you to restart the timer, but his eyes still seem far away.Â
âHow do you plan to gain the publicâs trust?â
âI know that trust isnât something I can ask forâitâs something I have to earn. I know what itâs like to look at someone and only see the worst thing theyâve done. But I also know what itâs like to be given another chance. So I donât take that lightly. I plan to earn trust the only way I can â by showing people that the man I am now is someone who keeps his word.â
âDo you think maybe we should tweak the âI know what itâs like to look at someone and only see the worst thing theyâve doneâ bit?â
Bucky and you fell into a routine of asking questions, listening to the answers, fixing the phrasing, and trying again. By the time you checked your watch it was somehow already 10:00pm. The north-bound bus would be coming soon, and you needed to catch it to make your way to DUMBO. Maya and her partner had broken up earlier that day and she had asked you to come over to spend the night. As an older sibling, you were so thrilled that Maya wanted you to be there for her. You didnât even let yourself feel inconvenienced by the idea of the hour-long commute from DUMBO to Gravesend the next morning.Â
You stacked your trash into a neat pile and grabbed your dance bag. âI think this is a good stopping point, unless you have any other questions?â you asked. Bucky shook his head. âGreat. You really have improved.â
Bucky looked away, but you caught the faintest flicker of pride on his face. Outside the restaurant, you lingered for a moment.Â
âYou walking home?â Bucky asked.Â
âNo, Iâm headed up to DUMBO. The D68âll be here in a minute.â
âDUMBO? I thought you lived in Gravesend.âÂ
âI do. Iâm staying with my sister tonight. Her relationship just ended, so we are going to make margaritas and watch 10 Things I Hate About You tonight.â
âSerious stuff,â Bucky nodded, a smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. âYou know, I could give you a ride.â
âThanks, but I canât ask you to do that. Besides, the busâll be here in⊠four minutes,â you said, checking your phone.Â
âYou're not asking, Iâm offering. I live less than 15 minutes away, so we can walk to my place and I can get you to the movie before 11:00.â You watched Bucky as he spoke, looking for a trace of irony and finding none.Â
âOkay,â you shrugged, shouldering your dance bag. âThanks in advance.âÂ
As you walked, the two of you fell into a comfortable silence. At one point, Bucky looked down at your bag and then back at you. âYou dance?â
You followed his gaze to see your ballet shoes peeking out of the open duffle bag. So much for keeping that private. âOh, yeah. I volunteer at the community center teaching a kidâs dance class on Mondays, I have since I moved to the city. Thatâs why I leave early on Mondays.â
âWhy didnât you mention it?â
You let out a dry laugh. âDo you know how silly it feels to say âSorry I have to leave early, I need to go dance with kindergartnersâ to your boss? It doesnât exactly command authority or respect in the workplace. I would always just say I had a personal commitmentâ
âI guess I can understand why youâd keep that to yourself.â
âNot that Iâm embarrassed about it,â you said quickly. âI think itâs important to do things that keep you grounded and connected to other people. To give back and all that. It just feels small compared to being an EMT or helping out legal clients pro-bono.â
âI wouldnât call it small,â Buckyâs tone was light but firm, broaching no argument.Â
âSpeaking of volunteering, are you still working at the food bank?â
âHowâYou know about the food bank?â
âI just work early mornings now. Delivering packages to seniors and shut ins.â
âThatâs so noble. You gotta let us photograph you doing that sometime.â Bucky gave you a look, so you grinned back at him. âWhat, it is!â
âNo.â
âIf I was running for Congress, there'd be a bunch of pictures of me at dance class at the community or at the Brooklyn Bodega Books drives plastered over the campaign socials,â you said with a mischievous smile. âItâs just good marketing.â
Bucky shook his head gently and you thought you saw him smile, but it was too dark to tell. You were in a nicer area now, with brownstone walkups and trees lining the street. The area looked sort of familiar, but you werenât able to quite place it.Â
âThis is me,â Bucky said, nodding to his right towards one of the nice brownstones. You hoped the shock you felt stayed firmly off of your face. While you knew someone had to live in these houses, it had always been more of an abstract concept, like a billion dollars or a rational voter.Â
You followed him around to his truck. His truck was oldâthe kind that still needed a key to unlock. He opened your door first, and you remembered just in time to lean over and pop the lock on his side, like in an old movie.
As he pulled out of his driveway, you glanced out the window and caught sight of a Mets pennant and a faded âIn This House We Believe' sign in a neighborâs planter. You have been here before. January. It had just snowed, and most of the canvassing route was super icy, except for this neighborhood. You remembered Mr. GuzmĂĄn on the porch, telling you and Eileen about his good-hearted neighbor âJimâ who had shoveled all the snow.
Oh, God.Â
Of course Bucky was the kind of neighbor who got up early to shovel snow. Which was unfortunate, reallyâit was much easier to resent a brusque, uncooperative candidate with a staring problem than a kind one who was trying his best.Â
âCan I ask you something?â Bucky broke the silence, glancing over at you at a stoplight.Â
âSure.â
âWhen you were asking about the Patch Act, was that actually a hypothetical, or were you asking?â
You took a deep breath, suddenly very worried about talking politics with the politician. âA bit of both, I guess. You should be prepared just in case someone asks you about it. But I was also curious.â
âHow much of your story was true?â
âTechnically? All of it. I simplified things.â
Bucky hazarded a glance at you, his expression almost sad. âI didnât have a good answer.âÂ
âNot everyone feels as strongly as I do. Did.â You corrected yourself quickly. âItâs smart to strike a balance.â
âWhen we were in Latvia, Sam and I went to a funeral of a woman who died of Tuberculosis. Tuberculosis. In 2024, when its cure is readily available. It made me think of Steve, and his mom, Sarah.â He shook his head, both hands tightening on the wheel. âWhen we found out the GRC was hoarding supplies, the whole thing made sense. No wonder the Flag Smashers were fighting like they were at war.â
âViolence begets violence.âÂ
âThe GRC couldnât see it like thatâhow their actions were the violence creating the Flag Smashers. Iâm glad Sam could make them see.â
âMe too.âÂ
You spent the rest of the drive teasing stories out of him about growing up in Brooklyn. As you drove past Red Hook, he told you that he used to work at the docks before the war. You asked him what it was like, listened as he told you about the noise, his friends on the crew, and trying to save enough money to provide for his family and take girls out on dates. Knowing it wasnât the same thing at all, you told him you were briefly a fishmonger after the Blip in between embarrassed laughs. You both laughed at the way the smell of the ocean could cling to your hair and clothes.Â
By the time you had navigated Bucky to your sisterâs apartment, you realized you had misjudged him. What you had misread earlier as laziness or aloofness was really just a reluctance to make a mistake. Perhaps he was woefully unqualified for the endeavor he was undertaking, but he listened to you and Eileen, was considerate, and good with technology. (Really, it was unfair. When Eileen had shown him the online donation system he figured it out in less than twenty minutes, when it had taken you and Eileen almost two hours.) Maybe your time in politics had made you too cynical, too quick to assume the worst. Maybe Bucky Barnes really was just a good man doing his best to move forward.Â
You could respect that. Work with that, even.Â
âThank you so much for the ride,â you said as you gathered your things into your lap and opened the truck door.
âIt's nothing.â
âWell, I appreciate it. Get home safe, and see you tomorrow.âÂ
He nodded. For a moment, neither of you moved. Then the moment passed, and you opened the door and stepped out into the cold.
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