#sarafrostbites

"To get back to the main point, three of the Guardians are not helping kids! THEIR HURTING THEM! 

I know....I know that their just trying to help kids, but... But....BUT STILL! Isn't it weird that Pitch's was so successful so fast?  ONLY ONE KID WAS NOT AFFECTED! ONE, OUT OF MILLIONS! The sad fact is that kids have no idea how hold on and protect their hopes, wonder, and memories! THEY GAVE IN TO EASILY! 

The world is a cruel place, harsh and dark. However, there is kindness and softness, and light. But you have to look for it! NO ONE CAN FIND IT FOR YOU! The kids are using the Guardians like a crutch, they protect what we need to protect ourselves!

Look, I know what your think. 'This is my reality, other reality's are different!' Well news flash, THE SAME DAME THING HAPPENED IN OTHER REALITY'S AS WELL! KIDS LOST THEIR FAITH, AND PITCH ALMOST TOOK OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DEFEND THEIR HOPE, THEIR WONDER, THEIR MEMORIES....THEIR FAITH!!!!!!

Look...I know the Guardians originally formed to protect the children and people of the world against Pitch; however,.....WERE OK NOW! WE CAN HANDLE HIM! 

THE GUARDIANS ARE PROTECTING CHILDREN FROM GROWING! AND I'M SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED TO THE GUARDIANS?! WHAT WOULD HAPPEN!? WHAT!? What would happened to the children if the guardians that protect their hope, wonder, and memories were gone? They are so reliant on the guardians to protect them, they have no idea how to protect themselves!

I know I probably have it all wrong, I'm ranting for no reason BUT THIS IS WHAT I SEE! IT IS WHAT I FEEL! AND IT MAKES ME SICK!"

"I'll admit it, around that time I didn't think it was a bad thing. It was when Pitch took over that I realized that that the Guardians, excluding Sandy, were crippling children. I was at the point were I wasn't as angry at them as I was before, and frankly I did care about them anymore ether.  It was when my younger cousins were effected that Easter. 

My younger cousins, Cassidy, Noah, and Jackson came over for Easter dinner. Now my younger cousins didn't inherit the fae blood like me, and some of my other family members. However, what they lacked they made up in curiosity, wonder, and smiles. But, that Easter something was different about them. I knew when I woke up that morning, that something wasn't right, that something bad was going to happen. While my younger cousins went on the church Easter egg hunt, I went straight  home to get ready for a big Easter egg hunt that me and a few friends were doing for the kids of the neighborhood who had fae blood that could see what we saw, and the kids who didn't. When they came back they were completely different people, I know that they had a few nightmares and Cassidy was bummed because she didn't get a visit from the Tooth fairy. 

But I thought, 'There cheerful kids, they'll shake it off.' But they didn't!  They got worse! It was like all the hope was gone from their eyes was gone, this was when I became concerned. Some of our relatives became concerned as well. Later on, I found out that all the kids that were usually visited by the Guardians were acting the same way as my cousins. As time progressed, they got more depressed by minuet. It was like all of there hope and faith was gone, and replaced by hopelessness and sadness. It got to the point that I wasn't just worried, I was afraid. I WAS AFRAID!  I'VE NEVER FELT FEAR LIKE THAT BEFORE. I was afraid for my younger cousins, when I asked them what's wrong they stated that the Easter Bunny forgot to leave them eggs. Then they starting saying that the Easter Bunny, Santa clause, the Tooth Fairy, and the Sandman didn't exist. Then started blaming their parents calling them, 'A lair.' The light in their eyes' was gone, GONE! I HAD NEVER SEEN THAT BEFORE! So I spoke up, 'So what?' I asked. 'Are you telling me that you stop believing in the sun when the moon comes  out?' I laughed a little. I offered to take them to the annul neighborhood Easter egg hunt, they rejected the offer but I dragged them there anyway. During the hunt, I notice some of the kids were acting like my cousins until I said this, 'So what if a giant kangaroo rabbit doesn't deliver you chocolate eggs? So what if a fat guy doesn't deliver you presets? So what if a fairy doesn't collect your teeth? So what? So what if their not real? Does it mean all hope is gone? Does it mean that all wonder in the world has disappeared? Does it mean that you have lost all of you memories? No! Because they are always in you! And what about your families? Your friends? Just because one thing isn't true, that doesn't mean the the others aren't! Just because the moon is an allusion, that doesn't mean the sun is!' At first, it didn't seem like it had a affect on the kids that were depressed. However, over time they began to cheer up and the light was back in their eyes.

Today, my three cousins didn't believe in  Easter Bunny, Santa clause, the Tooth Fairy, or the Sandman; however, they still have the same look in their eyes when they did. And they will never loose it again. 

((Hey guys, I was reading a comment to day and some how it triggered Knot to go into super rant mode. I'm going to post this because if I don't I wont hear the end of it from her, I warn you, when she get's like this she swears like a sailor. 

Everyone doesn't have to comment on this rant, I'm doing this so that she would stop yelling))

"I HAVE HAD IT! I HAVE HONESTLY HAD IT! I can't hold this in any more! At this point I don't care if I step on toes', or hurt someone's feelings: this has to be said. Some of the Guardians are hurting kids, children rely on them to much. The children can't protect their own, hope, wonder, and memories without some of the Guardians anymore.

I am a changeling, that mean's I have fae blood. That mean's I can see the Guardians' without needing to believe, this also mean's I, and others like me, drop off three of the Guardian's radar. These Guardian's are North, the Easter Bunny, and the Tooth Fairy. So, in my reality I haven't been visited by the Easter Bunny, the Tooth Fairy, or North since I was seven. I and others like me, have learned to protect our own memories, our own wonder, and our own hope.

Now what does this have to do with anything, I'll tell you. Since I had  very little, to no contact with the Guardians- except for Sandy, and his dream sand- I had to learn how to hope, create my own wonder, and preserve my own memories. I grew up in a small town, in West Virginia; one of the poorest states in America. I was friends with both privileged, and under privileged kids. Children with abilities, and with out.

After being skipped for a few years, some of my friends, that share the same abilities, and I decided to create our own Easter egg hunt. We each painted our own eggs and got one of the older kids in our neighborhood to hide it for us, even though they weren't chocolate, even though they weren't from the Easter bunny, we had fun, we had hope. I understand that Spring and Easter represent new life, and hope that it brings. However, HOPE IS SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER BE TAKEN AWAY! I know Bunny protects the hope of the children, but it's something only you can protect-no one else. I have been in situations where I have felt completely hopeless; however, I have tough myself to hope when everything seems hopeless. It's hard, I know. But it is something that we need to hold onto, no one else. When everything is dark, the light of hope will always be there to guide the way; you just need to find it first.

 Around Christmas time, since some of my friends and I are not visited by North, we started to make presents for each other. We created our own wonder, without North. So what if we didn't get presents from North, we had our families. WONDER ISN'T GIVE IT'S CREATED AND SEEN! There is wonder everywhere! You just need to find it, or create it! I have learned to find the wonder in everything, it's in ourselves. Always will be, and we can protect it ourselves without anyone's help!

Just like with North and the Easter Bunny, I wasn't visited by Tooth as well. But you know what, after a while I did care! I know the Tooth Fairy's job is to collect and protect memories within baby teeth, so that when a child is lost or uncertain she can return the teeth to the child so they can remember their hopes and dreams. I learned that your memories are not just in your teeth, there in your heart. They well always be in your heart, you just need to find them! You can never truly forget them, those kinds of memories are unforgettable and no one, and I MEAN NO ONE can truly take them away.

THESE THREE GUARDIANS ARE DOING THE PROTECTING FOR THEM! THEY HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO PROTECT THEIR OWN HOPE, MEMORIES, AND WONDER!"

This is for the 5 random things about me I forgot to add:

1. I was born in California, moved to Indiana in second grade and moved to Minnesota in the fifth grade. 

2. Growing up in California, I didn't have a house so I moved in between my grandmother's and my aunt's home. 

3. I don't like to swim in oceans--I dislike the sand, cold water and too many people. I love pools, though, and lakes. 

4. In kindergarten I decided I didn't want to be in school anymore, and that thus I didn't have to be so I walked out of the playground with some friends. We tried to walk to a friend's house, but got caught.