#sappy tw

i honestly can’t believe it’s been 3 years already since i started writing duri 2.0 (i’m still considering current duri 2.0 okay, i said what i said and i’m keeping the anniversary date!!) sure, i’ve been writing duri for about 4 years, but september 2nd 2018 is when i started writing duri for a rather long time and i’m not stopping, i’m going to write duri for as long as i possibly can know that!! but, fr fr i really really love famed and i’ve never felt more comfortable somewhere, where so many just love each other’s muses a lot. especially loving duri because tbh i’ve always just gotten nervous because he’s just a very nice person all around, which makes him a bit naive and simply someone who just can’t seem to be mean?? and i thought maybe i was really making things limited for him but tbh with duri’s wide range of plots really just showed me that i was doing completely fine and it’s shown for the last 3 years that my fears were truly just lame as heck (and that was probably just my lame anxiety.) anyways i say it all the time but i just really love duri !! like the fact that he’s been my only muse for the last three years is truly so mind-blowing to me in a way. but i’m always finding new things for duri, more routes to go with him, and new things to talk about when it comes to him. like with the restructuring, i’m finding new things for him, to talk about, more places to take him, and where to take his characterization. i will just constantly say i love park duri!!

but fr, i love everyone in famed because you’re are just so great,, like i want 2 give u all hugs okay i love u. esp cause you’ve all truly been so nice to met at all times, always wish me well whenever i’m going through episodes with my (literally still undiagnosed cause no one knows whats wrong with me) chronic illnesses which is pretty enough at this point and you’re probably all tired of hearing of it, but it really means a lot because the amount of times i’ve gotten upset doing them cause they’re so frustrating, you’ve all truly made me feel better. you’ve all also helped me through my anxiety and so many things like probably so many things you aren’t aware of but. i swear i can go on and on about how i love all of u and want to give u hugs and cookies,, we’ll be here for 3 full length novels at this point. so im not gonna keep u here for long

also truly just a constant big thank you to beth for running famed all on her own and always just coming up with new things. even with such a big project as the restructuring and everything that comes along with it, she’s doing amazing!! the amount of help she gives me whenever i ask her questions (and i ask so many questions just so i’m 100% right about things, even if the answer is obvious and right in my face) and always gives me all the information i need laid right out and even formatted so i’m 100% sure. beth, you’re doing amazing sweetie, and you’re incredibly appreciated.  

i love u all and i’m so excited about being here for another year. i’m entering into another year writing duri and i’m just so excited with all the opportunities for duri, as well as the new ones that the restructuring is bringing that he and i would have never been able to dream for him. 

now let me bring it back because a bitch is starting to get emotional (i’m bitch.)