#sappas

The smell you left behind breaks my heart Because After everything It still reminds me of home

I'm sorry I hate that I'm doing this but It's 3 am And all I can think about Is how much I miss the sound of your voice And the way your breath felt As it burned my neck Please take me back I can do better I want to do better I want you to have better I want you to need me As much as I fucking need you.

I've given up On today On this week This year On you Me Them Us Everyone I hate this You tell me to become numb And I hate That I'm trying But I can't.  I feel everything all the time.  I wish I didn't.  I wish I could be like you.  It comes in waves of red And grey Drowning myself in desire In hopes that maybe you'll say  Anything.  A word.  A mumble.  But it's okay.  I wouldn't either. 

Your lips burnt holes into my skin And now I’m left Kissing the empty promises That you left behind.

I hope you still taste blood on your tongue Every time You say my name

Kiss me And tell me how beautiful you looked As you tore yourself Open