#santilo

Beach Shower, Venice Beach, Ca.

Walking up to her house she felt her cold ring against he chest as it hung there, rubbing her fingers over her naked ring finger where her wedding ring sat for two years. Slipping inside she locked the door behind her and then walked upstairs and went past her and Brittany's room and then into Milo's room. It was dark except for the small night light of a duck Britt wanted to get for him. Taking her jacket off she pulled the chair over and then sit down looking into his crib and just watched him sleep, watch his chest go up and down holding onto the stuffed duck in his arms. Putting one hand to her mouth she put her other one in the crib and over his. "im so sorry Mijo..god if i could change everything and i know i would..just know i love your mommy very much and i love you very much.." She said. "but you wont and probably wont understand..This break..its just a break mamis heart hurts and it will hopefully get better, i have loved your mommy since well ever.. so this time will hurt and i know you will miss me and i will miss you so much but ill come over when i can.."