#sandyego

get over him. he's not even worth it. he is not worth your time or your tears. yeah you loved him, i know that. and i know you just can't see yourself with anyone other than him, i get that. i've been there. but why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. do you honestly think he is thinking about you? no. sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. yeah you're going to see him with one of his new girlfriends. prepare yourself, cause straight up; it's going to hurt. he will be sorry. trust me. when he finally sees you with some other guy who's not him. with that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend hold you close, he will realize how happy you are now and how happy your boyfriend is because he has you; the girl of his dreams. he will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go, when he decided to choose her over you. when he decided he just did not love you the same. trust me, he will be sorry. and don't you sit there thinking he won't be sorry, i know you are. but i guarantee you now; he will be sorry. so don't go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know you're never going to get. or that IM you know he will never send you simply because he knows it's killing you. he likes to pretend he does not see you online. he does it out of spite just because he knows it's killing you. i'm not going to lie to you, it will hurt. it'll hurt a lot.. but it will hurt even more when you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. it's all going to hurt. knowing you're not the girl that's making him smile. knowing you're not the first person he thinks of when he wakes up and the last before he goes to sleep. knowing you're not the face on his background of his phone any more. knowing if he hasn't already, he will delete the album of pictures of you he has on his phone. you know, today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping it's him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. but trust me, he's got too much pride. even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn't tell you. you're soon going to realize he doesn't care about you any more and he won't be the first person you all when you're upset. he won't be the one to put that smile back on your face. and yeah, it's going to hurt. but, you know what you're going to do? you're going to hold your head up. you're going to show him you're better than him and you don't need him in your life. you're going to prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you never really missed him any ways.