sam, I really really fucking miss you.
someone today asked me if at school people used to make 'ella' into mean names like 'salmonella' and I was like...SAM&ELLAAAAAAAAA
EDIT: I just read your list and homie I fully approve of everything on it especially the swimming bit and the getting closer to new/old people bit, those two because you are a) lovely and deserve all the nice things and good times and b) v beautiful and should share it with the world and not let the past eat your security (but the gym bit is not necessary, I mean knock yourself out if you want to rly but you totally don't need to have you SEEN yourself pahleez.)















