Okay. Yes I had a few glasses of wine. Yes I was okay to drive home. Yes I have been up subtly crying for hours. My heart is so soft. It’s supposed to be. My heart breaks. For the lives I love that were lost before this day. My heart aches for you. Your family. Your loved ones. What the fuck. Gone way too soon. At this hour I think of you, I cherish our memories, and I grieve for you. You will never be forgotten. Your magic has touched me beyond words, beyond life, beyond memory. I love you all always. And send my love to your waking friends and family, for I know they need it. For you were taken too soon.