#salsh

I've never had that sensation of feeling numb to things, experienced it for the first time and it's calming but after you don't need it anymore it's alarming. I think it's good to have, you shouldn't be able to feel everything and everyone, you've got to be able to be numb. Today was an okay day, was productive. Yesterday still is heavy on me, it's mostly the frustration of wishing she'd wake up and see she's making a mistake. But she's convinced and once she's convinced she's too stubborn to change. Such is life, good night, peace and blessings.