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My birthday~! (I mean, it will be over in a few hours xD)

OH MAH GOD IT’S LATE!!! (I am so sorry @nalufever I finally got around to answering asks and I’m starting with the most recent ones!! It’s appropriate as they are for the “End of the year” meme I reblogged!)

 Anyways, without further ado, let’s answer these lovely questions~! >w< 

1. First things first, did you have a good year?

A: Well, I guess that is the first thing to ask when jumping from one year to the other! ^_^ If I’m being honest the year started out really bad. Lots of family problems, stress from college and my horrible relationship was weighing me down and draining me of my energy. I never want to blame anything on anyone, but I was in a dysfunctional relationship with someone and I finally got out of it around April. It’s a long story, but I don’t feel like dwelling on that stuff. I’m stronger now! (I mean I “hope” so ^ ^;) I was happy that I got in the honours roll for my first year which gave me entry to showing my artwork to judges at the college I got to! It was an amazing experience and I made some cool friends along the way! It’s a small class, but we’re like a family. :D As for my actual family, I lost my grandma…She was an inspiration to me and even today I will always show my appreciation for my grandparents! Other than that, my family had gotten better and we can finally understand each other a bit more when it comes to communication which is always a plus!! :3 Even on here with Tumblr being who it is, I still have lots of friends that didn’t leave and I’m happy to see they are better from last year! In short, (cause you can see THIS is a paragraph xD) I think the year was wishy-washy! It was all over the place, but it made up for it at the end to be called “good”. ^v^

8. Which fashion trends did you hate?

(I thought of him when I thought of the word fashion xD Don’t kill me, I LOVE Max <3) 

A: Even though my mom is a lady who lives by fashion, I can’t say I know the styles of 2018! ;w; I looked up a source (well you know Vogue and all that jazz :/) to base my opinion on. I only think this would be easier if I could say what I “loved”, but it’s a hate one so gotta be mean xD lol. I mean I never “hate” anything, so I’m gonna give it a shot. 

One thing I don’t like about fashion trends if I’m being frank is that it’s usually clothes on the runway. Many styles I see based on Vogue’s source are styles I can’t see the everyday person wearing. Personally, I wouldn’t wear half of those designs outside. That’s just me. My sense of style is a hybrid of my mom’s fashion she wears/sells, 80′s-90′s fashions and cutesy outfits. (that I think I’d look bad in ;w;) I’m gonna give a small bullet point list. (I know I always say small xD)

 Arty Impressions - This was the first one on the article I read. From what I can gather it’s fashion with famous works printed on it. (Artworks, for example, Andy Warhol’s, screenprints) I mean I can see the connection, but for me wearing something with a reproduced art piece is hard for me to personally wear. LIke it has to be done like how T-shirts have a design in the middle or small embellishments on it to make me wear it. The example I saw is fun and creative, but for me, I couldn’t see myself liking/wearing those pieces. It depends. 5/10? I guess xD

Plastic/see-through material - This honestly has been a reoccurring style that I have seen. It’s become more prominent now according to last year’s trends. I can’t stand the “see-through” look. I don’t know what it is, but it’s just too awkward to wear outside. LIke people will defend that you can wear what you want, but for ME and ME Only, I can’t wear those kinds of stuff. I would feel very scared/concerned with how I look. (Even to myself) If you don’t know what I am referring to, I mean like that umbrella looking material. (I’ve added the source in the paragraph above for this question! ^_^)

Geometric/Flannel Print - I can never see myself liking the flannel scene. For pyjamas, no problem! To wear outside, I can’t bring myself to do that. You can see me in an old sweater, but flannel I don’t think any of my friends have seen me in that xD I just can’t say it’s aesthetically pleasing to me. I have a problem liking this style. Maybe I will when I get older, but as I’m young and creative I see myself wearing clothes for the young generation! :P (my mom says that anyways xD lol) The clothes that make you feel like partying, even though you don’t go outside like me xD lol 

As much as I love talking about fashion, I think I would bore everyone with my opinions. xD (You’re definitely not here for these are you? xD If so, thank you) 

10. What song sums up this year for you?

A: I don’t have a definite answer, but I went through a lot of things. Many times I wanted to be in a dream world…Like to escape everything. All the pain and depression. I still feel that way, but in 2018 it was WAY worse. This song I originally heard in Silent Hill: Downpour (A GAME I LOVE ;w;) was a song I thought of when I see this question. I think it’s a great song! sad, but I’d recommend it. The singer’s voice is lovely. It invokes so many emotions in me ;w; (I’ll give a youtube link) 

Ed Harcourt - From Every Sphere

14. Favorite new TV show?

(I HAD to make it this guy >w< <3 plus It had to be stupid xD) 

WARNING: HUGE ANSWER BELOW!

A: Well, as you may know, I don’t watch many shows anymore. I mostly play video games, but for the sake of this amazing question, I’ll say what anime(s) I did enjoy last year! I don’t think I’ve ever loved an anime as much as I love Gintama. It’s really funny because I originally “disliked” Gintama. It was a naive thing for the young me to have said at the time. I judged the show so harshly after seeing anime (IMO) being shat on with the usual themes and scenes I ALWAYS see. I began to give up on anime as a whole. My story starts when I was pissed at my brother telling me, “Gintama is amazing Tash, trust me you’ll regret hating it.” I answered with my normal response of, “ sure Ja, you ALWAYS say that. How will this be any different?” Maybe I shouldn’t have said that…Well, it’s too late now for present-day me. My brother showed me all the “humorous” parts first. (I honestly felt like he tricked me, but the show really starts that way xD) Anyways, we eventually watched a few episodes and I told him I didn’t understand the humour. (it’s honestly hard to get into if you’re not open-minded or don’t understand the comedy Sorachi uses) Until he decided to hit me with his ace, “The Shinsengumi Crisis Arc”. All I can say is, a different side of me was born. I started to see what a show could truly offer if it was done right, the way I wanted to see it. It’s hard to explain, but without Gintama’s sad/inspirational/happy/stupid/clever story writing/arcs I don’t think I would have ever gotten through 2018. I haven’t finished the episodes as of its recent update, but I really learned a lot from the show. I want to give a HUGE shoutout to Sorachi for writing this masterpiece and I would 10000% recommend it to ANYONE! It’s a show that changed my views on people’s situations and lives. I think all the arcs are amazingly written and so far I don’t think I’ll ever get bored of it! It really got me in the feels. I can honestly say that if you can’t feel after seeing an arc in Gintama, you haven’t felt. It’s that amazing! (Then AGAIN, it’s an opinion not everyone will sadly share xD) Also, I am really enjoying Bleach! I’m sad at how it ended in terms of what things happened and I honestly hope Kubo will be ok. I loved his episodes and the earliest ones really touched my heart like Gintama. He’s also really great at making me cry every episode! :P

(GOD SORRY FOR THE ESSAY AND STUPID STORY LINES xD I’m sorry I can’t add a RM for this b/c then everything under can’t be seen like the other answers ;w;) 

20. Did you develop a new obsession?

Well…YES! Many obsessions!! The real question is which is the one that I obsess over the most? Well I’ll put some bullet points to hopefully make it smaller xD

First of all, I don’t want to say it but I’ve taken a “liking” (what an understatement lol) to Gin Ichimaru from Bleach~! >////< I really like his character (even though he’s mysterious and creepy xD) I really want to find out what’s up with him (haven’t watched that far lol xD I think I already got spoiled though) So I really love him a lot, if he were real well…I’d probably be a melted puddle next to him xD lol

I think everyone knows, but I have an obsession with cute/pink/pretty stuff. (Can it be called that?) I just LOVE pastel colours or pinks/blues/purples. Those kinds of soft colours you see in Hello Kitty toys or Fairy Kei/Kawaii merch (if I’m correct xD) I just have a HUGE soft spot for childhood stuff! I literally still act like a kid xD lol I don’t think I’ll be growing up anytime soon haha xD lol I just love to collect them! :) 

Vaporwave I guess has become a new obsession and old art styles of the past! I just can’t stop being in awe at those marble statues! The curvature and bodies are so magnificent! >w< It’s so aesthetically pleasing for me and when you put pop art of vaporwave next to it…IM SOLD! (I’m literally known in my art classes as the “girl who loves vaporwave” All my friends know xD) That and the 420 Macintosh Plus’ slowed down version of “It’s your move” by Diana Ross.

So many different art styles that are brought to this world! :D This is the truth! I absolutely love most styles I see on here and whenever I encounter them! >w< <3 Thanks to all the artists out there! You are doing amazing!! If I want to draw in your style, YOU know you’re doing amazing :D <3 (Which is always :P)

Other than that, I don’t think I have any other obsessions I know about :P Sorry, I’m super boring xD That’s the art student life lol (only me guys xD dw)

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR MESSAGING ME AND SENDING THIS AMAZING ASK YOU AWESOME PERSON!!! <3 I’m so sorry I never answer these on time!! ;w; (I have 2 more days to answer these before the break is over officially so the spam begins xD lol) @nalufever I am so happy to have gotten something from you and I hope you’ve had a great Christmas and Happy New Year, friend!! I hope you stay happy and healthy this year!! All the best to you! Thank so much once again for taking the time :) <3

If anyone else is interested, you can send me something as well~!

Take care from me and Happy New Years everyone!!! <3

(Alright, I’m back with answering these since I now have time….as we ALL do~)

Again, I apologize this question was asked 4 years ago…SO, I’m gonna TRY my best to answer this based on the archive that my beautiful blog has xD 

Thanks @rathgir​ for asking this question!! I’m so sorry I never answered it on time! ;w; (Also I think some of these questions are the same which is ok xD)

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

A: OK, I could answer this a million ways, but I think the context of this question is clear. So, my answer would be no and not for a long time. I’m honestly happy the way things are, but if we’re talking about my handsome, bishonen boys than…*dead* I mean, in that context you could say I have LOTS of boys in my life ;) xD

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

A: I think I’ve already answered this one, but that’s ok. I have to say that I still think about characters with cat ears saying meow xD This still has not changed which is hilarious because I really stay away from half animal/half human characters for obvious reasons. (I mean, whatever’s your tea xD)

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

A: This is a funny question because I have many times. There are many reasons for this and all of them are not what you would think. xD Lots of times I do because we need to share because someone’s over. Other times I end up crashing after watching a show with my family. I have never slept with anyone else though :o

14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

A: Based on my personal experience, I would say emotional pain. I just think emotional pain scars more and lasts longer. THEN AGAIN, you can argue having your limbs cut up would hurt a ton. I’m speaking from a more metaphorical point of view I guess? 

20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

A: Well define “kiss”. If you mean any type of kiss then I’ll say we talked just a few minutes ago. If we’re talking like a kiss from your lover or significant other than I’d say 4 years ago? I don’t remember how long whoops xD (Wasn’t that memorable tbh… :P)

39:Has anyone upset you in the last week?

A: Actually, yes and many people. I would say a big one happened in between this week and the last. It was really painful, (still is…) but I’m slowly getting over it. 

49:Does your bedroom have a door?

A: Yes it does! (Thank god for that xD I hate open doors/spaces that are open at night)

63:Where will you be 5 hours from now?

A: STAYING UP and possibly on the computer. IF not, I’ll be asleep earlier than I normally would xD (Then again, it’s almost 11pm)

82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

A: Yes…but only because I was running around to find my pajamas xD

Alrighty, that’s the end of the ask! Thanks so much for reading this if you did and thanks to @rathgir​ for being so sweet by sending this ask.

Distract me pls (again xD)

Take care

I’m super late for this, BUT I wanted to do some small requests for Valentine’s day because I haven’t really drawn much and posted...I’m thinking cute otp’s? OR any ship that you want to see in a really “lovey dovey” cute way? (And DON’T mind if I draw chibis? :P Cause I always associate cute with chibis xD)

Anyways, If anyone wants to reply to this post or message me via inbox for a request, I’ll gladly take them! (Just remember I take a “while” to post and work on them...BUT if it’s small sketches like chibis, you can expect it early :3)

Thanks for reading this~ Happy Valentine’s day to all! (Whether single, in a relationship or happy to be with family! Don’t worry I’m just with family floating along~ ALSO, remember to eat lots of sweets like I do :P)

Last year, here I come~! Wishing everyone a great semester/year once again!! >w< <3 

Summer was awesome while it lasted...I was just too busy with the “adult life” this time ;w; 

Love you guys <3 Hope to post something soon~

Hello~! Back again with more asks~! I have yet another one from the lovely, @rathgir~! (Thank you for sending me asks all the time, I can’t thank you enough <3)

I believe these ones are from the “distract me pls” meme so here we go~!! (Tell me if it’s the wrong one and I will re-answer it ^^; I have many asks in my inbox that don’t match the dates so that plan is not working as smoothly…Sorry about that! :’o)

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

I’d like to say the obvious and say a cat xD but I mean what fun would be in that, right? :P 

Well, I don’t really know cause a million things come to mind at once. I kinda have a clip of a cat from an anime or tv show playing in my head saying, “meow”. (If that makes any sense) I honestly don’t know xD. OR an upset cat when they yell or hiss. ;w; 

16: Are you tired?

Well, three years ago when you asked this, I would’ve been REALLY tired xD 

As of now, I’m not tired. I’m more in lazy mode since school is gonna start up in a week or so and I’ve done nothing xD I mean, I did lots of drawing and painting, but they don’t feel eventful to me…

If we’re talking about life or something particular, I don’t really know. It’s just that sad feeling of the day ending and you did nothing so to speak xD 

Maybe something I didn’t get to do, but I don’t know what. That’s what probably makes me feel exhausted. 

25: What’s on your mind?

I feel like what to do tomorrow and my hesitation of posting on IG is on my mind… I’m pretty simple-minded, but some things really stick and then I get stuck worrying about it when it’s nothing… 

I just can’t find it in myself to do anything when it comes to the IG problem. I mean, art’s gonna be my life so I have to stay focused and get stuff done!! That’s what I have to keep telling myself ^^;

So, pretty much random anxiety. Other than that, I’m just floating like a cloud~ xD

59: Green or purple grapes?

This one was actually tricky for me when I read it! It’s because I’ve had both types, but I never had a favourite. Having to pick one over the other now has made me see that I might like one over the other ^^;

I only had Green grapes a few times in comparison to purple ones and I feel like purple is the winner.

Ironically, a week ago when my family was over to visit us, I was killing my dad’s grapes xD Funny thing is, I don’t ever touch fruits! So, it was funny to hear my uncle notice and asking me, “If I’m enjoying them”… 

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

Well, in five months my age will not change!

I’m a March baby, so this won’t affect me! I’ve finally reached the big 20 and honestly, I don’t feel any older. xD 

Oh, but the good news is I finally passed the driver’s test thing so I’m good now for round two! So, I guess I feel a bit more “adultish” xD lol

Alright, that concludes the questions for the “distract me pls” ask meme! Gosh, I’m so sorry it took so long for me to answer, @rathgir!! 

I feel bad cause so many nice asks are just sitting in my inbox collecting dust! AND, knowing me I can’t write fast enough so I apologize for it being REALLY late and SUPER long!! ^^; 

Thank you to anyone that stuck around to read all this~ xD You are truly the MVPs here. \^0^/

I hope this gets to you, @rathgir!