#sakumind

AMY ROSE

I never really like amy as a kid i preferred Cream the rabbit i never dislike her neither just wasn't my cup of tea at the time (as a kiddo i was sick of so many hyperfeminine heroes).

As a kid, i use to watch Aurora the hedgehog videos and many of the other Amy fankids i use to love those videos.

But now looking back at this and becoming more invested in the stories of the characters and the fandom after analizing it's content i come to realize that i don't like SonAmy anymore, it's aesthetic pleasing to my eye but then i remember the history of the two character and i feel wakky.

I can see how much the two character hold back eachother but over all i don't like the message that the ship leaves.

You just have to wait enough for the other person to see value in you.

That is how sonamy feels now this is the message that i see, i don't like that amy is sacrificing her integrity and convictions for the love of someone, i'm tired that in her stories, she becomes this side character waiting for a stupid knight to make a move, someone to save, someone who only is appreciated when they are gone.

I dont like sonamy cause the message it leaves it's just bad when you sit and actually analize it.

Don't get me started in the fandom take like???

So i started commissions, it took me a lot of time but I finish to set up everything and that, I first upload them into a discord server im in.

It made me realize how much artist use instagram and how little space there is for artist now a day to upload art without the site being hostile to them.

I have a big beef with Insta, it block me for no reason whatsoever, while trying to open an Instagram account so I keep low contact with it, later they make it harder for people to get income for their content that they upload in the app.

My last straw was when they decided to feed ia with posts created on instagram, the complaint form that was created to try to avoid/complain that Insta did the ia thing, was not available in my country... you couldn't complain in latin america.

I have always had problems with instagram I never liked or got used to the app in the first place.

But as a person who wants to participate in community I am moderately obliged to start uploading on that site.

So I decide to get glaze or nightshade to protect my art.

What do I find, my PC can't handle it, it doesn't has enough memory or cpu.... I feel worst, but the thought that the only most accesible way for us to protect us from ia is an ibistpaint filter(you need premium for it but it actually not pricy at all...., ibis is a really good program)it's kinda heart broken.

Artist truly needs to keep or backs together right know, artist need a better site and more protection but will survive.

I like tumblr it has a great form for me to upload art and made this my place, i dont really want fame in social media i just want to share my art with the word and interact with my comunity, it's has his faults but I love it a lot and at least it has not force to feed ia so, I won't be leaving any time soon