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I just wanted to write something before I lull myself back to sleep.

I can't still believe that she's now gone, away, and so far away now..

And everytime now often I remember how we used to be so perfect, it was quite an amazing experience to be loved by you, Kaye. But now you're gone I just can't seem to know how am I supposed to live my life being happy. You know we are each other's first right? You we're my sweetest downfall, you we're so magical and special to me. My first love was you, my first romantic date was with you, my first awkward promenade dance was with you, first time I ended up giving flowers was to you, first time I wrote those lovely letters was to you, first girl who ever laid her eyes on me, my first kiss, my hand was first held by you. You we're all new to me. I loved you first. And so as you did too. 

But the hardest part was.. you broke my heart first too.