once he was able to settle into the role of captain and take less orders than he gives, it spiraled a little out of control and into his personal life. his wife turned into another thing to control and boss around. so she left him before they could have any kids. before she was tied to him forever.
he wasn't that heartbroken, just a little annoyed he didn't have anyone to get his cock wet whenever he wanted. finding birds at bars wasn't hard for him, he just couldn't be bothered.
that's when he finds you aimlessly wandering around the base with a big sticker on your sweater that read "CIVILIAN". he asks if you need assistance, you blink up at him and ask him where Kate Laswell is and the lilt in your voice goes straight to his groin. he just smiles and guides you across the hall to where Kate's office is. you'd been a few feet away from the damn nameplate on the wall and still couldn't find it. so pretty and so dumb, his favorite combination.
now...it's his job to help, but it's not his job to stare at your ass as you walk away. but every curve on you was so enticing, he really couldn't help himself. so he waits like a patient predator for you to leave, catching you on the way out and asking if you'd like him to walk you to the entrance so you don't get lost. you just smile up at him and nod.
kate tried to chastise him for dating you, she really did her best to prevent your demise. you were too young, too soft, too innocent for a man like him. the rest of the team held the same thoughts, but would never voice them. everyone was so damn concerned about you and your wellbeing. and you never understood why.
sure, he asked you to move in after 3 months. but he was right! it made more sense since he wasn't home all the time, if you lived with him it made seeing him a lot easier. and yes he proposed only 2 months after you moved in, everyone in your life (and his) telling you it was way too soon and that you didn't really know him yet. but when you know, you know! sometimes the pitiful stares really confused you, the way Kyle and Johnny smiled weakly at you when you visited John on base, belly already round with child #1 only a few months after he slid that diamond on your finger.
it was as if everyone thought you were some trapped animal. snatched from your home in the rainforest and dropped into a cramped cage in the middle of a busy metropolitan city zoo, destined to live out the rest of your pathetic life cooped up there.
but no one understood that you were exactly where you wanted to be. so what if John had a preference over what clothes you wore and food you ate? those types of decisions were boring and quite frankly it was nice to have someone do it for you. yes he made you quit your job so he could "provide for you", but you hated that dead end office anyway. he expected a lot of sex, but he fucked you so good and full it was almost impossible to say no.
so you let everyone think John was in charge. especially John. he really thought he had it made, a pretty little wife that asked how high when he said jump. one that always had tea on the table and a whiskey ready for him when the kids finally went to bed. one that dutifully opened her legs and her mouth whenever he said the word.
but you ran that house with an iron fist. albeit a manicured one.
squeaky cupboard door? he better fix it, no matter how long his day was. favorite heels wearing thin? he better buy you three new pairs in different colors. he wanted to act like a big strong man? he could take the trash out, fix your car, tend the garden, build you furniture, and entertain the kids while you have a nice long soak in the bath.
you let him fuck you six ways to Sunday almost nightly, desecrate and violate you in ways you would never suggest on your own, and get you pregnant mere months after you've pushed out another one of his kids. so damn right you're getting a foot massage even though he's the one who's been on his feet all day.
so yes, you let John (and everyone else) think that he's in control. that you're some sweet little housewife that John caught in his web. too dumb for your own good.
but it takes John three tries to get the kids to quiet down.
it only takes one look from you to get them in line.
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thinking about how the rest of 141 would notice the way loverboy!soap changes after he meets you
of course in the beginning they're tight lipped and a just a little over it when he gushes about the new love of his life, having heard this a million times about a million partners. in a month's time he'd have a new infatuation. out of politeness none of them roll their eyes when he can see them.
but the object of his desire is the same the next month, and the month after that. he might not have changed the intensity with which he speaks about his partner, but they all notice how much lighter he seems to be.
the pep in his step isn't like the one he gets from getting laid, its different. more genuine.
Price sees it in his work, obviously. Johnny's always been disarmingly smart, but now he's so much more sure of himself. in the field he's cleaner, more efficient than he previously was. it makes Johnny even more deadly, and even more valuable. the kid's head seems to be clearer than ever, even if Price knows he's daydreaming about you when he's rigging explosives.
Ghost sees it in the gym, the way that Johnny has a special alert for your messages and calls and will stop his reps immediately when the ping comes through his headphones. the meals you cook for his lunches are doing wonders, Johnny's got more energy and is bulking at rates Ghost wasn't sure were possible. and the guy's taking more progress pictures than ever before, and when questioned about it shrugs and says "lass asks fer bicep pictures when she's sad."
But Gaz notices everything in between. he sees the little notes you slip in Johnny's lunch (and that Johnny keeps every. single. one.) Johnny's jokes aren't any funnier, but they make you laugh so he's going to continue to tell them. he doesn't have wandering eyes at the bar anymore, only moaning and groaning about how long it's going to take for you to come and pick him up. Kyle can feel how much lighter you've made Johnny, now that he doesn't have to keep all the dark stuff bottled up.
Sure, they all keep that stuff buried. But Johnny always doubled down on that, not even allowing himself to feel grumpy or upset because he needed to be the one to lighten the mood. he needed to tell the jokes and make everyone feel comfortable, even at his own expense. so now that he has someone to talk through all that with, the team can feel him relax into himself like a sigh of relief.
Simon's got a bit of a crush on 141's new secretary, and it's making him do crazy things. He can't help but get infuriated when he learns you're seeing a doctor on base. He knows it's wrong, but you know what they say...drastic times call for drastic measures.
Contains: simon POV, American!reader, moderate stalking, obsessive!simon, pining and yearning, drinking, unprotected piv sex, oral sex, (f receiving), very brief breeding kink, simon is a lovesick puppy with an emphasis on the sick part
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Simon wasn't sure how much more he could take.
As much as he loved the sound of your laugh, hearing you laugh because of something another man said was driving him insane.
Ever since you'd replaced Meredith, 141's previous secretary, he'd been plagued with...less than appropriate thoughts of you.
You were a sweet young thing, much too beautiful to be flitting around a big military base like this one. Though you had no military experience, you had filled Meredith's shoes and then some. You were always on top of their paperwork, were a great liaison between the gruff and sometimes grumpy 141 and other departments, and you never forgot their coffee or tea preferences.
At first, he had tried to simply ignore how his gut tingled when you smiled up at him, prompting him to ignore you in an attempt to get over this annoying little crush he seemed to have developed. He knew deep down it was different than how Gaz and Soap felt, both men shameless in the way they flirted with you. Always feeding you cheesy pickup lines that made you roll your eyes and laugh.
He tried to convince himself he was just a man, and staring at your bottom in the skirts you wore around the base was merely instinct. How was he supposed help himself from noticing the color of your bra through one peephole where the buttons in your blouse strained against your breasts? But as time went on, he couldn't ignore how his hands got a little clammy when you'd draw a smiley face on the paper cup you left at his seat, tea made just the way he likes it.
What's worse was Simon knew that he wasn't getting any type of special treatment from you, that you were sweet and even little flirtatious with plenty of other people on the base. Which is what started to drive him mad in the first place. He chastised himself for wanting something as silly as to be the only one getting your little notes and small smiles in the hallways.
He also knew that you were fucking one of the base doctors, Dr. John Carter.
Well, technically he didn't know, it's not like either of you told anyone. But he wasn't stupid.
The guy made up any excuse possible to come all the way up from the med bay to personally drop off paperwork at your desk, always lingering and chatting your ear off until he was paged back. At first, Simon figured he could handle some scrawny, pretty boy doctor lusting after you. Hard to blame him really. But what made it worse is soon you were doing the same thing. You jumped on any reason to go down to the med bay.
Which is where he was now, in the med bay, sitting with Soap as a nurse inspected the bruising welt on the man's arm, which Simon had given him on purpose because he knew you had volunteered to oversee the med student evals.
He watched, silently seething, as you helped him fill out a trainee evaluation from where you were perched delicately on the edge of his desk. Everything he said made you laugh, and Simon had to hold himself back when he watched Carter's eyes trail down to your ass as you walked out of the med bay, papers in hand.
Soap, always down to help his Lt., was giving empty answers to the annoyed nurse who was trying to help him with something he didn't really need help with. As soon as you were out of the room, Soap shooed the nurse away as politely as possible, standing with Simon as they followed out after you. Carter called out a friendly farewell to them and they both simply raised a hand in acknowledgement.
"What's yer plan?" Soap said lowly once the door clicked shut behind them.
"Dunno." Simon mused, "Have'ta think about it."
Soap offered a few options, none of which seemed fitting. Sure he wanted you all for himself, but they couldn't just kill the base's attending.
But truthfully? He had a plan in mind, just not one he ever thought he'd have to put into action.
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He laid in wait for a few days, scoping your apartment out to see what kind of alarm system you had. To his surprise (and dismay) you didn't have one. He tutted to himself, shaking his head as he picked the lock on your back door.
You were trusting a few easy locks and a deadbolt with your life. Eventually, when he moved you in to his house, you'd be perfectly safe.
Once inside, he tried his hardest to remain focused, but he couldn't help himself. He looked all around your things, figuring out your favorite foods, the products you used, the medicine in your bathroom.
He pressed his lips together as he read the label on your antidepressants, concerned about how much of your bubbly personality was a mask. He hummed in satisfaction when his eyes fell on your birth control, at least you were being safe. There were a few other things that caught his eye, your multivitamins and allergy medicine. There was so much he had to learn about you.
Gently closing the medicine cabinet, Simon reached in his pocket for what he came here to do. He slinked around your apartment, not making a sound even on your creaky wood floor, placing a few bugs around a couple rooms. He placed one in your living room, your kitchen, and upstairs in your bedroom. Once he was satisfied, he slipped out the back door, locking it as if he had never even been there. In a parking lot across the street, he was sitting low in the drivers seat of his truck, accessing the mics from the bulky old laptop he refused to get rid of.
He didn't have to wait long, as your car came rolling down the street about 30 minutes later. He couldn't see your apartment from his viewpoint, so the mic in the living room picked up you unlocking your door, he rolled his eyes at the first voice he heard.
"I just can't believe that." Carter said, making you laugh lightly.
"Come on John, you weren't exactly easy on him either." you mused.
The two of you talked about the medical evals from earlier that week, before you put on an American sports game. The sound from the TV muffled your conversation slightly, but Simon had accounted for that in his placement.
What he couldn't account for was when he felt that all too familiar twinge in his chest as he listened to you and Carter chat so casually. You and him were both American, and you were even from the same city. Which Simon had figured was a big reason you gravitated towards Carter in the first place, he reminded you of home. It was probably the only thing Simon was willing to concede that Carter bested him at.
But Simon was going to learn every little detail about you so that you thought of him as home.
He listened as the two of you were engaged in the sports game, cheering and groaning together as your team got the lead, lost it, and then got in back just in time to win the game.
Maybe he should learn more about basketball...
Unfortunately, Simon also had to listen to you and Carter having sex. He had placed the mic right at your headboard, so he heard every gasp, every moan, every squelch of your pussy around Carter's cock.
Selfishly, Simon had hoped you wouldn't sound like you were having a good time. Of course he wanted you to enjoy yourself, but with him not with Carter. But the doctor seemed to be putting his knowledge of anatomy to good use, with the way you were keening for him, whining out his name amongst a slew of curse words and pleas. Simon was mentally filtering out Carter's own words and sounds, only really wanting to hear you. He pondered replacing the mic with a camera, so he could learn what you liked and what you didn't like. But he would prefer for the first time he saw your bare figure to be in person.
As much as you sounded like you were enjoying it, Simon realized you kept having to repeat what you wanted. Where you wanted Carter to touch you, put his mouth on you, how fast you wanted him to go. You were begging him to keep pace, so close to your own finishing line, and Simon chuckled to himself when he heard Carter slowing down and making you groan.
Simon knew he could please you, without you having to think about anything but how he felt inside you.
He chuckled again when he heard the buzz of a vibrator, Carter whining out as he came, and your strangled orgasm came through the headphones.
Soon, you would't have to worry about that anymore. Not in his bed.
He begrudgingly listened to your light pillow talk, before Carter got his things together and left. You cleaned off in the bathroom, and he turned the volume up as you drifted off to sleep, your breath evening out as you dreamt.
Only then did he drive off, back to his own flat, grumbling to himself as he stepped under the hot water in his shower. As he leaned on the cool tile, he wrapped a fist around his cock, which had been screaming for attention since he heard you moaning in bed. Though he was alone, his cheeks still burned with a light tinge of shame as he cast his spend on the wall of his shower, your name falling off his lips.
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It had been two weeks, and Simon was growing tired of his routine. Not of you, he could never tire of you.
But the more he listened to you and Carter, he was growing restless. Not only was he sick of being unknowingly cuckholded, Carter wasn't even consistent in bed with you. Since the first time he listened to the two of you having sex, he learned that you didn't always finish. Simon could tell when you were faking it without even seeing your face. Carter never seemed to know, or maybe he just didn't care enough. Your pleasure was a happy byproduct and not his priority. If Simon had to listen to you turn that vibrator on after Carter was through the door one more time he was going to lose it.
The thing that was keeping him sane was that you never asked Carter to stay the night, even when he offered.
Simon hadn't needed to return past the threshold of your house, but his audible snooping provided him with so much information. So if you went out for a night, sometimes he'd slip inside and poke around. In his defense, most of his poking was innocent things, just to get to know you. Through your CD collection he learned your music tastes, ranging from country when you missed your mother, classic rock when you missed your father, and a mix of pop and hip hop in between. Through your bookshelf he learned your favorite books, a surprising mix of horror, romance, and celebrity memoirs. Through your TV stand he learned that you had a penchant for buying a physical version of movies instead of just renting it.
Simon was also learning your little habits. You hummed and sang while you cooked and cleaned, never doing anything without music to back you up. You cleaned on Sundays, always washed your face even when you came home drunk, and you had broken down and called your ex boyfriend about a week ago. He listened to you talk on the phone with your friends back home, telling them that despite being very happy here in England you still missed them.
Today he was happily lifting weights in the gym, absolutely buzzing. Even his team had commented on his good mood, one they so rarely saw from him at this point.
Last night he had listened in as you had a few friends over for a movie night, and they were asking how your job was going, all normal things. He rolled his eyes at how you talked about Carter, and how your friends swooned when you showed them a picture. But none of that mattered, it was what you said about him that had him on a high.
You had told them about all of 141, making him chuckle with your descriptions of his teammates. According to you, Price was handsome but strict in a fatherly way that sometimes made you feel like you were being babysat. Soap and Gaz were both hot and though they laid it on thick you were under the impression that it was all just teasing and they didn't really see you that way. Simon knew those two well enough that if you gave them the chance they'd fuck you right there on base. Hell, even Price would probably sink his teeth into you if offered the chance.
But when you brought him up that's when he sat up and really tuned in.
"He's so...big." you said, making them all giggle, "And he always wears this skull mask. I've never actually seen what he looks like."
"He wears one all the time?!" one of your friends asked, an annoying but familiar question. You took it in stride.
"Yeah, around base its usually just a black balaclava or one with a skull face printed on it. But the one he wears on deployment is like..a big skull plate right on the front. I've never asked but, I dunno, I think it's kinda sexy." you said, the last few words muffled as he pictured you raising your hands to your face in embarrassment.
His chest almost burst. Sexy.
"Not seeing his face is sexy??" a different one asked.
"Listen, like I said he's huge. Super tall, built like a truck. His arms are massive. With tattoos." your voice sounded so much sweeter when he was the topic on your tongue.
"And you have a super cute doctor who's basically in love with you." your other friend said. Before he got too angry at your friends for swaying you in the wrong direction, Simon had to remind himself that they only had your best interests in mind. As soon as you were his they'd know the best thing for you was Simon.
"And maybe if he was staying here then I'd be more open to putting a label on us." you said, making Simon's brow furrow. It was the first time he had caught any wind of Carter potentially leaving the base.
"Plus Simon has been so nice to me lately." you said, smile evident in your voice.
"Nice how?" a friend giggled.
"He's kind of got a reputation on base as a grump." you giggled, making him chuckle, "Like the new recruits are terrified of him. But he's so sweet to me. And he must be paying attention to my desk because he always brings me a hazelnut croissant from Tratoria."
Simon was happy you'd noticed his extra efforts toward you. You were right, he had studied your desk to know what your order from the coffee shop was. He started bringing you your favorite sweet treats, sitting next to you in meetings, making jokes under his breath for only you to hear. You were responding in kind, no more smiley faces on his notes, they'd all been replaced with hearts. Checking in with him while he was in his office, lingering at your desk long enough to walk out with him.
For the rest of the night, you and your friends talked about your love lives, but as your friends droned on he sat there grinning. You had noticed his soft spot for you, and it wasn't going unreciprocated.
While he grinned under his mask and put the weight plates away in the base gym, he recalled that you had mentioned never having a 'real' conversation with him, so he was going to fix that.
Hours later Simon's good mood was being tested by Price, who had thrown him a proverbial mountain of paperwork that would likely take him the rest of the damn day. However, when he heard a soft knock and looked up, the grin was back under the cotton of his mask as you leaned around the doorframe with a little crease in your brow. He waved you in and kept his eyes trained on your face as your heels clicked across the tile.
"How ya doin' in here? I heard Captain Price gave you a bunch of files, and I haven't seen you in hours." you said empathetically, your concern for him making his heart thump in his chest.
"M'fine, sweetheart." he sighed, leaning back in his desk chair with his arms clasped behind his head. He pretended not to notice the way your eyes darted to his chest, then further down to where his shirt was tucked into his cargo pants.
The weight of your stare made gave Simon an idea, "Actually, walk with me?" he asked, making your eyebrows rise in surprise.
"Sure. Where to?" you said with a grin and he matched it, regardless of whether you could see it from under the mask. He stood up and rounded his desk, gesturing to the door.
"Just around the yard. Need some air." he suggested, and you eagerly fell in step next to him.
The two of you walked for 30 minutes around the yard, chatting casually, and it was the happiest Simon had been in years. He bit the bullet and asked if you had heard anything about Carter leaving.
"Oh, yeah," you nodded, "He's headed back to the states to work at hospital in Chicago."
You didn't sound happy about it, but you shrugged as if it was no big deal. After confirming that it was his last month on the base, Simon moved on and changed the subject.
One month, and then you would be untangled, unless of course one were to count your minor entanglement with Simon.
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Over the next month, the two of you took almost daily walks, peppering each other with questions. One day you had come in a little late to the office, worrying not only him but everyone else on the team. That morning you had waved them off with an apology, but on your walk with Simon you confided in him that your neighbor had cornered you, pressuring you to go on a date with him now that he had noticed Carter wasn't coming around on the regular. It had shaken you, and infuriated Simon. He should have been there, but truthfully he had been listening in less and less now that he talked to you so much during the work day.
He offered to be your ride to and from work, and to his slight surprise, you agreed. You had been quieter that day, and he could tell you were still keeping something back about what happened with your neighbor. He had given you his phone number, and told you that if you ever needed him for anything, to call him.
Though you hadn't called him for any emergencies, the two of you texted as much as Simon could handle, as truthfully he wasn't the best texter. And after Carter was gone, you had started leaning on him more, and he was more than happy to be there for you. He'd gotten Soap and Kyle to invite you out to the pub after a quick mission, and you'd started to join them more and more after that.
It was almost amusing to watch men's behavior when you were out at the bar. You seemed oblivious to it but plenty of them paused to watch you walk in, lots had their eyes on you, and you couldn't head to the bar without someone chatting you up, something that seemed to annoy you when Soap teased you about it. You always rolled your eyes, laughing and waving him off as you settled on to the barstool on Simon's right. That's always where you stuck yourself, between him and the wall. Safe.
On the nights he knew you were joining them at the pub, he always drove, and never got drunk, that way he could have an excuse to drive you home. Tonight, you were supposed to be meeting them at their normal pub after you were out with your friends, so he had been nursing a pint for a while now.
"Oh Lt., you are in trouble." Soap laughed, nodding his head towards the door. Simon turned around and his eyes widened as they fell on you.
You had a big grin plastered on your face, hair a little messy from the breeze outside. The tight mini skirt that clung to your hips was a far cry from what you wore around the office, and Simon could feel the fabric of his boxers strain against his hardening cock as his eyes fell on the bottom hem that was dangerously close to your bottom. You scanned the busy room, eyes lighting up as they fell on Simon as you made your way through the crowd.
He had to let go of the pint glass in his hand before he crushed it, watching several men crane their necks for a better view of your ass as you walked past them. He was trying to remind himself he was trying to get you to love him and not be scared of him. No reason to crush anyone's skulls because they were admiring your beauty.
Yet.
Soap let out a whistle when you made it over, making you laugh.
"Why don't you wear this at work, aye?" he slurred, and you smiled, leaning on Simon's shoulder.
"Because I would get fired." you mused, sliding across his back as you tucked yourself into his side as always.
"You want a drink?" he asked you, surprised when you shook your head.
"I think I've had plenty for one night," you groaned with a light laugh, "I need to sober up."
He patted your knee, standing up anyway to get you a glass of water and some crisps. When he got back, you gave him another dopey smile and a soft 'thank you'. He felt his heart tug at the way you trusted him with your safety, something he did not intend to take lightly.
You all chatted and laughed for another hour or so, and you seemed to be sobering up and getting tired so he offered to take you home. You smiled and nodded, bidding the other guys goodbye.
Your arms were wrapped around his bicep on the short walk through the parking lot, a walk that he purposely made slower to drag it out as much as possible. If you had said anything he would have told you that he was walking slower to make sure your heels didn't trip you up. But he just wanted to extend any time you had on his arm. For the first time you had kept your grip on his hand as he drove back to your place, fiddling with his fingers while his hand rested in your lap. The casual nature of the touch making it impossible for Simon not to smile to himself under the mask.
He did as he normally would and walked you up to your door, watching your back as you unlocked it. But this time instead of giving him a hug or a kiss on the cheek before saying goodnight, you hesitated.
"You alright?" he asked, tilting his head to the side. His eyes fell to your lips where you were chewing on your lower lip in nervousness. You blinked a few times before deciding with a shake of your head.
"Yeah, no I'm - it's fine." you said, tripping over your words as you looked down at your feet but staying planted where you were. He didn't respond, put held his eyes on you. When you looked back up at him you reached out to hug him around his neck. His palms splayed across your back as you sighed into his neck. This hug was longer than the others he had gotten from you, and this time when you pulled back you held his face close.
"I really wanna kiss you."
It was barely a whisper, but it made his brain stop short. Your big doe eyes were staring up at him with a look of genuine of affection that Simon was not accustomed to being on the receiving end of. He didn't say anything, opting instead to lift the bottom hem of his balaclava up to his nose. His hand moved up from the small of your back to gently grip behind your neck, pulling you up towards him as he bent down a bit to press your lips to his.
Simon wasn't too proud to admit that he had been thinking about this very moment for months. He'd probably been thinking about it the entire year you'd worked for them. And now that he was in it, feeling the plush skin of your lips press on his it felt like nothing he had ever felt in a kiss before. Sometimes he'd wonder about that 'spark' that some people talked about feeling when they kissed someone, unsure if he had just missed it in previous kisses.
But here in this moment with you it all made sense. The feeling of your lips moving against his, the sound of the sigh you let out as you pressed yourself against his chest, it was all perfect. His arms wrapped around your waist, holding you in place as you craned your neck to kiss him deeper. He smiled into your mouth as your fingertips tugged at the small amount of hair that was now sticking out of the bottom of the balaclava.
You had to be the one to break the kiss, because Simon would have suffocated to death if it meant he never had to detach from your lips. So when you pulled back and took a breath in and giggled at him, his brows furrowed.
"What?" he asked, unable to help the smile on his lips as you grinned. Your hand moved around to the side of his face, your thumb swiping along his bottom lip.
"I got my lip gloss on you," you giggled, making him roll his eyes.
"That's fine," he said, pulling you back up to him so he could kiss you again, "I'll get it at home." he said into your lips. The way you laughed into his mouth went directly to his groin, and this time he was the one to break the kiss as he tried to control himself. Though you were responding in kind to him, you were still drunk and in no shape for any type of sex. This time when you pulled back you just stared up at him.
"You have such a nice smile." you said, voice reverent and fingers still exploring his jaw, "You sure you don't wanna stay?" you added coyly, batting your eyelashes and tilting your head to the side. He almost groaned at your tone, clearly wanting him to come inside and fuck you.
You weren't making this easy.
But he was a man of morals, and he was not John Carter.
"Course I do." he said, his thumb rubbing at the skin above the top of your skirt, "But you're still drunk, my darling." he laughed at the way your bottom lip poked out in protest.
"Oookaaay," you sighed sweetly, drawing the vowels out, "You're missin' out though."
He cocked an eyebrow at you, though he knew you couldn't see it, "Oh?"
"Mmmhmm," you nodded, one of your hands sliding along his arm as he still held you in place, "I've been told I'm a lot of fun when I drink tequila."
"That's good to know," he said, leaning down to speak lowly in your ear, "But the first time I fuck you, you will have your head on straight. Okay?"
He smirked to himself when he heard your little breath, coming out in a huffed laugh. When he stood back up to full height, your pupils were dilated as you nodded up at him.
"Okay." you said, the obedience in your tone and demeanor making his mind go a little fuzzy.
He planted one more kiss on your lips, before the two of you said goodnight and he started to leave. He turned to make sure you were getting inside, both of your heads snapped up to an argument happening a few yards down the road. From what he could see, a man was in the street arguing with someone in an apartment, throwing things up at the windows and kicking bins around in the street. He looked at you and you were already looking at him, all flirtation gone from your eyes.
"Are you sure you can't stay? At least for a little?" you asked, your voice laced with fear. Once Simon heard the waver in your voice he already had his answer. There was no way he could leave while some drunk asshole was causing a problem on your street. You looked relieved as he didn't hesitate to walk back up to your door, gently pushing you inside as he followed you in.
"You don't have to stay long I-" you started, but he waved you off as he locked your door, frowning a bit when he slid the flimsy chain lock that added almost nothing to the actual lock on the door.
"M'not leaving now." he said, pinching your chin between his thumb and forefinger as he placed a quick kiss on your lips. He took a brief moment to savor the casual nature of the peck, satisfied that the two of you had finally crossed that particular line and he could take all the kisses he pleased from now on.
You nodded at him and asked him if he did intend staying the whole night, which he pondered for a moment. It was already pretty late, and neither of you had to be on base tomorrow. So there was really no reason why he would have to leave, nor was there any way he would be able to leave without knowing that you were completely safe. But if you kept telling him how much fun you were on tequila he was in for a difficult night.
"As long as you, young lady, remember that-" he started, and you rolled your eyes and groaned before interrupting him.
"Okay, okay," you said, waving your hand before heading through the living room and into the kitchenette, "I'll stop trying to fuck you. Fine."
As he watched you kick your heels off and pad to the fridge, he wasn't sure he'd ever heard you curse before. He followed you, his boots suddenly sounding heavy on the linoleum.
"You don't gotta stop," he said as you grabbed the water pitcher from the fridge and poured two glasses of water.
"No, no, no. You lost your chance Lieutenant Riley." you teased, and he sucked his teeth as he heard his rank fall from your pretty lips.
"Lieutenant Riley?" he questioned, caging you in against the counter as you turned back to him. You hummed in satisfaction as he pressed his lips on yours again, smiling into the kiss. When he pulled back, you handed him the cool glass in your hands, silently urging him to drink it.
"Unsure where you're gonna sleep though," you pondered, "I don't have a guest room, and that couch is way too small for you, but if you can't control yourself..." you trailed off, making him chuckle.
"I can control myself. Dunno if I can say the same for you, though." he laughed as your face scrunched up at him.
"Hmmm," you hummed, eyes looking him up and down before responding, "Maybe. I don't even know what you really look like. Maybe I don't want you to sleep in my bed."
This earned another laugh from him, but he knew that this day was coming sooner rather than later. So as he felt your eyes on him, he lifted his free hand up and gripped the top of the balaclava. He pulled it off, the skin on his face relishing in the cool air of your flat. He blinked down at you, your eyes wide. He didn't say anything, just cocking his head to the side to prompt a response from you.
"I want you to sleep in my bed." you said, your hands coming up to clasp the sides of his face as you pulled him into another kiss. He smiled against you and reminded you about control, making you groan, "You're so mean. It better be worth the wait."
"Oh it'll be worth the wait. I can promise you that." he chuckled.
After the two of your finished your water, you led him up the stairs to the second floor and showed him your bedroom, and he was mindful to act as if he had never seen it before. You left him alone as you went to wash your face, and as the door to the bathroom closed he peeked around your bed frame at the bug he had placed forever ago. He had listened to so many of your most intimate moments through this tiny piece of technology, and soon enough it would send the sounds of your first time with Simon to the recording device he had in his truck. Something he intended to come back to when he was away on missions, a reminder of his pretty dove back home.
He sat on the side of your bed, untying his boots and slipping them off. As he undressed down to his undershirt and pants, he chuckled softly to himself at how he was really here in this moment. Months of waiting, months of work, and the first time he'd in bed with you Simon was white knuckle-ing past your attempts at sex. He had sat back down you came back in the room, bare faced and absolutely beautiful. You smiled warmly at him before turning to your dresser, fishing some pajamas out of the bottom drawer.
"You want me to change out there?" you smirked, nodding to the hallway.
"Your house, love." Simon replied, feeling the way his eyes darkened as he eyed you. You shrugged and placed the pajamas on the top of the dresser. It felt like the world was moving in slow motion as he watched you peel the tight mini skirt off your hips, exposing the lacy blue thong that barely covered your ass crack. Your arms crossed as you lifted your top off, and Simon couldn't see the smirk on your face but he knew you were sporting one as you reached back to unclasp your bra.
"Y'could at least turn around." he heard himself say lowly, his words met with a giggle from you. You opted to pull your panties down unbelievably slow, bending at the waist so Simon had no choice but to watch the way the gusset peeled off of your pussy. By the time your hands were at your ankles, your rear was spread open just enough for him to admire both holes. They were practically screaming for Simon to reach out and touch, for him to sink his tongue into them.
When you straightened up, you continued his torture, turning around and giving him his first look at your naked frame. You let him drink in the sight of you, his eyes traveling over the swell of your breasts, your hips, thighs, everything he had never been able to see in your smart work clothes. Simon's cock leapt to attention when his eyes focused on the hard peaks of your nipples, each decorated by a silver bar pierced through them. There was a glittery piercing hanging from your bellybutton as well. When he met your eyes again you were still smirking, but this time you had an eyebrow cocked.
"What?" you asked innocently, making him try and swallow his saliva to lubricate his throat.
"You have your nipples pierced." he croaked out, making you giggle again.
"You know," you mused, stepping towards him and making his heart jump, "I'm not just some boring secretary who wears ugly skirts all the time." you crooned, settling between his spread legs and carding a hand through his hair. Simon's eyes fluttered shut at the touch, but he didn't dare let them close fully when your breasts were being presented inches from his face.
"I didn't think that." he said, voice coming out as nothing bit a whisper as he looked up at your smiling face.
"Better not have." you responded lightly, bending to kiss him briefly before standing back up and gently gripping his jaw in your hand, "And if you tell Johnny that I have my nipples pierced, you will never fuck me."
Now that made him laugh. You giggled along with him, turning and going back to the dresser and slipping the pajama set on and ending his show.
"He'd be drooling into a pool on the floor." he said as you made your way back to him.
"He would have fucked me." you teased, making him roll his eyes.
"True. But he's no gentleman." Simon retorted, not meaning for the words to come out as stony as they did. You hummed, pressing his chest back slightly as you climbed into his lap, making him lay back as you straddled his hips.
"That's probably true." you mused, and Simon relished in the feeling of your hands exploring his chest. He watched your eyes as you traced your fingertips lightly over the scars on his chest. After a few silent moments you gazed at his face and giggled again.
"What now?" Simon asked.
"Nothing," you said, leaning down so your face was above his, "There's just something sweet about big bad Simon Riley lounging on my pink sheets."
He rolled his eyes at that, but the sentiment did warm something in his chest. Now that he was here in your bed, no mask on, guard down for you, Simon realized that he had never been this way in his life, not romantically at least. The rest of 141 had seen his face on occasion, and he had a few little flings in the past, but nothing like this. No one like you.
So instead of saying anything, he reached up to cup your face with both his hands, pulling your face down to his so you were laying down on top of him while he kissed you. For a while he just held you there, and you seemed to have no intention of doing anything but be held. Eventually he moved you both onto your sides, wrapping his arms around you without breaking the kiss.
"You have no idea how long I've wanted this," he murmured into your lips, greedily drinking in the sigh you let out as your fingers tightened where they were perched on his biceps.
"Don't say things like that to me," you groaned as he pulled back and frowned at you.
"Why not?" he questioned, his serious tone lost on you as you looked up at him longingly.
"Because I really want you to fuck me." you whined, the sentiment going straight to his already aching cock.
"I will baby," he crooned, "Just not tonight. I have morals."
"So you'll never fuck me drunk?" you asked, and he smiled at your little pout.
"Not for our first time." he said, shifting his body so he was perched above your flat frame on the mattress, "Like I said, the first time I fuck you, you will have your head on straight."
He kissed your pouted lips, moving to get up and out of the bed. You whined again, asking him where he was going, and as he told you he was taking a shower he couldn't help but smile to himself.
Simon had gone over this almost a thousand times in his head, this moment where he finally crossed the line from your friend to your lover. He had thought through every scenario his mind could conjure up, thinking of ways he could get you to depend on him, to need him. As he'd already proven there wasn't much Simon wasn't willing to do to ensure he steered you in the right direction, whether you knew it or not. He'd been prepared to tap your phone, follow your every step, go through your mail, or hack your laptop. Hell, when there was discussion of John Carter staying on base he was prepared to kill the man.
Nothing was going to stop him from having you.
But he hadn't expected it to be so simple. There was no convincing you, no need for added external pressure, none of it. And yet here you were, mewling for him like a pathetic kitten desperate for his affection. He'd been in countless upturned regions, been tortured for information, been through things and made decisions that would keep most people up at night. But turning away from you, lounged out and gazing at him from those pink sheets, was the single hardest thing he'd ever had to do.
You mumbled a direction, sleepily telling him where the bathroom was, not that he needed it. Simon hopped in the shower to douse himself in cold water, trying anything to quell the ache of his throbbing cock. Once he had calmed down, he dried off and put his clothes back on.
Back in the room, you had tucked yourself into your side of the bed, and had left the blankets open on the other side in invitation. Simon shut the light on your bedside table off before he climbed in behind you, wrapping his arm around your midsection to pull you close to his chest. You hummed sleepily, adjusting yourself a bit so you were peeking over your shoulder at him in the darkness.
"I don't think I've ever done this," you said, laughing softly, "Sleeping with someone before, y'know, sleeping with them."
Simon smiled, pressing a light kiss to your forehead before giving you a squeeze and wishing you goodnight. You turned back over, settling into your spot and bringing his hand up to your chest. You laced your fingers with his and it didn't take long for him to recognize your breathing pattern to know you had fallen asleep.
Sleep wasn't typically easy for Simon, but as your breath danced on his knuckles and his nostrils filled with the sweet scent of the perfume in your hair, he felt it creep up on him sooner than expected.
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When Simon awoke, he swore he was still dreaming. He wasn't the best sleeper, between nightmares and muscle aches he usually woke up a few times every night. But with you by his side apparently you were the perfect cure, as he had slept deeper than he could ever remember.
Cracking his eyes open was when he was convinced he was dreaming. The sun rays were shining through your cracked blinds and washing over the both of you, still tangled together amongst the soft sheets. You were still sleeping flush with him, but you were turned to face him now, cheek smushed against his bicep as the light danced across your face.
Simon had never laid his eyes on anything more beautiful.
So he laid there until you stirred. He drank in every second that passed, every shallow breath you took, focused so hard like he was memorizing the particles of dust in the air. With a deeper breath, you finally stretched as you woke up, not opening your eyes quite yet. You hummed to yourself when you reached out and your hands discovered his chest, finally opening your eyes to look at him. Before he could say anything, he watched a shy smile creep up on your features before you quickly looked away from him, making him lift an eyebrow at you. A small part of him was a bit concerned that you had sobered up and regretted the things you had said and done last night.
"Morning," he said, his voice still thick with sleep. You echoed him with a shy 'good morning' before sitting up and rubbing your eyes.
He quietly watched you, trying to study your body language before he asked what was on your mind. When you turned back around, he caught your eye and tilted his head a bit.
"What?" you asked, brows furrowing in worry.
"Why ya acting shy?" he asked, trying his best to sound playful, hoping he wasn't coming off accusatory. You laughed lightly, laying back down beside him before sighing and looking up at his eyes.
"Honestly?" you started, chewing on your lower lip before continuing, "I'm a little embarrassed."
"About what, love?" he said gently, clasping a gentle hand around your wrist and pressing his thumb on your pulse point.
"I kinda...threw myself at you, huh?" you laughed sheepishly, peeking at him as if to gauge his reaction. He offered you a soft laugh, pulling your body closer to press a kiss on the side of your head.
"You don't need to be embarrassed." he said softly, "Do you remember what I said to you last night?"
"Some of it." you said, brows furrowing in concentration.
"I told you that you have no idea how long I've wanted this," he said, moving his head so he was looking at you at you eye level, "And I meant it." he affirmed, satisfied when the crease in your brow softened a bit.
"So you don't think it was, like, completely pathetic?" you asked, and he smiled.
It was a little pathetic.
"No." he lied, pressing a gentle kiss on your lips as you giggled.
"Just don't tell anyone how desperate I was," you groaned, smiling up at him.
"Never." he nodded earnestly.
"Thank you." you sighed, "I would have to quit if Johnny and Kyle had that ammo on me."
Simon chuckled at that, aware that if he did share details of your behavior (and physique) with his team you would never hear the end of it. Price wouldn't tease you about those details he was sure, and Gaz would give up eventually, but Soap would be relentless. But if Simon had it his way, no man would ever know the beauty of your naked form ever again, even if it was just through his own word of mouth.
"They won't." he assured you, greedily taking yet another kiss from you. This time you held him there, and as you shifted your weight to tuck yourself as close to him as possible, something in Simon snapped. The feeling of you underneath him, kissing him so very needy, it was enough for him to move his own weight around so he was on top of you.
"I'm sober now. Scouts honor." you said softly, clearly not wanting him to pull away like he did last night. He laughed into your mouth and opted to bite your lower lip gently.
"Oh I know." he said, the desire rumbling in his chest obvious in the way his tone dropped. You whined at him as his mouth traveled from your lips down the column of you neck, smirking into you when he found a spot that made your hips buck up into him a bit. He bit you gently there, licking the skin to soothe the pain as your hands gripped his shoulders as if he was going to get up off of you and leave.
Simon moved his knee and brought your leg up with it, opening you up so he could settle his hips between your thighs. You opened up so beautifully for him, your obedience once again making his cock twitch. You were finally settled beneath him fully, hands cradling his face as your legs were wrapped around his hips to anchor him in place. Though he wanted so badly to rip your pajamas off you and devour you for breakfast, he stayed put, mesmerized when you moved his face back up to yours to kiss him.
The two of you stayed there for a while, lost in a deep kiss that had been brewing for months. It wasn't until you shifted your hips and rubbed against his crotch that he broke. His hands left your hair and moved your sleep shirt up and off of you, quickly followed by your shorts. Simon did not climb back over you like you thought he would, he was frozen in place by the sight of your glistening pussy, spread open and so fucking pretty. Lowering himself onto you, he heard your breath catch as you watched him descend on your sex, painting a long stripe with his tongue flat to catch as much of your flavor as possible.
The second your arousal hit his taste buds, he knew nothing would ever compare. No drink, no food, nothing would ever be this good. He ate you as if he was on death row being served his last meal, hungry and desperate for more. The sounds coming from you were music to his ears, spurring him on as he teased your clit with his flicking tongue, sucking it in and teething it every so slightly. The feeling of your soft, wet flesh in his mouth felt like forbidden fruit and he suddenly understood why Eve bit the apple.
Pulling back only to take another look at you, he watched your hole clench around nothing, so he obliged, inserting his middle finger and exploring your walls as he sucked your clit back into his mouth. You gasped, your hands somehow finding purchase in his buzzcut, hips bucking up into his mouth. He cursed under his breath at how tight you were, massaging every inch inside of you to gain the reward of more juices leaking from you for him to lap up. Another finger and you were moaning his name this time, and Simon could feel his cock wetting the front of his boxers at the sound of it.
He worked you open, pumping his thick fingers in and out of you, stretching you as much as he could before he even thought about notching his tip inside you. Simon's other hand came up to spread your lips open, allowing him better access to the red bundle of nerves that was making your thighs twitch when Simon so much as breathed on it. The way you were clamping down on him, your back arched and your hair messy, he knew you were close.
With his eyes trained forward on you, he watched your orgasm seize you, all your muscles going tense before you lost control of your body. Your tits were bouncing with how much you were squirming on him, and the way his name was coming from your mouth made him hum into you to cruelly overstimulate you through your peak. By the time he let you pull him off, you were panting, sweaty, and your eyes were glazed over as you watched him stand up.
He licked his lips, and sucked his fingers clean as he stood at the foot of the bed before you. He wished he could take a picture of you in this moment, and you were probably still in such a blissful high you might even let him. He finally took off his shirt and underwear, feeling a bit smug as he watched your eyes widen at the sight of his cock. Your lips parted ever so slightly as you watched it swing heavily between his legs as he climbed back on top of you.
"You're so big," you said hoarsely.
"I'll go easy on you." he assured you, planting a kiss on your lips as he lined himself at your entrance. All it took was the tip and your brows furrowed at the stretch. He planted his forehead on yours to watch your face as close as possible as he pushed in, you pretty features scrunching so cutely as he split you open. He fucked you with a few inches at first, adding more and more as he worked you open gently.
It wasn't easy, going slow. Simon wasn't used to slow. He was used to fucking, hard and fast and dirty. But this wasn't fucking, this was making love. And he intended to make love to you to prove that he was worthy of your affection, worthy of your time, worthy of your pussy.
You seemed to think he was worthy, clawing at him and begging for more as he slid in once again. "Fuck, please, Simon! I can take it I promise!"
Who was he to deny his woman?
So he sank into you fully, both of you relishing at the feeling. Your walls were pulsing a hypnotizing rhythm around his shaft, enticing him to plant his seed directly where he was sat at the door of your womb. Your face went blank for a moment, eyes closed in bliss as he let you adjust to his full length. When you opened your eyes and looked back up at him all Simon could hear were wedding bells. You were looking at him like he had hung the fucking moon, like he wasn't just a cold blooded killer, like he was a man.
So he fucked you like a man should. Deep and slow and passionate, one of his arms around the small of your back to hold your soft breasts flush with his chest and the other arm cradling your head so he could hear every hiccup and moan that left your sweet lips. Your hands were back around his neck, hips rocking with his as he sent his cock straight into your center. He'd listened to you so many times, but these sounds were new somehow, and it pleased him that he was making you feel like you'd never felt before. One long, drawn out whine in particular almost sent him over the edge.
"Y'like that baby?" he grunted in your ear, your head nodding immediately.
"God yes! Fuck, m'so full, Simon,"
"Takin' me so well, you were made for me."
Simon was sure of that. The way he was sliding in and out of your wet pussy so easily, you were practically sucking him back in. And fuck it felt good. Better than he could have ever fantasized about. You were wet and warm and fucking heavenly. Shifting slightly to angle deeper, your walls clenched down on him in desperation, another orgasm tantalizingly close. He didn't speed up, didn't switch positions, he just kept up the pace that had you whimpering like a bitch under him, begging him to keep going because you were so so close!
He only moved right as it crashed over you, shifting back so he could watch your face up close this time. You were such a vision, orgasmic pleasure suited your features so well. He'd give you 100 if you could handle it, just to see your lips fall open in that cute little 'o' right before you threw your head back and moaned his name. The pulse in your cunt had picked up, urging him to release his spend inside of you.
"G'na fill this pretty pussy up." he grunted, finally speeding up his rhythm to chase his own high. The want, the need to cum deep inside you was making him feral. You held on to him and talked him right to the edge, your pretty voice begging him to use you and fill you. He felt your eyes on him as he felt the rubber band inside him break, his balls flexing as they sent his cum through his shaft and out into your welcoming walls.
You whined out at the feeling, and he dropped to his elbows to cage you in as he fucked you through his release. Your fingernails were absolutely leaving marks as you clawed at his back, and the thought of being marked by you elicited a groan deep from the back of Simon's throat. Once his cum finally stopped flowing, he pressed himself down on top of you and lazily fucked into you as he gradually softened inside you.
He felt you sigh under him, followed by a soft laugh. "You were right." you said, voice slightly muffled by the muscle on his shoulder.
"About what?" Simon asked, lifting himself up to look down at you.
"It was worth the wait." you said softly, pulling his face down to yours and planting a soft kiss on his lips. The softness felt like it was eating Simon alive. He wasn't used to this, and his head was swimming with the knowledge that this wasn't the only taste he was ever going to get.
After a few nice moments of the two of you catching your breath, still tangled together, you groaned and tried to shove him off of you. You dangled the prospect of breakfast in front of him, laughing when he jumped on the opportunity and finally released you. Simon made a point to toss you his shirt, just because he wanted to see you cooking in it.
If you caught wind of his reasoning, you stayed quiet, slipping the garment over your head and smiling as you dug in your drawer for a pair of underwear. After slipping his boxers back on, he followed you down the stairs like a puppy.
You shooed him away once you were both in the kitchen, and knowing he'd be no help to you anyway Simon took a seat on one of the stools by the kitchen island. He let his mind wander, chuckling to himself over you pleading to not disclose your rendezvous with the other team members. They'd know he fucked you, that's for sure, but now that the topic was on his mind he wondered how much ribbing he was going to get. He could hear that stupid Scot's voice in his head, singing your name along side Simon's and an obnoxious
K-I-S-S-I-N-G.
"How do you like your eggs?" you asked, snapping him from his thoughts.
"Runny." he said, smiling at you like a fool. You nodded and made your way back to the stove, putting a new pan on the element to heat up some oil.
You finished making breakfast, offering him a tea in the middle of cooking his eggs. As Simon leaned on the counter and watched you, his eyes zeroed in on your nipples poking through the soft fabric of his shirt. Seeing you cooking after listening to it for so long had his chest buzzing at the domesticity of it all. You were humming a song he didn't recognize, and as you were putting food on two plates he was suddenly hit with an unexpected and vivid image of you tutting around his kitchen pregnant. His balls twitched in his boxers at the thought of you swollen with his child, breasts heavy and full.
Simon had never considered children, not with this work and his upbringing. But he had also never found anyone that triggered a thought like that in his mind. But clearly his feelings for you were stronger than even he understood, because the thought of filling you up so much that it takes was so clear in his mind. He could almost hear you shuffling around, whining about your back and begging him to help you put your shoes on. Completely reliant on him.
The sound of you setting the plates on the table snapped him from his albeit perverted daydream. You grinned at him knowingly, rubbing his shoulder.
"Whatcha thinkin' about?" you mused.
"Fucking you." he said plainly, relishing in the way your expression dropped into a shocked open mouth one before he walked to the table and sat down.
"You're insane." you said, shaking your head as you followed his lead and sat across from him. He smiled at you, popping a piece of sausage in his mouth. With the amount that he knew you preferred to cook vs order takeout it shouldn't have been a surprise that you were such a good chef. He complimented your skills anyway.
"It's just eggs and sausage." you said and he shrugged
"I'da burnt the fucker." he lamented, making you laugh loudly.
"I'll teach you, don't worry." you said, reaching out to pat his forearm.
After a while you spoke up again, softer this time, more serious.
"Thank you for staying."
"Course, sweetheart." he said, noting the way you smiled at the pet name.
"I mean it. You didn't have to," you said before smiling cheekily, "You didn't even know your reward was gonna be so good."
"No I didn't," he laughed, "But between that drunk cunt down the street and your neighbor I wasn't leaving. Especially with that piss poor lock y'got."
"Hey! Listen I rent," you giggled, "I can't just install a huge deadbolt because my - you don't like my chain lock." Simon didn't miss the way you stuttered over the possessive, but he decided to let it sit for a while. He let you eat for a while, lulling you into a false sense of security before he sprung something on you.
"You should be my girlfriend." he said, once again very plainly. You coughed into your orange juice, and looked at him wildly.
"Huh?!" you asked, making him smirk.
Simon repeated the sentiment, rewording it just a bit, "I want you to be my girlfriend."
You blinked at him, brows furrowed in confusion. He desperately wished he could read your mind to know what was going on in that pretty little head.
"I didn't know you did things like that." you said finally, eyes flickering from his face down to your plate.
"Did things like what? Date?" he asked.
"Girlfriends and stuff." you shrugged, pushing a piece of egg around with your fork, "I thought you just wanted...y'know."
"To fuck?" he offered, to which you nodded. He paused a moment, opting to just give you the flat out truth.
"I've never had an actual partner, to be fair. So you're not wrong." he mused, "But how I feel about you is different. It's more."
This seemed to settle you a bit, "Okay. I mean I really like you. Like a lot. So if you're sure that's what you want I'd really like to be your girlfriend, Simon. But I wanna make sure you really want that... don't want you do it just for me."
He smiled at your flustered expression, clearly a bit embarrassed at how you were rambling on. It was almost funny, how little you knew about his feelings for you. Those drastic measures still unnoticed.
Sure, Simon had absolutely no idea what he was getting the two of you into, but in his gut he knew it was right. He had a lot of learning to do, and a few HR conversations to have that were sure to make Price grumble.
But for now, he had you, a full stomach, and the morning light.
Taking your hand and bringing it up to his face, he brushed his lips across your knuckles.
spreading loverboy!soap propaganda in the face of slut!soap that we all know and love
maybe he's not perfect but he just can't help but fall for the people he dates. he brings flowers on the first date, and goes all out for your birthday even if you've only been seeing him for a month.
he's scared a few partners away by confessing his love too quick for their liking, but what no one seems to understand about him is that he just says what he feels in the moment. he doesn't need to hear it back right away, he wants you to know how he feels.
so when he meets you and is head over heels immediately, his team begs him to take it slower than he usually does. and johnny tries, but you're just so sweet that it's impossible not to go all in. he's buying you mementos no matter where he goes on a mission, he's already memorized your food and drink preferences, has your birthday written in a big red heart on his calendar, and knows what size you wear in everything.
he just can't help himself. it's against his nature to be normal about love. so at the 42 day mark (yes he's counting by days and not months) he can't help but blurt out those three words.
preparing for the worst, he stares at you as you giggle and pull him into a big kiss.
"you're insane, mactavish." you say into his lips.
he goes a little quiet (a rare occurrence) and you ask him if he's upset you didn't say it back. he explains that usually that sentiment scares people away, and you frown.
how on earth could a man like Johnny being in love with you ever scare you away?
so you pull him into your chest and assure him that those feelings were there and you just need a little more time than him, the silly loverboy that he is.
and a bit to your surprise, the romance never stops. he's hopeless.
years later you come home to a big surprise dinner in celebration of 1000 days together.
i talked about what tattoos 141 would get for you, but what about the other way around? a little part 2 to this post
Price: if you don't have any tattoos, he'd tell you "don't go marking up that pretty skin, love." or something stupid like that. if you already have a few, he'd want you to wait until he married you, just to be sure. a few months after the wedding you finally convinced him to take you to the shop and get a small J on your ring finger, and he capitulated simply because he bought you a big enough rock that between that and your wedding band it was covered to anyone but you and him, a nice personal reminder of the man you married.
Soap: during a one month op you spontaneously got his first name in cursive in the same spot he has his kiss mark, curving tantalizingly inwards. not telling him until he was finally home, ripping your clothes off and diving between your legs only to freeze and stare at the ink for a good 45 seconds before giving you the best head of your life. he often jokes with you that you need to add an 's after the Johnny (and maybe one day you will. after he one ups you with the bite mark tattoo, you get the word 'soap' in Scottish Gaelic on your side, right next to your boob and he drools over it for months
Ghost: you had been struggling to think of a cute way to surprise him since he's so casual about tattoos. first thing you thought of was his name, but you could hear him laughing about how the name Simon would look in ink plus he never really cared for the Riley surname as it was. so one day, passing by a tattoo shop with a 'walk-ins welcome!' sign out font, you pop in and ask if you could flip through a flash book for ideas. while your looking through the pages you find one that makes you smile to yourself. you walk home with a little skull tattoo under your ear and when you find him at home you show him proudly. he stops short, a million things racing through his head before he snaps out of it and kisses you harder than he ever has before.
Gaz: you're less superstitious than he is, and once the two of you have those drunk matching tattoos you figure why not get a tattoo just for him? knowing how he felt about it you didn't surprise him with it, you talked it over with him and he made sure you were 100% in (of course you are). something small and simple, the numbers of your anniversary along your ribcage in a simple font, something he can't help but rub his thumb over whenever he sees it
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Simon "Ghost" Riley x f!reader x Johnny "Soap" MacTavish
Simon is a stubborn man. He fucked you once but wanted you to initiate the second time. You on the other hand were too stubborn to give in to the man staring daggers at you from across the bar. So in an act of desperation, Simon cooks up a plan starring his favorite Sergeant. Too bad you're a very clever girl.
Contains: very little plot, unprotected sex, d/s ghoap dynamic, filming during sex, orgasm denial, oral, daddy kink, semi public fingering, double penetration, not edited in the slightest
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You'd let him fuck once.
A fuck that Simon had earned by getting in between some drunk dickhead and you, his chivalry manifesting itself as wetness in your panties. You let him walk you home and split you open on his cock, two things you normally didn't do.
Not saying it hadn't been worth it, it absolutely was.
He fucked you like an animal in heat, arching your back with your ass in the air as he pounded his long cock inside you over and over again. One hand was gripping your hip so hard he left bruises. His other hand was wrapped around your face, covered in the spit and drool you were leaking out as you moaned into his calloused palm.
You swore you weren't normally like this, and part of you was flaring in humiliation at letting a stranger do this to you, to fuck you raw in your own bed and bend you in ways you felt for days after. He spewed nasty filth in your ear, but was gentlemanly enough to heed your warnings and pull out to paint his cum on your lower back.
He didn't stay the night, and you were a little thankful he didn't. But now every time you and your friends went back to that bar he was always there, sometimes alone sometimes with friends but always staring daggers at you. The hulking freak never approached you, despite having already fucked you. Your friends encouraged you to talk to him, and while he did give you the best sex of your life...you were honestly a little annoyed. If he wanted you so bad why the hell was he being so weird about it?
Tonight was another one of those nights, where you were earnestly trying to have a good time despite the holes being burned into your back by Simon's eyes. You had pulled out all the stops tonight, low cut top and push up bra to shelf your tits pleasantly below your collarbone. A tiny excuse of a skirt, so tantalizingly short it was practically screaming to be pushed up to reveal your black lace panties. And he still hadn't moved an inch.
So when you stood up to head to the bar, dizzying a bit as the alcohol rushed to your head, you were surprised when you were intercepted by another man that hung around Simon sometimes. He was handsome, not as big as Simon but still dwarfing you, and had a mohawk buzzed into his hair. He sidled right up next to you and purred a bit in your ear as he introduced himself as Johnny.
At first his pushy flirtations were a little disarming, and you fought back the urge to place a hand on his big chest and push him back where he came from. But then it dawned on you as you looked over at Simon, perched on the edge of his barstool and ready to pounce.
Simon had sent his friend to bother you, so he could fake an intervention and take you home again. Coward.
You interrupted Johnny's rambling by grabbing his face tight, your hand barely able to fit across the broad expanse of his jaw. He shut up immediately, looking at you with a glint in his eye as his legs shifted, clearly chubbing up in his pants.
"You know that guy?" you asked, nodding to Simon. Hopefully Johnny was drunk enough that he forgot any script Simon had put in his head. He halfway glanced back at Simon, who narrowed his eyes at the Scot.
"Ye, thas my Lt." Johnny said, a grin breaking out on his face when he saw that the answer he gave had satisfied you.
"Mmm." you hummed, "And he sent you over here to bother me, is that right?"
That made him pause, clearly not wanting to tattle on Simon, "Uhhh..."
You pulled his face in closer to yours, giving him your best bedroom eyes as he breathed in the smell of your perfume, "If you tell me the truth I'll let you fuck me."
His expression went blank for a second, clearly wanting to get his cock in you more than he cared about any plan his friend had concocted.
"Ye. He did." he nodded, his pupils had swallowed up the bright blue of his irises as you pulled his squished face to yours and placed a light kiss on his lips.
"Good boy." you smile at him, appreciating the way his lids flutter a bit. You shot Simon one last look, and if looks could kill you and Johnny would both have evaporated on the spot. His body language remained as stoic as ever, but even from across the bar you could see his dark eyes swirling with anger as he watched you drag Johnny out of the bar.
Johnny on the other hand, was following you like a puppy, hot on your heels as you led him by hand down the few block to your apartment. Once the two of you were inside he was looking at you like a cannibal, practically drooling at just the sight of you. Before you could get a word out he was on you, pushing you back until you both tumbled onto the stairs where he mounted you and pressed a wet kiss on your lips. You moaned into him as his big hands roamed over your clothes, his body heat already making sweat prick at your hairline.
He pushed your panties to the side and groaned when he found you already wet and sticky for him, pushing a finger inside without any warning. Your back arched up into him as he sped his hand up, his big thumb rubbing mean and irregular circles on your needy clit.
"Johnny," you gasped the second his lips unlocked from yours, "Upstairs, now."
He grinned and obliged, removing his fingers and wrapping his arms around your back to lift you as if you weighed nothing, trekking his heavy boots up your stairs and heeding your guidance to your bedroom.
Given his reactions to being called a good boy, and the fervor with which he was following your commands, you foolishly thought you'd be in control. Figured that be was probably more submissive than his friend who had rearranged you, and that you'd be able to ride him until he was begging you for a break. But the second he tossed you on the mattress all his pretenses were gone as Johnny stared at you, his bright blue eyes holding something dark behind them. The dynamic had shifted in a fraction of a second, the air thick with the anticipation that was oozing from your pores.
You were frozen in place as he stripped you, then himself, revealing a strong broad chest carpeted with a layer of dark hair, hair that led all the way down to the base of his thick cock and covered the heaviest set of balls you'd ever seen. You mouth watered at the sight, eyes flickering up to his again as you licked your lips in a silent plea to please let you get your mouth on him. In a mirror image to what you had done to him at the bar, he reached down to clasp your face, not a hint of submission in his eyes as he squeezed the fat of your cheeks.
"You want 'im in yer mouth?" he crooned, voice low and dark. You nodded as best you could in his grip, limply letting him pull you up and force you down on your knees in front of him. His other hand came down to cradle the other side of your face as his cock rested heavily on your face, making him smile at the sight.
"S'pretty." he grinned, "Balls first, love."
Your body was on autopilot, your only goal to please him. So you opened your mouth for him to shift a bit and let his sack fall on your tongue. He groaned as you let your tongue wet both of them, before sucking one in your mouth as you palmed the other. They were warm and full, and his musk was egging you on as you tentatively reached a hand up to grip his shaft. He eyed you, but allowed you to stroke him slowly as you moved to the other ball. You batted your eyelashes at him and he hummed, pulling you off and guiding his tip past your lips and across the muscle of your tongue.
His hands found their purchase in the hair at the base of your scalp, lazily fucking into your open mouth as he let you adjust. Simon was big, but Johnny was thick, and your throat had no room for air flow as he pulled your face all the way down to his base. You coughed around him, the thick hair tickling your nose and making him laugh at you. He thrusted once to test you, and laughed again when you gagged around him, a string of spit leaking out and falling onto your bare breasts.
Johnny pulled out and let you get a quick breath of air before he was fully inside again, and again and again. His pace was borderline relentless now, not paying any mind to the tears that were falling down your face as you sobbed around him. Your body kept trying to expel him, but his strong hands held you in your place as he fucked your throat.
Finally, he pulled out completely, a mess of saliva, snot, and precut all mixed together in a string that connected your lips to his tip.
"Can see why he wanted ye so bad," Johnny said, using his cock to smear the mess all over your face, "Pretty bird."
You whined as you felt yourself leaking out onto the floor below you, and once he was done defiling your face he tossed you back up onto the bed and flipped you onto your stomach. You barely had time to get your bearing before you felt his hands on your ass, spreading you wide open as he pressed his face directly onto your cunt. You let out a long, drawn out moan as his muffled voice told you how good you tasted. He lapped at you like a dog, eventually adding his fingers back in. He brought you right to the edge, before cruelly pulling off and standing up behind you.
Now a whining mess, you begged him to let you cum, only to have him tut at you. Rough hands moved your legs into the exact position he wanted before cramming half his cock into you with zero warning. A brief shot of pain rocketed up your spine and you yelped out, only to have his thick fingers enter your mouth and gag you. As he pulled back and sheathes himself into you again, your walls finally spasm and relax, allowing him to slide all the way in with a grunt.
"Thought Simon woulda stretched this cunt out," Johnny groaned, snapping his hips up and making your whole body jiggle, "He's losin' his touch."
You couldn't muster anything more than a moan in response, the stretch from Johnny burning in the pit of your stomach as he fucked down into you. His thrusts were nonstop, setting a brutal pace that left you drooling into the duvet beneath you as grey matter oozed out of your ears. His hand was putting a delicious pressure on your back, keeping you pressed in place beneath him. He suddenly gathered your hair in a fist and pulled you upright so your back was flush against his chest.
"Y'wanna cum, pretty girl?" he asked, his teeth nipping at your earlobe as you nodded frantically. "Earn it then."
His voice was blunt as he pushed you back down, pulling his cock out from your hole and once again snuffing out your building orgasm. At this point you were not above begging, now turned into a blubbering mess of please please please and I'll be good I promise.
He hummed, not satisfied with your pleas as he manhandled you onto your back with your legs spread wide for him. One hand guided his cock back into you while the other gathered your wrists and held you down, forcing you to lay still and take him while he fucked back into you.
Despite the mess still on your face, he leaned down and pressed a searing kiss on your lips, licking it off your lips as you whined into him. Your hips were aching as he kept pounding, his grip on your wrists only releasing when he moved to hike one leg up over his shoulder. The new angle hit something inside you, and he grinned at you knowingly.
You felt like you were going to perish right there underneath him if he didn't let you cum, begging him for you release. He smiled through the sweat on his face, pinching your clit and making you sob again.
"Good girls cum when they're told, aye?" he said, your voice coming out in a blubbering yes yes yes!
You clenched down on him, trying to stave off your release as he built you back up once again. His fingers were exploring ever inch of your wet cunt that wasn't occupied by his own cock, his hand suddenly pressing down on your lower belly as he felt himself bulging inside you. Your hands were clawing at his wrist begging and pleading with him silently.
"Use yer words," he urged, applying more pressure to your already taught abdomen.
"P-Please, oh fuck," you said, "Please Johnny, I wanna cum so bad please."
"Ya gonna let me fill this pussy up? Hmm?" he asked, smirking at the immediate YES! that escaped your lips at the promise of an orgasm.
"Should record this, show Lt. how it's done." he growled, leaning to the side to quickly grab his phone from your bedside table. Both of you knew that you'd agree to just about anything at this point, delirious as you could see the cliffs edge right in front of you. So you put up no resistance as he pressed record on his phone, aiming the lens right at where his cock was bullying your hole, a sticky white ring around his base proof of your want and arousal.
"G'head baby," he croaked, close to his own release, "Show Daddy how good ye feel."
Once the words left his lips you let go of the tension you had been holding, letting your core relax as the rubber band in you snapped. You threw your head back and screamed out his name at the feeling of his cock dragging along your walls as they pulsed, milking him as he finished deep inside of you. Acutely aware of the camera now pointed at you, your hands moved to grope your hard nipples as you squirted a bit around Johnny's base.
"Fuuuuuck." Johnny moaned out, shifting back and pulling out of you, focusing the camera on where his cum was messily leaking out of you. One more push down on your belly had it spilling out of you in one go, your thighs shaking at the feeling of it running down along your ass.
Simon had fucked you good, but Johnny had fucked you dead.
Your one orgasm felt like three all at once, and your muscles were absolutely spent. Johnny chuckled to himself as he left your room, coming back with a warm washcloth after finding your bathroom down the hall. He started with your face, cleaning up the mess he had made, half of which had been wiped off on your duvet when he pressed your head into it. He cleaned the sweat off your chest, and most importantly he wiped away the stickiness between your legs, shamelessly cleaning every inch of you.
After he went back to the bathroom to clean himself off, Johnny came back in the room yawning as he stretched his arms dramatically. He picked you up, tucking you into bed as he crawled in next to you, maneuvering you to drape you over his chest as he rubbed your back.
"Y'did so good, baby." he said softly, getting a small mewl in response from you. Your throat was going to be sore tomorrow. Hell, your whole body was going to be sore tomorrow. His warmth and the gently rise and fall of his chest lulled you to sleep in a matter of moments, too exhausted to tell him he didn't need to stay the night.
The morning after your night with Johnny, you woke up to an empty bed. You sighed, figuring he probably woke up before you and saw himself out. Tentatively testing your muscles, you stretched and laughed as your body protested. Every inch of you was delightfully sore.
Sighing into a pillow, you were prepared to drift back to sleep when you smelled coffee. Your brows furrowed in confusion, surely he wasn't in your kitchen...
That is exactly where Johnny was. Happily cooking up eggs, toast, and some breakfast sausages he found in your freezer. He was too busy whistling to himself that he didn't hear you pad into the room behind him, only seeing you when he turned to plate the food in the pan.
"There she is!" he beamed at you, "Mornin' beautiful."
"Morning..." you said slowly, trying to piece together why the hell he was still here. He raised a brow at you expression, rounding the counter to walk up to you with his head cocked to the side.
"I got two heads or somethin'?" he asked quizzically.
"I just wasn't expecting you to...be here." you gestured around the kitchen, offering him a small smile to let him know it wasn't an unwelcome sight. He nodded, stopping short for a second when he asked you something.
"Simon didn't stay?"
His question made your cheeks burn a bit, remembering you had now fucked two men on the same military unit. You shook your head, not wanting to make Simon seem like a bad guy, it truthfully wasn't a big deal...was it?
"Didn't see the need." you said, not sure whether you were indicating to yourself not needing Simon to have stayed, or that Simon clearly didn't see the need to stay. Johnny frowned at that.
"Shame." he tutted, "Gonna have'ta teach that boy a lesson."
He shook his head while he said it, and something about his tone piqued your interest. Maybe you had Johnny's rank mixed up in your head? But you could have sworn he had mentioned being a sergeant, a lower rank than lieutenant, so what the hell could he possibly do that would teach Simon a lesson?
You didn't push the issue, opting to just sit down and eat a much needed meal. Johnny watched you carefully, encouraging you to eat all of it. Even just eating with him you felt the need to submit under his gaze. He insisted on getting your phone number, assuring you that your performance last night already had him itching for more. So he gave you a light kiss and a wink as he left out your front door.
While you remained at home resting up on your couch, Simon was waiting at the base with sweaty palms awaiting Johnny's return. He hadn't accounted for you wanting to fuck Johnny instead of him, and when he checked the sergeant's location early this morning he was still at your flat. He also awoke to a notification from Johnny, a text containing a shaky video of his cock splitting you open as you moaned like a pornstar in the background. Blood rushed to his cock as he watched the camera pan to your face, sweaty and covered in what looked like spit and mascara. His grip on the phone tightened as Johnny finished inside you, his cum leaking out of your gaping hole as if to taunt him for what he was not allowed to do.
So now he was lifting weights in the base gym, waiting for Johnny to arrive and regale him with how much better he fucked you or whatever stories he wanted to boast about. Then again, maybe he'd have more videos to share...
"She sniffed ye out, Lt." he heard from across the room, Johnny's grin plastered on his features as he made his way over to Simon's bench. "Figured out yer whole plan. Sorry but she was too pretty to pass up."
"You came inside her." Simon said flatly, making Johnny's grin just a tad more smug.
"She was beggin' for it." the man shrugged. "Heard ye didn't stick around after ye were done with her."
Simon's back straightened a bit at Johnny's change in tone. He was all too familiar with that.
"She didn't ask me to." he gruffed, scratching behind his neck.
"Not how you treat a lady Simon." Johny chastised, turning to walk out of the gym, "Come on Lt."
Simon sighed, dick chubbing up in his boxers as he followed Johnny to an empty barrack room.
So as you were in your apartment, settling into a warm bath to ease your muscles, you had no idea that Simon was enduring exactly what you had hours ago. Ass up in the air he groaned into the rough bedding on the sorry excuse for a mattress as Johnny pounded into him relentlessly.
"Not nice to leave a lady high and dry, aye?" Johnny said, eliciting a whine from Simon's lips.
"M'sorry." he muttered into the bed.
"No yer not." Johnny said, snapping his hips up and making Simon's aching cock dribble out as it was left unattended. "Next time we see our bird yer gonna apologize like a man."
Simon's brain went fuzzy as Johnny's hands gripped the flesh of his ass, spreading him open so he could spit down onto his hole. He reached a hand around to grasp at his own cock, but Johnny swatted it away. Tears formed at the corners of Simons eyes as he begged Johnny for just one stroke. Johnny did not budge, leaving Simon's cock aching and soaked.
Johnny played with his own balls, squeezing the sack and rolling them in his hand as he reached his peak, shooting his load deep inside of Simon as he groaned out. He stilled, placing a hand on Simon's sweaty lower back to steady himself.
"Ahh," he sighed as he pulled his cock out of Simon's gaping hole, "Only good boys get to cum, Simon. Remember tha'."
The empty feeling of his hole and the taught, full feeling of his balls was torturous, and Simon twisted slightly to look up at Johnny.
"Please." he croaked before pulling out a card that always worked in his favor, "I'll be a good boy, I will."
"Prove it." was all he got. Johnny stuffed himself back inside his cargo pants and left Simon to clean himself up.
Simon groaned to himself, collapsing on the soiled sheets as Johnny's cum leaked out of him. He should have known better than to involve his sergeant.
── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──
None of your friends were available to come to the bar with you, but Johnny had texted you asking if you'd be there so you were dolled up anyway. Walking in, Simon was already in attendance, and for once he actually stood up when you walked in. He hurried over to you before you could even get to the bar to order a drink.
"Hey!" you protested as he grabbed your elbow, dragging you through the mingling crowd and towards the bathroom. He remained silent as he dragged you into a stall in the men's room and locked the door.
"Enjoyed making that little movie huh?" he spat, pressing you up against the grimy wall. You sputtered for only a moment before realizing that Johnny must have shown the video he recorded to Simon like he said he would.
"I did." you spat back, "He fucked me real good, Simon."
"You let him come inside you." he growled, clearly upset that you had held up that rule for him but not Johnny.
"He cooked me breakfast." you shrugged, knowing it was a bullshit excuse.
"I fucked you first."
"He fucked me better."
"Bullshit. I know he's not bigger than me."
You raised a brow at that. Sure, it was probably because they'd seen each other in the showers or something, but the corners of your lips turned up as your brain went somewhere else. Surely teasing a big macho military man about having gay sex wouldn't lead to any kind of retaliation.
"How would you know? Huh?" you teased, "He fuck you too?"
You expected a snarl, a biting comment, hell maybe even a hand around your neck. But before he grunted out a simple "no", something flashed across his dark eyes, something truthful.
"Oh my God." you said, grinning, "He does. He fucks you like he fucked me, doesn't he? I bet you're a whiny bitch when he-"
"Enough." Simon said, his hand coming up to grab your neck as he shoved your head back flush with the stall wall.
"Oh God if you're listening please let me watch that." you laughed, looking up tp the ceiling and lifting your hands in a mock prayer.
Before he could get another word in, the door to the bathroom opened, and a familiar set of boots walked up to the locked stall, easily turning the lock open with a knife. Johnny swung the door open, bumping it into Simon's shoulder as he had you pinned against the wall.
"What did I say about apologizing?" Johnny said flatly, making you blink in confusion. Simon faltered, and when you looked back at him he was staring wide-eyed at Johnny. The air was thick, tension brewing between all three of you as Johnny's eyes moved from yours, to Simon, and back to you again. Simon only moved when Johnny nodded towards the door, dragging you with him.
You thought the car ride to Johnny's would be dead silent, especially since Johnny had banished Simon to the back seat. But he made sure the big man sat directly in the middle seat so he would have a good view for when Johnny reached over and stuck his hand up your skirt and into your panties. He lazily fucked his fingers into you, barely looking your way as he unraveled you with just one hand. You could feel Simon's eyes on you, watching every twitch of your facial muscles as you moaned quietly.
While stopped at a traffic light, Johnny sped up, angling himself to pump further into you and bring you up and over the edge, letting you cream all over his fingers as you gripped his wrist and keened out for him. Once he pulled his hand out from between your legs, he sucked his fingers clean and turned around in the seat to look at Simon.
"See what good pets get?" he questioned lowly, making your breath catch.
Your mind was spinning with the fact that you had been correct about their dynamic. You had meant it just as a jab to what you thought was Simon's hyper-masculinity, but that clearly wasn't the way it landed. Can't always judge a book by its cover, sometimes the giant hulking behemoth who fucked you to so hard you cried also enjoys being submissive to big hairy men. You kept your giggle to yourself, wanting to stay in Johnny's good graces for tonight, but you couldn't help give him a dopey smile. He winked at you and pinched your cheeks as the light turned and he continued driving, Simon crossing his arms and pouting like a child in the backseat.
Simon was still pouting when Johnny finally got you in bed. You could barely register where in the room he was, Johnny had you folded so intensely you couldn't decipher left from right anymore. But when he flipped you onto your stomach, you were facing where Simon was sat, relegated to a chair in the corner of the room, forced to watch as his sergeant bullied his cock into your already sore pussy with double the ardor he had a week ago. Johnny pulled your face up so you were staring directly at Simon, and leaned his face down next to yours with a big grin on his face.
"Boy's conflicted, pet." he said, loud enough for Simon to hear. "Doesn't know if he wants to be in my place or yers."
The thought of that drew a long moan from your lips, and Johnny laughed in your ear. His thrusts had slowed down, just enough so that Simon could hear everything that Johnny spoke to you.
"What do you say?" he cooed at you, "Should I let him take my place? Hmm?"
Though you would love for them to both take turns on top of you, there was something you wanted to see more. You whined and shook you head, a little to Johnny's surprise.
"No? What do you w-" you cut him off before he could finish the question.
"Me." you said, unable to form a full sentence.
"You? Tell me what you want baby, use your words." he urged, rolling his hips once to encourage you.
"Want him- ah - t'replace me." you croaked out, and you felt his brows raise as he laughed again.
"Dirty girl." he murmured into your neck before sitting up and pulling his cock from you. He pushed you to the side, rolling you onto your back as he beckoned to the man in the corner.
"Yer lucky day big guy. Birdie wants to see how I taught you your lesson."
If being fucked by Simon was good, watching him come undone under another man was heavenly. Johnny was a bull, and when he got into a rhythm fucking Simon on his back, you clambered over Simon's chest and peppered his face and neck with kisses as he let out the sweetest moans you'd ever heard. Looking to Johnny for permission, you glanced at Simon's leaking cock, hard and red as it went unattended once again.
"Not yet." Johnny grunted, making you frown.
"Please?" you whined, getting a shake of his head in response as he pushed Simon's legs apart farther, earning a groan from the man.
"Sit on his face." Johnny said, making you freeze. "He can cum if he can get you off."
You swung your leg over Simon's chest, still facing Johnny at his request. Simon's arms came up and gripped you around your hips, pulling your cunt down onto his lips. Your eyes fluttered closed as he suctioned onto your clit, and you felt Johnny's lips on yours as hen leaned in to kiss you. The three of you had formed an erotic triangle, hot and sticky as the you all moaned in tandem.
Soon enough, you lost control of your lower half, you hips rocking along Simon's nose and face at their own pace. He was eating you with a fervor, knowing that when you came on his face Johnny would allow you to service his cock finally. A light yelp escaped you as he gently teethed at your clit, applying pressure that made you leak out so he could lick you clean. Your shaky arms were reaching out for Johnny who was lost in a cloud of his own pleasure and the sight of you.
You looked at him, silently asking for permission to cum before you did anything out of line. He nodded at you, and the sight of his cock stretching Simon and making his cock bounce ripped an orgasm from your abdomen that surprised even you in its intensity. You felt a small stream flow out of yourself and Simon greedily lapped it all up, and you were unsure if that was to please you or Johnny.
"Good lad." Johnny said, reaching out and slotting his hands under your arms and dragging you closer towards him. He guided you down onto Simon's cock, making Simon jump a bit at the sudden sensation.
Johnny moved you up and down, almost as if you were a flashlight for Simon, and your poor cunt had no time to recover from your orgasm before the veins in Simon's cock were rubbing all the perfect spots deep inside you. The two you you moved in sync, and Simon was a mess under the two of you.
Suddenly, Johnny pulled you off and himself out, hauling you up and over his shoulder as you watched Simon's legs shake as he nearly sobbed.
"You said-" he started, only to be cut off by a look from Johnny.
"Clean me off before I go back inside her." Johnny demanded, and from your position dangling upside down you couldn't see Simon licking and cleaning Johnny's cock but you could hear all the wet, needy sounds his mouth was making. You wiggled a little, desperate for a better view, but Johnny swung a palm around and sharply smacked your ass to make you stay still.
Once he was satisfied with Simon's work, Johnny told the man to lay back against the headboards as he let you back down onto the mattress. He gave your ass a little tap, encouraging you to climb back onto Simon but the other way around. Johnny let himself rest for a moment, enjoying watching Simon fuck up into you while you straddled his wide frame in a pathetic attempt at cowgirl.
Just as you and Simon were both nearing your peaks again, you felt the bed shift behind you as Johnny loomed at your backside.
"Let's see how far she can stretch, huh Lt?" Johnny said, the smile evident in his voice. Simon chuckled and it became very evident that it was no longer Johnny fucking you and Simon, rather Johnny and Simon were fucking you.
At first you thought the Scot was going to try and press into you ass, so you squirmed a bit only to be met with Simon's big hands holding you in place as Johnny mounted you from behind. He told you to relax, and your brows furrowed as you felt his tip press at the entrance of your cunt rather than your ass. Simons massive length was already buried inside of you, and Johnny was trying to join?
"No, no, no, Johnny please," you sobbed as he pressed harder, his wet tip burning the edges of your hole as he stretched you further and further until he finally notched it inside you.
"Shhh," Johnny shushed in you ear as you begged him to have an ounce of mercy on you, "Just relax baby you can do it."
Not like you had a choice. There was no where to run with Simon's wide waist keeping your legs perfectly spread and Johnny's weight now anchoring you in place. So you sat there, trembling and unable to breathe as Johnny pressed further and further inside of your already occupied hole. Once he forced in as much in as he could, the two of them moved as a team, one fucking in while the other pulled out. Your brain was completely fried, absolutely no thoughts in your skull as the overwhelming feeling between your legs was making your vision go white.
They were speaking to each other, but you couldn't decipher what they were saying as they sped up, fat tears rolling down your cheeks as they allowed you to collapse forward onto Simon's chest while they fucked you. As you felt another orgasm building it felt so close yet so far away, almost as if you were looking down at the scene instead of taking an active part in it. All your nerves were so overstimulated you might have missed your own orgasm if you didn't feel a river flowing out of you and onto Simon's pelvis.
The scream that left your lips was sure to cause a neighbor to call 999, a loud sound that felt foreign to your ears. They are fucking in time with one another now, and they both had their massive mitts on your hips as they released inside of you.
Simon was first, letting out a guttural noise that vibrated the entire bed as his hips snapped up into yours one, two, three times as his seed finally met your walls. Johnny wasn't far behind, adding his own spend to the mess between your legs as he rutted into you. They both fucked their cum into you, letting it spurt messily out around their bases.
You were totally limp laid across Simon's chest as Johnny eased out of you, coaxing Simon out after him. He let the two of you lay there while he sat back and caught his breath again, Simon's hand coming up to stroke your back. You had never felt so utterly ruined in your life, and a part of you wondered if one cock was ever going to be enough again. You groaned as you tried to move, both men shushing you and telling you to stay still.
Johnny was the first to get up, leaving the room while you lay strewn across Simon like a throw blanket. Eventually, Simon swung his legs around with a small huff, standing and carrying you into the bathroom where Johnny had run you a warm bath.
They let you soak as they cleaned themselves off, before Johnny reached into the water to clean you himself.
"Ye did so good." he said softly, a small smile cropping up on your lips as he gazed at you, "Did ye have fun?"
Your voice was completely shot, so you gave him a nod in response. He told you Simon was getting the bed ready, so he helped you out of the tub and toweled you dry. It was so interesting to watch them working as a team to take care of you, and it made you feel warm and fuzzy inside.
That night you fell asleep sandwiched between them, happily snuggling your face into Johnny's chest hair while your legs were tangled with Simon's behind you.
Nothing about today had been particularly extraordinary, in fact it would be considered a very boring day in comparison to other days that have passed him by.
He had woken up, gathered his things, driven to work, done his duties, drove home, and was now on the couch with rugby highlights on the telly.
Except when he had woken up, he had done so next to you. His right side being hugged and enveloped by your limbs, all softness and warmth against him. Your face was buried in between his shoulder and the pillow in an attempt to block out the sun filtering in through the blinds to earn a few more minutes before your body awoke. Simon always liked to wake up a little earlier than really necessary just so he could admire your sleeping form before he started his day. The bed sheets around him were always soft and clean, plush mattress that the both of you loved to sink into, and his pillows the exact amount of firm he liked.
When he was packing his things into the truck for work, he found you there as well. Well, technically you were still in bed, slumbering away like a princess. But you had packed him a lunch as always, no doubt with a cheesy little note that he would add to the growing pile he kept in his desk drawer. His work and gym clothes were always clean and folded, his uniform perfectly pressed to base standards. There was one keychain on his key ring, a small silver letter matching your first initial. You had fixed up his duffel that he refused to replace, sewing patches on the holes and fixing zippers with pink ribbon. The modifications stuck out against the rough, black fabric but Simon couldn't help but smile whenever he saw them.
You were there on his drive too. A polaroid picture of you tucked under the corner of his sun visor, a reminder to drive safe. He hummed along to your favorite song when it came on the radio. Passing by the coffee shop the two of you frequented on the weekends it prompted him to make a mental note to plan a date night for you. He could recall your regular orders at the drop of a hat, no matter if it was your coffee order, your go to drink at the pub, or your favorite foods to look for on a menu. Simon couldn't even remember a time where he didn't know you inside and out.
The only thing that could ever truly distract Simon at work was you. You didn't even have to try, in fact his mind did it for you. Most of the time he would catch himself staring at the framed photo of you on his desk while trying to focus on paperwork, or thinking about you an hour after his lunch is over just because the note you wrote made him smile. The other times, you were texting him to grab something before he came home, what he wanted for dinner, or just mundane little updates from your day. But sometimes, if you were feeling particularly evil, he'd get an image sent to his phone that would make his world stop. Always tastefully done, like the work of art you were, but so lewd and slutty it made him ache.
Luckily for him, he had only received a request to pick up a bag of potatoes on his way home, nothing for him to drool over. He made quick work of the errand, grabbing your favorite flavor of ice cream as a treat. On the drives home, your picture under the visor served a different purpose. This way, it was a reminder of what was waiting for him through his front door. When he was on base, only about 30 minutes of driving ever separated him from you and your home together. A long day of annoying recruits, boring paperwork, and a loud gun range all melted away once he turned that doorknob and saw your face.
So now here he was, Simon "Ghost" Riley, sitting on the couch in his living room with condensation from a cold beer bottle pooling onto the edge of his forefinger. The highlights were on, but the volume was down low and his eyes were trained on your back as you stirred a pot on the stove. It always made Simon chuckle, the way you fussed over him when he got home, no matter if he was doing office work all day or coming back from a months long mission it was always the same. The stew in the pot smelled heavenly, and Simon already knew Soap was going to whine and beg for some when he brought it in for lunch tomorrow.
Once dinner was on the table, he still couldn't help but watch you silently. Domesticity was something Simon had to get used to. Gone were the days of staying awake all night in fear, no more uncomfortable hard surfaces or shivering in the dark. Gone were the days of him eating nothing but grilled chicken and protein shakes. And gone were the days of coming home to an empty flat, so dark and undecorated that it seemed no one even lived there. He was now in a gentle, loving rhythm that you had snapped him into, albeit unknowingly. You had slotted your way into his life so easily, it often felt too good to be true. Nothing was being said over dinner, just the sounds of spoons hitting bowls and the occasional laugh from you as your scrolled through your social media timeline. The two of you were never ones to shy away from silences, but when you caught his eye you chuckled softly at him and shook your head.
"I never know what you're thinking when you look at me like that." you mused, placing your phone down on the table.
"Like wha'?" he said, still chewing on a piece of meat.
"I dunno," you shrugged, "Like...well, like that. What are you thinking about?"
"You." he answered simply, a small smile gracing your lips.
"Me?" you laughed, "Anything in particular?"
Simon pursed his lips at that inquiry.
"Dunno," taking his turn to shrug, "Just never really thought I'd have this."
Simon's retirement in remote Alaska has been boring, just as he intended. But as a storm rolls in on the horizon, he's out in the wilderness doing his rounds collecting the traps he's set when he stumbles upon a small plane crash. In the wreckage he finds you, sporting a bad head injury but still breathing. So he takes you back to his cabin and nurses you back to health, only he never intends to let you go.
Content/Warnings: dead dove do not eat!!!, smut, non/dubcon, forced imprisonment, multiple povs, stockholm syndrome, reader has a TBI and Simon takes full advantage of his situation, unprotected pinv, body betrayal, forced orgasm, unwanted creampie, face fucking, knife play, mention of gun play, free use adjacent, anal sex, very brief mentions of vomit, mentions of hunting/killing animals for food/fur, Simon is a meanie who's convinced himself he's doing the right thing for you
notes - this is one interpretation of a situation I couldn't stop thinking about. if you like the idea of being stuck in a cabin with big sexy hunting guide!ghost but don't want to read a noncon story im almost done with a different, fluffier version where reader is at the cabin for research purposes and is only trapped because of a storm!! when that story is done I'll post a link for it here, but if you want to be tagged when it's posted let me know in the replies or my ask box! :)
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Simon hadn't had much exciting happen in a few years. Most of his days bled together in a monotonous slideshow of hunting, eating, and sleeping. Once every few months he made the 6 hour drive into the nearest town to sell pelts and furs, and pick up additional supplies he needed to replenish. He had stopped giving hunting tours years ago. Retirement was supposed to be relaxing, not making him fight the urge to turn his gun on some trigger happy Wall Street dickhead looking to get his rocks off by killing an innocent animal.
So he was mostly alone now. And for the most part he was convinced that was how he wanted it. Porn was enough to scratch that itch he felt every now and again, and even when it wasn't enough he could always drive into the closest town and meet a bird at the shitty excuse for a pub they had. That was rare, but he liked having the option.
Today presented a challenge he'd hoped to avoid for the rest of the season. A nasty squall was on the horizon, so that meant Simon was out on his snowmobile with his rifle on his back as he rushed to bring in all the traps he had set out. He was a heartless bastard, but he refused to let some poor fox get caught in a trap and die slowly under the snowfall. As he collected the last trap and tossed it into the sled he was towing, the air changed around him, Mother Nature warning him to get home or she would dole out a harsh punishment. Opting to take a quicker route home, he was forced to slow down as his eyes fell upon a huge mass of twisted metal nestled between the trees.
He'd only ever found two plane crashes while living out this far, and both times no one on scene was alive. Death was nothing new to Simon, and usually reporting a big crash like this meant some kind of reward from someones family who was on board. Money in exchange for simple information was the best kind he came across these days. Slowing his old Yamaha, he came to a stop a few feet from the edge of the wreckage. The snowfall wasn't deep enough to warrant snowshoes, so he swung a heavy leg over and slugged his way over to the wreck.
The crash was new enough that no snow had gathered on top, but old enough that any of the burnt up metal and plastic were still hot. There was no smoke billowing from the mangled engine, no fires waiting to be snuffed out by the incoming storm. It was a small craft, and from what he could see of the interior it was expensive enough for him to assume it was a private charter. No amount of money could buy you safety from being on the receiving end of one serious updraft, though. Simon knew the drill, look for identifying numbers on the tail and take a headcount.
He jotted down what was left of the numbers on the tail before making his way around to the nose of the plane, confirming both the pilot and co-pilot were both deceased. While on his way around the other side, there was a gap in the hull where one piece of the metal shell was hanging on by a few wires. Grunting as he pulled it away, he was surprised to find only three people in the body of the plane. One man was crushed between the cockpit door and his own seat, definitely dead. What was left of a stewardess was plastered haphazardly against the windows, also definitely dead.
There was a woman still buckled in her seat, no debris pinning her down. She was slumped forward, blood making a sticky mess of her hair as Simon hunched over her to assess whether she was breathing or not. One gloved hand extended to grip her hair and move her head back, to reveal an earth-shatteringly beautiful face, however roughed up she was. Forehead cut open, nose bleeding, and makeup smeared; Simon tutted to himself. What a shame, such a beautiful face wasted in a crash like this. Destined to wither away out here while rescuers decided whether to come and recover the bodies.
Just as he was about to let her head fall back into it's slump, a ragged groan escaped her bloody lips. Taken aback, Simon almost let go of his grip on her head.
Surely that was a death rattle. No one survives crashes like this.
Removing the glove on his free hand with his teeth, he pressed two bare fingers to her pulse point and was shellshocked to find a weak pulse there. He gently let her head down and thought about his next steps. Pondering whether or not there was any point in extracting her, for her to simply die en route or even worse die at his house.
One more look at your pretty face sealed your fate.
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The last thing you remember was screaming at your father to please sit back down as the alarms blared in your ears. He had insisted on taking his new private jet out for a test flight, and now you were sure this was the last flight you'd ever take. One minute you had been laughing with him and the stewardess, the next it felt like some cosmic being had landed a nasty uppercut to the center of the plane, and everyone started to panic. After another big boom, everything went black.
When you first started to wake, you were sure that it had been a bad dream. The first sensation you felt was an impossible softness under your fingers, so you assumed you were still cuddled up in your bed with a big blanket to keep you warm. But as soon as you moved to stretch you muscles, you were hit with a wall of pain the likes of which you had never experienced in your life. Everything ached. You let out a small whine as you tried to move, only to be restricted back into place.
"Not too much moving, darling." a voice said, it sounded far away, but the rumble you felt told you it was much closer than that. The thick, British accent fogging your brain as you cracked your eyes open. Squinting, you braced for a harsh bright light, until you realized the room you were in was dark, lit only by a small warm light somewhere to your left. Once your vision adjusted, you nearly seized again at the sight of who was speaking to you.
He was massive. That was your first observation. A hulking mass of a man with two big hands planted firmly around your biceps to keep you in place. Though this meant he was leaning over you in the slightest, his face was covered by a thick black balaclava with a faded skull printed on the front. You eyed widened when they met his, dark and stormy as they pinned you to the bed below. They did soften once you started to shake in his grip, and he held one hand up to you as if to tell you to calm down.
"Here. S'prolly a bit scary." he said, gripping the fabric on the top of his head and pulling the mask off. The face underneath was no more comforting. Crooked nose, scars running every which way, and a short blonde buzzcut that he clearly did himself because you already could see patches he missed.
"Better?" he grinned, all teeth as you stayed perfectly still under him. He cocked an eyebrow at you, clearly expecting a response, but your mouth refused to open. He shrugged, letting go of your arm and moving the blanket that covered you.
"Yer a lucky bird." he mused, poking and prodding you as if you were a piece of tenderloin and not a conscious human being laying at his mercy. "Nothin' even broken on ya."
His words brought forth a slew of bile churning memories, the sight of your father's dead face burned into your retinas as you gasped in a huge breath of air. Going against this stranger's wishes, you sat up despite the throb in your head, and grabbed onto his arm.
"Bathroom." you said, voice so hoarse it sounded foreign even to your ears. He nodded, and instead of showing you where to go, he simply plucked you from the bed and carried you out into a hallway. Once you had left the confines of that room, everything was much brighter and it sent your headache into overdrive. Once he plopped you on the floor of the bathroom you collapsed and dry heaved into the toilet. After a few attempts and nothing coming up, you started to sob. A heavy hand came and landed on your back as the man tired to comfort you, which was clearly not his forte.
"S'alright, love." he said, and you swore you could hear a grin in his voice as if he was enjoying watching you cry, "S'all over now. Come on and get some rest."
You put up no resistance as he carried you back into the dark bedroom, tucking you back into the warmth of the fur blankets he had laid around you. You took a shaky breath as he stared down at you. You had so many questions rattling around in your skull, it was hard to land on one in particular. Breathing hitching, you shook your head, as if that would clear up all the fog in your head.
"Found ya in that crash." he says gruffly, clearly seeing the confusion eating you alive, "Yer the only one who survived."
He said it so matter of factly, like it hadn't been your father who died in front of you. Your eyes started to well up as he continued, "Brought ya here. Been about a few days since then."
"Where's here?" you croaked.
"Middle o' nowhere, birdie." he chuckled, patting your legs as he got up to leave the room. "The name's Simon. Dinner's in 10."
Simon. That's all you got.
Once he was gone, you waited a moment before moving the blanket off of you to inspect your body yourself. He was right, you were lucky. Moving your fingers and toes, testing out your joints, nothing hurt more than a dull ache from the impact. The most of your pain was in your head and neck, that migraine still pounding behind your skull.
Something that you did notice, was that you were...clean. You also weren't wearing your own clothes. The sweatshirt and shorts were clearly his, the massive garments hanging loose off your frame. A sour feeling formed in the pit of your stomach as you realized he took your clothes off to bathe you. You shifted your hips and pursed your lips as you didn't feel any soreness between your legs, so hopefully he kept his hands to himself.
After a moment you stood up, testing your own strength as you caught your balance. Steeling yourself, you padded slowly over to the door. Walking out into the hallway, Simon had closed the blinds along all the windows, darkening the entire house. You hoped that it was to ease the light on your eyes, and not to hide the outside from you (or you from the outside). Following your nose, you found your way to the kitchen as the smell of whatever Simon was cooking as making your insides ache. He noticed you as soon as you walked around the corner.
"Hope yer not a vegetarian or nothin'." he said cheerfully. You stopped short, staring at him as he moved some food around in the pan in front of him.
"Did you bathe me?" you asked, a look of confusion cropping up briefly on his face before he answered.
"Well yeah, y'were covered in blood 'n soot, sweetheart."
Ignoring the pet name you pushed on, "So you took my clothes off?"
"Can't wash ya if yer clothed." he chuckled, looking up to find your expression fearful.
You couldn't force the question off your tongue, too scared of the answer to even ask. Luckily he clearly got the hint and answered it for you.
"Listen I cleaned ya off, I didn't do nothin' else. I hate sleepin' birds." he said, pausing before that smirk came back up to his lips, "Like the tattoos though."
Just as he had calmed your nerves he had set them off immediately after. Apparently he hadn't touched you inappropriately, but he had ogled your body enough to take note of your tattoos.
He laughed again, not helping your current state, and waved you over to the small round table by the window.
"Hope y'don't mind I closed all these." he said, tone soft again, "Figured it'd be good for yer head."
He placed a plate of meat and potatoes in front of you gently, sitting across from you as he dug into his own meal.
"Thank you." you said quietly, getting only a nod in response. The smell of the meat on the plate below you reached your nostrils and you felt as though your stomach was going to cave in on itself in hunger. You all but wolfed the food down, having to remind yourself to chew before swallowing.
"Take it slow," Simon said, mouth half full, "Eat too fast you'll get sick."
You took a breath, nodding as you let the food sit in your empty stomach before consuming any more. He was right, after only a few more bites you started to feel a little nauseous. Simon pushed a glass of water your way, and it was gone in seconds. He chuckled, standing up to refill your glass and let you down that one as well.
Once you had had what Simon deemed to be enough food, he offered you two little pills that he assured you were ibuprofen. You looked at him strangely, almost insulted he would think you were dumb enough to accept pills from a stranger. He all but rolled his eyes as he reached down to open your mouth with his other hand. He popped the pills in your mouth and forced them down with another splash of water down your throat. You coughed and pushed his hand away, already having swallowed the pills and not willing to empty your stomach to expel them.
He laughed again, a sound you were starting to hate, as he walked away back towards the counter.
"Couldn't really wash yer hair," he mused, "So if ya want me to run ya a real bath I can."
You were starting to get whiplash from this man, one second he was forcing unknown medication down your throat and the next he was offering to run you a bath. Reluctantly you agreed, simply because you desperately wanted to scrub your scalp.
Once you were in the bathtub, the hot water relaxing your muscles and blood washed from your hair, you felt yourself starting to drift off to sleep again. So you stayed there until the water went cold, and the dull light peeking through the curtain was long gone. You dried off with the towel Simon had provided, and put on the clean clothes he had also given you. Leaving the old clothes folded on top of his hamper, you wandered back out into the hallway, finding Simon in the living room lounging out on the couch.
"Feel better?" he asked as you sat gingerly on the cushion next to him.
"Yeah." you said, nodding a little as he smiled at you. "Sorry if I took too long."
"No need, birdie." he said, reaching out and patting you on the knee again. You realized that he probably didn't know your name, so you offered it to him in hopes he would maybe cease the use of those little pet names. He hummed, rolling your name off his tongue, and you despised the fact that you actually quite liked how it sounded in his accent.
"How's the head?" he asked, eyeing where your forehead was held together by whatever he had put on your wound.
The pills he had given you seemed to be exactly as promised, your headache had subsided enough that you weren't solely focused on the pounding behind your skull.
"A little better. Thanks." you said, giving him a small nod. He let the silence stretch, but also didn't remove his hand from your leg. You were trying to find it comforting, but all the unknowns still had your nerves on high alert. When you snuck a glance up at him he was still staring at you, causing your eyes to flicker back down to your lap. He sighed and moved towards you, causing you to lean back a little to keep a bit of distance between you.
"I know yer scared." he said as you eyed him, "But I'm not gonna hurt ya. Honest."
God you wanted to believe him. It would make things a lot easier for you, and would probably help ease the headache you had, if you could just calm down and trust him. But you were a woman stuck God knows here with a man three times your size, there was no amount of sweet talk he could do that would quiet your alarm bells. Only time would tell if he was a good man, but hopefully you wouldn't be out here long enough to know whether or not he was one.
"I will be frank here though." he continued, "I dunno how long it'll take to get you back to wherever you came from."
That made your stomach drop.
"What do you mean?" you squeaked out, suppressing the urge to vomit directly in his lap.
"Storm's pickin' up. Prolly what crashed yer plane." he said, his eyes surprisingly soft, "Gonna be a long one. I dunno where yer from but out here these things last months."
"Months?!" your headache was suddenly back in full force, and every ounce of air was gone from your lungs.
"Calm down," he said, unable to help the smirk playing on his lips. "I got enough supplies to last us about two months. Then, no matter what, I gotta go into town."
"Why can't we just go now? Before it gets worse?" you asked frantically. He looked genuinely confused at the question.
"Honey that's about a 6 hour drive." he said, before something came to his mind, "C'mere."
He grasped your wrist and dragged you to the window. The seal along the edges was thick, designed to keep the cold out and the warmth in. He opened the curtains gently, and let you looked around. As your eyes adjusted to the fading light, they landed on...nothing.
Trees, as far as your eyes could see. Simon identified the other buildings around the encampment, an outhouse, extra storage, a garage. Your shoulders dropped, that pit in your stomach growing at the realization of just how isolated you were.
"Alright." he said, closing the curtain in front of your face, "Don't need ya panickin' even more."
He was right, you felt a few tears fall from your eyes as you were forced to look your reality in the face. You sighed softly, not bothering to look at him as you turned and walked back down the hallway.
"I'm going to sleep." you said quietly, making him chuckle a bit.
"Fair enough." he said, voice far away as you moped your way back to the little room you had woken up in. The furs on the bed welcomed you, and you didn't even try to suppress the tears anymore, soaking the pillow under your face.
Eventually, after you had cried yourself to sleep, the feeling of the mattress shifting pulled you back to consciousness. You mumbled something out, not even sure of your own words, and were met with a shush from behind you. As soon as you realized Simon was climbing into bed with you, you went stiff.
"What are you doing?" you asked frantically, trying to gauge where he was in the darkness.
"M'getting in bed?" he said, the end of his sentence curving upwards as if he couldn't fathom why you would be asking that. "This is my bed sweetheart."
His bed? Had he been sleeping next to you the whole time you were asleep?
"Then I'm going to-" you started, only to be cut off as he manhandled you around so your back was to him. You tried to wriggle around, get out of his grip, but it was no use.
"Quit movin'." he said gruffly, tucking you into his chest and locking you in place.
"I can sleep on the couch." you tried, but he hummed in response.
"No point. Touch is good for healing, y'know."
There was no way that was true.
"Can't you-"
"No. Jesus, woman. Just go back to sleep."
His tone made it clear your bed was made, no pun intended. You pulled your bottom lip between your teeth as he sighed behind you. You wanted to tell him to get to the other side of the bed, that you'd be fine sleeping anywhere else, anything but this, but he clearly wasn't interested in listening or respecting your personal space.
You don't get much sleep that night, but Simon is softly snoring within minutes.
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For the first week, Simon continued to give you whiplash. One minute he was asking what your favorite soup was so he could recreate it with the items he had on hand, the next he was dragging you down the hall to sleep in bed with him. The second night you had tried to escape to the couch, but he was having none of it. Continuing to reiterate how sleeping next to him would promote your healing.
You definitely had a concussion. Simon kept having to remind you of things he'd told you or things you'd done already. You gave up on begging him to take you to the hospital, one look out the window and you knew that was impossible. The snow never seemed to stop, and when it did the wind howled through the entire house and made you shiver. Even still, your headaches weren't as prevalent, only happening a few times a day for a few hours. Better than the 24 hour pain you were in for the first few days. He was boasting about skin to skin contact again, and you held your tongue when you really wanted to assure him it was the fact that the only screen in the house was his dusty old TV that hardly ever got powered on.
Just when you had thought you'd reached a point of actually enjoying his company, Simon started to get handsy. He let you relax into a false sense of security the first few nights, but over time his hands started to wander. Most of the time it was up to cup one of your breasts, or both if he was feeling greedy (he always was). He would knead the soft fat in his hands and roll your nipples till they were hard peaks between his calloused fingers, the touch tortuously casual as he drifted off to sleep behind you. His lips found your neck more than once, hot wet kisses leaving spots of his saliva behind your ear.
But one night his hands traveled south, making your body freeze as he toyed with the waistband of his sweats you had on. You whispered his name softly, pleading with him although you weren't quite sure what you were pleading for. Regardless, his fingers wiggled their way past the elastic and moved to separate your folds as he toyed with your clit. Your breathing hitched as he put pressure on the bud, and you hated that it made you keen out a sound that elicited a grin from where Simon was pressing his face into your neck. Your whispered warnings went ignored as Simon pressed his middle finger as deep as it would go, curling it and exploring your walls as your body betrayed you.
You knew you shouldn't want this. It was gross and disgusting and perverted for this man to save your life only to force himself into your body. But fuck it really did feel good. His fingers were thick and warm, and he knew what he was looking for as he located that spot inside you that made your thighs part just a tad more for him. Still, you clenched your jaw, refusing to give in and reward him with cumming on his fingers.
"Stop bein' stubborn." he growled at you, making your face turn inwards towards the pillow.
"Stop being a pervert." you fired back, much to his pleasure. He hummed and shifted you with his arm, making your legs open as he angled himself over you.
"You have no idea." he grinned.
The sick feeling in your stomach was overshadowed by the burning hot orgasm that ripped through you, much to your own surprise. It had been a long time since you'd even touched yourself, so your body was chasing the high even if your mind hated it. Before he could say anything smart, you huffed and pushed his big arm off of you, removing his finger from your cunt as he laughed. You turned back on your side and into a ball as you heard him sucking his finger clean of your juices. You tried to make yourself as small as possible as you desperately chased the sweet unconsciousness of sleep, but Simon sighed happily and draped himself around you again, his natural musk swirling all around you and intoxicating you. From then on, Simon stopped holding back. Once you let him in once, he had no intentions of being anywhere but your pussy.
It was only a matter of time before he wanted a release of his own, and you found yourself filling the role of fleshlight most nights. Though he hadn't breached your hole, he was still opting to use your thighs as a means of getting himself off. He'd let you get off first, not really caring about your orgasm but more so caring that when he fucked through your folds you'd already be wet and warm for him. It was humiliating, laying there as he used you, not even being allowed to get up and clean his cum off of your thighs until the morning.
Simon had never threatened you, never been truly violent, but there were so many rifles and knives around this damn house it always had you on edge and reminded you not to trust this man. So once he was satisfied with your recovery progress, he seemingly decided it was time to celebrate. You'd seen the tip of his cock as it slid through the meat of your thighs, but tonight he wasn't letting you keep your back to him. He pinned you down, his tongue roving over your collarbone as you planted your palms on his shoulders. He was naked and hard, giving you a full view of his thick cock swinging dangerously between his legs as he opened yours. He had your knees spread, so you were completely open to him as you pleaded with him.
"Come on, please don't. Isn't the thigh stuff enough?" you whined shakily, trying to blink away your tears as he aligned himself with your entrance.
"Tired of wasting it," he grunted, shifting himself so his tip was tapping your clit, making you jump. "S'posed to fill yer cunny up."
If you weren't already on edge from his cock putting pressure on your hole, you were on fire as soon as you heard he was intending to cum inside you.
"Simon, no!" you whined, attempting to wriggle out of his iron grip that had you pressed into the mattress. He wasn't listening, not that he would have cared if he was, and pressed his tip into you with a groan. You sobbed a bit, both at the violation and the stretch. As he forced more of his shaft in, he urged you to ease up.
"It'll be easier if you just relax, baby." he hummed, making you grimace. He had to know there was no relaxing for you in this situation.
It seems he got the hint, as he grumbled to himself after only getting about a third of his cock in you. He manhandled you onto your stomach, his waist between your legs as he slid back into your now sopping cunt. You groaned into the pillow, cursing your own body for creating that amount of wetness that welcomed him in. He had both your wrists pinned behind your back as he finally got what he wanted, his cock fully seated inside of you.
The stretch was unlike anything you'd ever felt in your life, and in a different scenario you might even be thanking your lucky stars for a dick this big. But as he set his unrelenting pace, it just hurt so damn bad, that big cock bullying your poor little cunt. His hand was putting too much pressure on your back for you to feel comfortable, especially with your arms all twisted up. After a while you realized he wasn't going anywhere, so let yourself go limp. He grunted in satisfaction as he finally let your arms go and grasped your hips to meet his thrusts.
Against all odds, you felt a familiar fire brewing in the lowest part of your gut. You buried your face further into the pillow as your thighs shook, walls clenching tight as you came on the battering ram being used on your cervix. The tears you were sobbing out were now out of shame. Shame that you hadn't put up more of a fight, shame that you were letting this pervert take advantage of you and fuck you raw.
Through your haze you felt his cock twitching inside you, how hyper aware of the fact that there was a very real chance he could impregnate you way out here. Babbling to him, you pleaded that you weren't taking your birth control, that it wasn't safe, but it all fell on deaf ears. He pressed a hand to the back of your head, pressing you into the pillow to silence you as he filled you with the biggest load you had ever taken. When he was done, he cleaned you up, cooing at you when the tears were still flowing, kissing them away as they escaped your eyes.
"It's okay, birdie." he said, that was the pet name he seemed to use the most, "You'll get used to 'im."
He wasn't even sorry, at least he never said he was. Just telling you that you'd get used to his cock. Once again, the whiplash hit you hard as you stared up into his eyes, warm brown in the candlelight as he gazed at you. When he kissed you it felt soft and romantic, a stark contrast to what he had just done to you. He flipped you over and made you fall asleep with his cum leaking out of you.
Every time after that it was something new, and even though the little voice in the back of your mind kept telling you to stop forgetting your situation, the way Simon ate your pussy was hard to wrestle with. It was nearly impossible to focus on the fact that you were being forced into this while his cock stretched your pretty lips as far as they would go, tickling the back of your throat as he eased your head down. Once he realized you were getting pliant, he fucked you everywhere in the house. The couch, the kitchen counter, the bathtub, hell he even fucked you on the floor of the hallway. The bed remained his favorite, where he could bend you and penetrate you in any position he so pleased. You stopped protesting after the first time. It was easier on your mental to just give in and try and find some enjoyment out of the way he made your body feel, allowing yourself to come undone on his cock sometimes three times a day. Simon clearly never had any live-in pussy, so he was apt to use you like toy at all hours.
After a while, you stopped noticing the snow was no longer falling outside. Simon would leave and go hunting, trapping, whatever it was that he did when he was outside. Your memory wasn't the best, so you'd never flat out asked him, always too afraid that he'd already given you an answer. But it was gnawing at you. So much that you couldn't focus on the vegetables you were peeling. When Simon shoved the door open and trudged in, you waited for the next part of his routine. Whenever he came back from hunting he always wanted to bend you over the couch.
But Simon didn't want to fuck, instead he sat at the kitchen table and started cleaning his rifle. It was odd, it felt almost domestic. You chopping vegetables for dinner and him cleaning his guns on the table. Once you were washing your hands, you finally felt his eyes on you.
"What?" you asked softly, turning around to meet his gaze.
"Come blow me." was all he said. Blinking suddenly, you put the towel down and felt your feet walk you over to him as he opened his legs for you. On autopilot, you sank to your knees in front of him. Fingers delicately undoing his thick leather belt, he grabbed your face suddenly and made you look up at him.
"Naked."
He'd been sweeter, ever since you stopped fighting him, but this was something that still wouldn't settle in you. He was always so...gruff. Simple commands like that made you feel like a dog. Still, you capitulated. Shedding your shirt, the only article of clothing he liked to have you wear these days. No pants and certainly no panties. He hummed as you revealed your breasts, reaching down to pinch one of your nipples roughly and making you yelp.
You continued undoing his belt, pulling his cock out and stroking him a few times in your hand before dutifully wrapping your lips around his tip. He sighed above you, and for once he let you guide yourself. His hands, normally fisting your hair and forcing you up and down, were busy cleaning the mechanisms in his grip. Absentmindedly, your eyes wandered towards the window, the weather bright and sunny and clear.
"Simon?" you asked as you pulled his cock from your mouth with a little pop.
"Mmm?" he hummed, looking down at you.
"The storm's over...isn't it?"
God your voice sounded so small.
He just smiled at you, not stopping his movements with the rag in his hand.
"Keep sucking, birdie."
You blinked two tears out and reattached your lips to his cock as if it was the only thing you knew how to do. When he came, he shoved your head down and spurted down your throat, pulling back up to spray the last ropes of cum on your face just because he knew you hated it.
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Nine days. That's how long it took to fuck you.
Simon was proud of himself for making it under ten.
Sure, you fought and squirmed and cried your way through it, but the way your cunt pulsed around him he knew you liked it. Now you were a pro. Opening your legs for him before he could even ask. God he was sure he was in love with you. He was certainly in love with your holes.
Your pussy was the tightest, wettest, warmest place his cock had ever had the pleasure of visiting. He already missed the way you had cried about him cumming inside you the first few times, you never begged for him to pull out anymore because you had learned there was no argument there.
There was also no argument about how much head he wanted - no - expected. If he could strap you to his leg just to keep his cock down your throat he would. He loved that he was still too big for you, because it meant that you were still choking and gagging on him every time. You were learning to get face fucked, and nothing made him cum harder than the sight of your sad little face covered in spit and cum and snot. One time he fucked your throat so deep that you threw up on the floor. You cried when he made you finish the blowjob but he cleaned you and your mess up for you after. His favorite part was always your face when he pulled you off to cum all over those pretty features. You clearly thought it was disgusting, which is why he always did it.
Simon had spent all day looking for something in his supplies he could use as lube. You'd been getting so pliant he knew he was staking his claim on your asshole tonight. But he wasn't a monster. He wouldn't force something is big as his cock into somewhere he knew you'd never taken anything, not with the way you'd flinched at just his thumb intruding past the ring of muscle last night. If he sodomized you using just spit, you'd tear and bleed all over him and the bed, and you surely would never trust his touch again.
This meant he was digging through a storage bin labeled "bathroom" out in the far garage when he heard your footsteps crunching in the snow behind him.
"Si?" you said softly, his heart tugging at the nickname when he twisted around to see you wrapped in one of his coats.
"Everything alright, honey?" he said, moving to stand and walk over to you.
"Just wanted to know where you were." you blinked up at him, still dopey from how hard he fucked you this morning.
"M'lookin' for somethin' for us to use later." he hummed, piquing your interest.
"To use later?" you asked, peering behind him at what he was rummaging through.
"Somethin' slippery. Remember? I'm gonna fuck your ass tonight." he smirked at your expression. Shock and fear and incredulity, your reaction to his bluntness was always so cute.
"What? No, Simon, I don't wanna do that, please." tears welled up in your eyes, his big gloves looking cartoonish on your hands as you grasped his arms desperately.
"We already talked about it, silly girl." he mused, one hand coming up to grab your lips as they parted to complain, "We'll do it in the sauna so yer nice 'n relaxed, hmm?"
You paused, face scrunched up as you dug in your hazy memory for a moment that wasn't there. He tried not to do it too often, but your untreated concussion had a few lasting effects that he used to his advantage. The easiest one was that your short term memory wasn't that great. He didn't know you before this accident, so maybe it was always shitty, but now he would falsely remind you about things you'd agreed to even if the conversation never happened. You always ended up having fun, so he never thought twice about it. Even though he knew it shouldn't, the control he had over you went straight to his cock, and he was rock hard before he could blink.
"Fuck." he muttered, turning back to the box and making one last effort to find something. He grinned like a madman when he turned over a bottle of baby oil, frozen but still good.
"Come on, birdie." he grunted, grabbing your wrist and hauling you across the clearing towards the sauna.
"Now?! You said tonight!" you whined, music to his ears. He grinned to himself as you stumbled behind him on the way over to the small wooden structure.
The sauna he had built had two rooms. The entrance was small, nothing but a few hooks and shelves to place clothes on before entering. The actual sauna was a nice lovely steam room to warm up and keep your muscles relaxed. Simon loved fucking you in here, you got all hot and sweaty and complain-y, nothing made him harder. He opened the door and used the control panel to start the room up, placing the bottle of baby oil on the bench to warm up and melt back to its normal consistency. You were still pouting when he turned back, arms folded like a petulant child that got told no for the first time. He chuckled at you as he began to strip himself. Normally he always got you undressed first, but he always let the sauna warm up a bit before taking any of your clothes off.
Your lips parted and your eyes widened when his cock flung straight up to smack his lower stomach, tip red and hard and leaking with want. You whined, slipping your gloves off and reaching out to stroke him gently. Simon hummed, smug with your Pavlovian response to seeing his cock. Your eyes flashed up to ask him for permission to suck him off, and as soon as he nodded once you were sinking to your knees.
He let you enjoy yourself, his hands carding through your hair instead of bullying you down around his shaft. He loved to watch you suck him off, swollen lips and messy tongue exploring every vein on him, teeth grazing his tip the way he liked. You'd learned him so fast, such a smart girl. Once he could feel the heat at his back he pulled you up and took all of his clothes off of you, leaving you in the state he wished you would walk around in all the time: completely naked.
Your lips were still shiny with precum, eyes glossed over as you already forgot why he was dragging you in here. Simon grabbed a mat from the shelf next to the door before ushering you in alongside him. He started you off gentle, giving you his cock the way you liked it. He sat on the bench, sturdy legs spread wide as you bounced up and down on him. Your hands were splayed on his shoulders as he held your waist to guide your movements, moving you up so his tip played at your entrance only to slide you down as you squirted a bit onto his balls. Your eyes were closed, sweat starting to drip down your pretty breasts as you fought to catch your breath. He slammed you down, piercing you hard as you came, a gorgeous stream flowing out of you and coating his balls before wetting the bench seat below him.
Your lids were heavy, brain all fogged up as your high was intensified by the temperature in the sauna. He eased you onto the mat he had rolled out onto the floor, guiding you onto your soft tummy and arching your back nice and pretty for him. The oil had melted now, so he opened the seal on the bottle and squirted some on the plush fat of your ass. You moaned as he massaged you there, body settling into your arch as you relaxed. Simon took his time, spreading your cheeks and messily wiping the oil all along your crack. Your eyes snapped open as soon as his forefinger slid into your ass up to the second knuckle, the muscle of your hole tightening in fear as you realized.
"Simon please I don't wanna. You're too big." you whined, hips bucking as he ignored you and pressed his finger in all the way.
"Just relax, birdie." he said softly, pumping his finger a bit and groaning at the tightness. His cock was full to burst, and he was sure he wasn't going to last very long in a hole as tight as this. Pouring more oil on your hole as he opened you up, you whined again as he stretched the muscle open with another finger. You mumbled into the mat about it hurting, but he knew from the way your cunt was leaking you were enjoying any pain you were experiencing.
Simon stayed that way for a while, pumping you open and rubbing his cock on the oiled skin on your leg to gain some relief. Once you were drooling over three fingers, he pulled them out and watched your hole gape, ready for him. Dousing his cock in baby oil he mounted you, shushing your tears away as you tried to shy away from him.
"None of that, now." he said sternly, pinning you in place with his words.
You stilled, arching a bit more and opening up your hole deliciously for him. He hummed, dragging his soaked cock up and down your crack, pressing gently at the ring of muscle now open in a perfect little 'o' for him. All it took was a bit of pressure and your hole sucked his tip right in, making him hiss at the pressure. You yelped out, unaware that your own body was beckoning him further inside you.
Pressing further, your wails were lost on Simon, who's vision was going black with pleasure. He was lost in how much your hole was sucking him in, begging to be ridden hard while you sobbed beneath him. As soon as he was seated fully inside you, his heavy balls hitting your cunt with a wet slap, he sighed. He had almost claimed you fully, the only thing left to do was to cum in your ass and then all your holes will have been coated with his seed.
One squeeze from the walls of your ass made him look down at you, face scrunched up in discomfort and a pool of tears gathering under your face on the mat. You always cried when he had you try something new, but as he pulled back out of your hole and pressed forward again he knew you'd learn to love this too.
Once he had let you adjust as much as you could, he set a respectable pace for the both of you. It didn't take long for you to start moaning, the pressure in your ass making your cunt throb as it went unattended. You tried to reach a hand down and rub yourself, but he swatted your hand away and took on the role himself. The second the pads of his fingers came into contact with your clit, your ass clenched around his so tight he almost came.
The tears under your face had been replaced with drool as he speared you over and over again, grunting about how tight of a fit it was.
"Si, I'm gonna cum!" you moaned as he picked up his pace with his hand.
"Yeah?" he teased, "G'na cum while my cock is up your arse?"
You whined a bit at that, absolutely pathetic as you nodded into the mat. It took everything in Simon not to cum while you shook under him, a nice warm waterfall trickling down your legs and soaking the mat under his knees. His hand moved from your clit to grip the fat of your hips, picking up his pace as his cock started to twitch. He could vaguely hear you mumbling about slowing down, how you couldn't take it this hard, but you were doing so good for him. Such a nice warm sleeve for him to fill.
His grip on your hips tightened like a vice as he came, adding to the pinpoint bruises he already left there. His balls tightened as he spilled deep into you, making you whine again about him being messy. A few more pumps to make him cum squirt out from around where he was stuffing you full and he finally pulled out of you gently. With a moan you slid forward, laying prone on the mat as you soothed yourself.
Watching new bruises blossom, Simon felt a familiar twinge of guilt that he sometimes got after ruining you. The first time he fucked you when you cried the whole time, he cradled you so delicately after as a salve on his own heart, and this time was no different. Oiling up his hands, he started on your legs, ensuring you he wasn't up to anything nefarious. Once you realized he as just easing your tension with a massage, you all but melted into the floor.
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Simon usually stayed in bed until you woke up, unless he was out hunting. You pouted when the bed next to you was cold, not remembering him saying anything last night. Usually he left you with a goodbye kiss on the forehead before you fell back asleep. Maybe you just lost the memory.
Stretching, you padded down the hall and into the kitchen, surprised to find Simon with his brows furrowed at the open cabinet in front of him.
"Si?" you asked, voice still thick with sleep, "What're you doing?"
He looked at you, a little surprised. Your brain was about a minute behind and it was so frustrating that it couldn't unravel what was clearly a very easy mystery.
"We're leavin' tomorrow, birdie." he said, turning back to his notepad and scribbling something down.
"Leaving?" you asked, a little shocked at hearing the word.
"Mmm." he hummed, closing the cabinet and moving on to the pantry, "Got nothin' left to eat."
That was true, the shelved were getting more and more bare every day. But you weren't focused on flour and canned goods, what you wanted to know what what that meant for you.
"So..." you couldn't find the right words to form the question on your mind.
"So what?" he asked, curiously avoiding your gaze. He was never like this, it make your inside twist a little at the implication that he was going to get you to town and let you fend for yourself.
"What does that mean?" you asked, voice small again in a way that only happened when you were asking things you shouldn't.
"Means I gotta get supplies. Need to eat." he said gruffly. You winced a little at him using "I" and not "we". You didn't respond, merely standing in the kitchen staring at his back as he took log of what he needed.
After a while he sighed, "What? Scared I'm tossin' ya to the curb?" he said, eyes a little annoyed when they fell on you. You stuttered out the beginning of several responses, unsure of what to say that would keep him happy but also be truthful.
"You've been cryin' and beggin' to leave since ya got here. Now yer blubberin' t'stay?"
You shook your head, trying to wake up from what was clearly a nightmare. Simon wasn't always nice, but he was never this cold. His tone was sharp and his words bit down on the soft tissue of your already bruised brain. The idea that he had broken you down to rebuild you to his liking, just to then leave you was impossible to fathom. The idea of being anywhere else but this cabin, with anyone else but Simon, they were unimaginable thoughts. You wanted to blurt out that you thought he loved you, but the words fizzled out once you looked at him again.
"You don't want me here anymore?" was all that came out, sniffling as he rolled his eyes.
"I appreciate the sex, birdie." he said, words falling on you like napalm, "But...figured with all the fightin' you do you'd book it. Fine by me."
He shrugged, turning away before you could answer. You were shell shocked.
"I don't wanna leave." you whispered. He stalled, you saw it. It was only for a moment, but he paused before turning around. He had to gather himself before facing you.
"No? What happened to that feisty girl I pulled from that wreck? Huh? She hated me." he said, a smirk playing on his lips just a tad as he made his way over to you. You reached your arms out for him on instinct and he came up to cradle your face.
"Don't hate you." you mumbled, a bit intoxicated by his scent.
"Yeah? Yer a good girl now, hm?"
You nodded, lids heavy as his thumbs stroked your cheeks, a little tear stained from his harsh words. You were a good girl now. No matter how hard you had fought or tried to stay strong, he had manhandled you into a good girl. His good girl.
"Prove it." he said, a hand wrapping around your neck and pushing you to your knees. His hands were busy undoing his belt so you tucked yours under your thighs, opening your mouth for him and letting your tongue roll out.
Simon had trained you for almost two months, so now he could slide down his cock straight down your throat and the only reaction from you was squeezing your eyes shut. You'd learned to breathe through your nose, relax, and let him take the lead. He liked it messy, as always, and he frowned at you when you pulled off early. But he hummed in satisfaction when you simply lifted your shirt off, revealing yourself to him. You spread your legs a bit, letting him step on either side of your knees to gain a better purchase as he fucked your mouth. His pace was unrelenting, pulling all the way out to let his tip rest heavy on your tongue, then slamming himself all the way down your throat, nose nestling in the curly hairs that adorned the base of his cock. You breathed him in as he came down your throat with a few shallow thrusts, drinking him down and proudly showing your empty mouth to him.
He smiled down at you, before lifting you up and onto the kitchen table, spread out for him like a Sunday roast. Grabbing one of his hunting knives from the other counter, you eyes him warily. Sometimes, when he got in a certain mood, Simon liked to bring his version of "toys" into the bedroom with him. A far cry from vibrators and butt plugs, he'd penetrated you with almost every knife handle he had in the house, and dared to hold a handgun to your temple while he fucked you. All things that shouldn't have turned you on, but they did.
Grinning at you, he gently coaxed your legs open, heels resting on the tabletop next to you as he licked his lips in anticipation. He gripped the blade carefully, holding the back of the sharp edge so he could ease the butt end of the handle up against your entrance. You let out a moan, your head briefly lolling back, the ribbed handle of the knife rubbing against your walls in just the right way to make you shudder.
"Shiiiit, baby." you heard Simon say under his breath. Opening your eyes and looking between your legs, he had pushed the knife in all the way to the hilt, the clench in your cunt keeping it in place so he could let go. Just the shiny, dangerously sharp edge of the blade could be seen extending from your leaking hole. Your brain fogged over at the sight, a whimper leaving your mouth as he told you to stay put while he fetched something.
He came back, polaroid camera in hand, lifting it up to his eye and snapping a picture of you naked and sprawled out with a knife in your cunt.
"Y'really love me, huh?" he teased, lightly gripping the blade again and easing it out and back in again, fucking you with the handle. You whined out, not wanting to admit something as pathetic as falling in love with your captor. But he was right, even if he hadn't given you much choice, you clearly didn't put up that much of a fight if all it took to rewire you was some good dick.
"Y'wanna know somethin' birdie?" he crooned at you, slipping the knife out of you and tossing it aside. He have himself a few strokes, cock still hard and leaking.
No warning, he pressed halfway into you, making you jump and groan out his name. He placed a strong hand on either side of your head, leaning down over you as he bottomed out inside you. He hadn't continued his statement, so you whined at him to finish.
"What, Si?" you moaned, making him smile at you. A real smile, a big, crooked, and smug smile. His hand traveled up your sternum, gripping your neck as he pulled you up into a wet kiss.
"I was never letting you go." he mumbled into you, before pushing you back down and holding you in place by your throat. His words echoed around in your empty skull as he fucked you, your hips aching at the pace he set.
You were a little embarrassed, feeling a special brand of pathetic that only Simon could seem to drag out of the pits of your soul. Of course he wasn't letting you leave. Not after marking you as his forever. He only wanted you to admit to yourself that you loved being in his cage. You needed to hear it from your own lips before you'd ever begin to really accept your fate. And you played right into his hand, groveling the instant he went cold on you. You sobbed as you came on him, his hand squeezing the life out of you as you spluttered and scratched at his arm.
"Atta girl." he said through gritted teeth, his other hand joining the other on your throat as he used them as leverage to chase his own release. When he came, it felt like you could taste it on your tongue it was so much and so deep. It spurted out around his shaft, making a messy puddle on the table beneath you. Once he eased himself to a stop, he leaned over you again, the kiss this time soft and loving.
"Y'know I love you, birdie." he whispered, sending a chill up your spine.
He didn't, not really. You knew that. But he thought he did, and hopefully that was going to be enough.
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The drive to town was agonizing. 6 hours of nothing but white tundra and more trees. You blew him twice you were so bored. He laughed at your pout when you crawled over again, the bench seat of the truck proving useful.
"That'll be three, love." he said, stroking your hair.
"I'm booored." you said, "Please?"
"I'm gonna be bone dry by the time we get there." he chuckled, "How about you touch yourself for me?"
The cab was warm enough that you didn't have to have all Simon's big coats wrapped around you. You peeled off your sweats, angling yourself against the door panel so he could have a good view of your fingers exploring your already sopping wet pussy. You let yourself go, leaning your head back against the glass of the window as you sunk two of your fingers inside yourself. Gathering the wetness you scissored them across your clit, rubbing desperate circles as your other hand filled your cunt.
"Fuck." Simon said, trying his best to keep his eyes on the path in front of him. The smell of your arousal had him white knuckling the steering wheel, finally giving in and reaching a hand out to assist you. He swatted the hand pumping in and out of you away, replacing your fingers with his thick ones. You groaned at the switch, one of his fingers dwarfing two of yours. You stayed like that, him hooking his fingers and massaging that spongy spot and you rubbing desperate circles on your clit as you came loudly, your cries bouncing around the cab of the truck. That seemed to satiate you for a while, before you woke up from another small cat nap and Simon had to stop the truck to fuck you back to sleep.
With a gentle shake of your shoulder, he informed you that you were in town. It was a small one, the main road seemingly containing every building they needed. Simon told you to stay put while he ran into the gun store, and you couldn't help but stare out the window at the people walking on the sidewalk. You jumped at the driver's side door slamming shut, Simon tugging his mask on before he disappeared into the building.
For the first time in weeks Simon couldn't see or hear you, and it made your heart race. You could get out and scream bloody murder. Beg someone to help you, tell them to call the police and arrest Simon for everything he had put you through over the past 2 months. But you didn't. You stayed put, gazing silently at the passerby as they went about their lives. A little girl and her mother passed by the passenger's side, and your chest tightened. Was your mother looking for you? It made you realize Simon never explained what he did after the crash.
As if on cue, the driver's door opened and Simon huffed in, tossing a box of ammo on the floor by your feet.
"Did you report the crash?" you asked, surprising even yourself. Simon froze, staring at you, probably thinking you were considering running.
"Yes." he said simply.
"Did you tell them I was dead?" you continued.
"No."
That was a little astonishing.
"So..." you had no idea how to even phrase the question there were so many things running through your mind.
"Reported four dead, one survivor." he said, leaning back into his seat, "One survivor who would be stayin' with me until the storm cleared. They never followed up."
"Does my mother know?" you asked, and he sighed.
"I don't know, baby." his eyes were soft again, but there was a warning hidden in them.
"I need to talk to her." you said, carrying on before he could interrupt, "She has to know I'm okay. Simon, please, my dad is dead. She can't..." saying the sentence out loud broke something in you. Your father was dead and you had spent the last two months as a glorified sex toy.
"Shhh," he said, leaning over and placing a gentle kiss on your forehead. "In the next town we'll figure it out."
"Next town?" you sniffled, confused as to why you would be continuing on.
"Mmm." he nodded, starting the truck back up, "This place is too small. We need more than just food, you don't have a thing to your name darlin."
He was right, he obviously never recovered your luggage from the wreck, so you'd been wearing his clothes and using his products for the entire time you'd been there. So after another hour and a half of driving you arrived in a bigger town, one with a department store.
Simon let you pick out months worth of toiletries, food you liked, even a few DVDs of your favorite movies that you could watch on his old TV. He assured you there was no issue with money, which you did not question. Once again he trusted you to go off on your own, sending you into a clothing store to get some good basics. He was going to be across the street at a hunting shop selling pelts, and told you that when you were done, the shop owner would let you use his phone to call your mother.
After a nice time talking to the lady working at the store, you left with a few hefty bags of clothes. Most of them were thick cold weather items, but you had grabbed some casual things as well as two sets of lingerie to surprise Simon with as a thank you. You dropped your wares off at the truck and nervously opened the door to the hunting shop, looking around for Simon. He waved you over and the shop owner smiled at you.
"Didn't tell me she was such a beaut!" he said, to which Simon smiled, albeit a little stiff.
"I did you just didn't believe me." he grunted.
"Course a man like you still manages to land a girl with a model body even all the way out there, huh? What she do fall from the sky like an angel?" he joked, making both you and Simon laugh lightly at the irony.
"Hank, can y'show my girl the phone?" Simon said loudly, another man coming out from the back room and nodding.
"Over here, sweetheart." he called over to you, and you didn't miss the way Simon stiffened next to you upon hearing the pet name.
My girl.
Was that what you were? His girl? You figured that made sense, he had staked his ownership over you plenty of times. As the man handed you the landline, he told you how to dial out before leaving you alone to make your call. For a moment you just stared at the phone wondering what you were even supposed to say to her. Was she worried? Was she looking for you?
Luckily muscle memory dialed the number for you, and before you knew it you were bouncing your leg rapidly as you prayed she picked up the phone. She didn't pick up the first time you called, but it was a strange number, so you redialed and hoped she got the hint.
"Hello??" her voice crackled through, clearly annoyed some random person was calling repeatedly.
"Hi mom." you breathed, saying your name felt foreign at this point, Simon barely ever used it.
You heard her drop the phone in surprise before yelling out your name. She was relieved to hear your voice, and told you that the Alaskan state police had informed her of the crash, and told her that you were safe with a hunting guide. If only she knew what he was doing to you when she thought he was keeping you safe. Once again the option of truth flashed before you, you could lower your voice and tell her to send the police to the town you were in before it was too late.
But for some frustrating reason, the thought of living without Simon was unthinkable. So you just assured her you were perfectly fine and that you had actually fallen in love with said hunting guide. You told her that it sounded crazy but you were fine, you'd find a way to talk with her more, and that getting on a plane home was simply not an option. She sounded skeptical as all mothers would, but she let you make the choice to stay. You both ended the calls with "I love you" and then she was gone again. You racked your brain for the phone numbers for any of your friends, to no avail. The only numbers you had memorized were your parents, and you couldn't call your father. A soft knock on the door behind you caught your attention, and Simon was informing you it was time to go.
The two of you stayed in a motel that night, and when his hands wandered over to you, you let him climb on top of you before you gave him a big kiss.
"Can we go slow tonight?" you asked into his lips, making him hum.
"My birdie wants to make love, huh?" he said softly, kissing his way down your neck as he pushed into you. You keened out for him, back arching up and pressing your chest to his as he set a slow, deep pace that had you leaking onto the cheap sheets under you. Simon kept that pace all night, never once speeding up and drilling into you like you knew he liked. He allowed you to lose yourself under him, and you allowed yourself to feed into the fantasy that you two had come together under regular circumstances.
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The drive back was even more agonizing, and it was so bright out that you spent most of the drive with your head in Simon's lap. He was happily obliging your oral fixation, only pushing your head down and holding you there a few times when he came. 6 hours later and you were back at his cabin, your belly full of cum.
You tried to help him unload everything, but he waved you off, telling you to focus on unpacking your new clothes and fitting them into the space he had cleared in the closet. So you did as you were told, letting Simon do the heavy lifting while you sat and sorted your new socks. By the time you were done, he had brought all the kitchen supplies in, so while he was in the yard fixing something on the snowmobile you unpacked all that as well. It felt strangely domestic, and it reminded you that you had stashed those lingerie sets away from his eyes. Grinning, you hurried back into his bedroom, also your bedroom now, fishing them out from where they were hidden and picked one out. It was simple enough, a frilly pink babydoll that you knew would have him hard as a rock.
"Birdie?" you heard him call out, his boots shuffling into the living room as he looked for you. You put on a sly smile and slinked out into the hallway.
"Over here!" you said cheerfully, and he was muttering about gas for the blah blah blah when he looked up and froze on the spot.
"Wha- where...whe-" he was sputtering, you'd never seen him like this, and it was rather endearing.
"You like it?" you asked innocently, giving him a little twirl.
"Oh baby." he breathed, running a pair of rough cold hands up along your sides making you squeal, "I love it."
He dropped to a knee, his face under the bottom hem of the babydoll, mouth already on you as you elected not to put any panties on. You whined, knees wobbling as he sucked on your clit, his tongue rabidly dancing across the bud. He grasped your ass, holding you in place while he ate you like that, allowing you to grab a hold of his short blond hair as you came with a shake.
"I have something for you, too." he grinned, leaving you standing on shaky legs as he walked over to the kitchen table. The box was already open, so he handed it to you and let you look inside. Nestled in the tissue paper was a shiny new butt plug, a pink gem in the shape of a heart at the end. You felt your face heat up as he stepped closer to you.
"Even got ya real lube." he said, grinning as he held up the bottle. Picking you up and carrying you to the bedroom, you couldn't help but giggle.
He set you gently on your feet and took the box from you, taking the plug out and pushing you softly backwards so you landed on the mattress behind you. He watched the way your breasts bounced in the lingerie, almost forgetting what he had in his hands. Easing you open, he cracked open the bottle of lube, smearing it all over from the top of your pussy all the way across your ass crack. You whined a little as his forefinger probed your puckered hole, stretching you a little before he lubed up the plug.
Watching his movements, you were almost drooling as you watched him press the princess plug into you, your ass all but sucking the toy in and holding it there. The pink heart gem glittered up at him, matching your babydoll perfectly. Simon couldn't held himself, he held your thighs open again and descended on your pussy again.
"I can't wait to ruin you." he murmured into you.
And ruin you he did, he drew three orgasms out of you with his cock, making you squeal every time he flicked or adjusted the plug. Once his cock was fully seated inside your cunt, you were a mess under him. He was stretching you so much it was pressing on the plug from inside, and you had never felt this full. The warmth of the burn manifested itself in the waterfall flowing from your legs, soaking the mattress below. You were sobbing out apologies as he shushed you, slapping the side of your face gently to clear your brain fog.
"You look so pretty, baby." he said softly, pulling the fabric covering your breasts down so they bounced out. Leaning down he covered one with his mouth, rolling your nipple gently with his teeth. You were a sobbing mess, begging him to let you cum, and once he gave you the permission you went off like a bomb. He was forced out of you as a stream of hot liquid sprayed out, coating Simon's lower half.
"God I love when you do tha'." he groaned, the sight of it making him cum for the second time that night, spurting his load all over your spent cunt, smearing the mess all over your sex.
Simon knew you hated when he pulled that reaction from you, you hated making a mess. But as always, he already had a plan, quickly heating up a bath for you to rest in while he cleaned up the room. He changed the sheets and used the dirty ones to dry the floor, tossing them all in the hamper when he got back to the bathroom.
"How're ya feelin' lovie?" he asked softly, getting nothing more than a mewl in response. Smiling, he nudged you to the middle of the tub so he could climb in behind you, settling you between his thick thighs as you nodded back off.
"Hey." he said, jostling you awake again.
"Mmm?" you hummed, slowly opening your eyes to look up at him.
"I do love you. Honest." he said, softer than anything.
"I love you too." you said, giving him a soft smile.