#sadwey

As far as break-ups go: I, personally, always try to look at it like

Hey, this is an experience I had, it was good while it lasted, but its over now and thats ok. The experienced served me, changed me, and now I have to keep going. It wouldn't hurt if it wasn't worthwhile even just in the short-term and sometimes things aren't meant to last forever.

That mindset has helped me with my break-ups and grief in general. (Some have been a bit more complicated and detrimental, but I digress)

Sending you the best healing vibes though 💞 I'm sorry you're hurting right now and just know that we are always here for you!

hello anon 💖 i apologize for the delay!! i’ve re read this ask for days now because it’s so sweet but i’ve been so busy with work and school that it keeps slipping my mind to respond 🥺

2/3 of this chapter got deleted and i want to *{*{^{^ myself bc i dont think i can recover it this time considering i stupidly decided to write in my notes app instead of google docs 😭😭 i am so sorry guys 😭😭😭💔💔💔

my mental health has gone 📉📉 this week and yesterday was terrible. i have about one paragraph of chapter 7 done so far :/ my parents are really making me question moving out because i feel like i’m suffocating. how am i 19 years old and i can’t do any of the things that include basic freedom. also my period is near (doesn’t sound like a big deal but since i’m anemic my period is a catastrophic event for me) and i have important events scheduled the same day, so ugh im gonna have to go thru those events with my period and i dont think i can handle it. i throw up, pass out and have cramps so bad i can barely walk, not to mention my flow is heavy so i leak through everything regardless of what i wear to prevent it. i dont like any of my high school friends anymore i feel like theyre very fake to me and my boyfriend and i have been in an argument for a week. well, yesterday we kind of sorted through things but it’s not something that’s going to go away soon i can tell. also i regret signing up for this one event at college and now i have to go for it and potentially lose infront of an entire crowd of people. (homecoming court) idky i thought i could do something like that considering i hate anything to do with school royalty? its like 40 degrees out and im gonna have to wear a dress. ugh.

so yeah i don’t think there will be an update this week :( but i am not going on break or any of that, this fic is one of the only things that motivates me still. and valentines day is soon and thats one of my favorite events so this is really just a small occurrence lol.