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I felt so quiet.

Quiet like silence from a scared rabbit.

Someone who got caught stealing.

Quiet like the rushing river tucked-

-away in the deep forest.

It was almost funny

Like the two inches away from a hole-in-one,

kind of funny.

The kind of funny you laugh at with tears in your eyes.

But not joyous ones.

She was so loud.

She wailed, cried, screamed.

Screamed so loud so she couldnt hear anyone else's pain except her own.

I stood quiet.

Quieter than the rabbit.

I had no words. What could I say?

There was no begging.

No pleading.

No one would listen.

And you couldnt hear.

She was so loud,

But I could only see.

I saw the cold, dark aura.

I couldnt seem to hear.

I just saw you so empty, So tired.

So ready.

You held on, so long.

I saw you one last time.

She was screaming so fucking loud,

But at least I got to say good-bye.

You did not rise in righteousness

You did not float to the heavens.

with no pain.

No hatred

No guilt

your soul left.