. * ✧ ❤ — @celestiel​ said: ❛ hey stupid. ❜ — livÂ
she reaches a hand up to her mouth,  muffling the noise of a sob,  pulling the phone away from her lips as she sucks in a shaky breath.  she doesn’t know what to say,  knows liv has never been the person to call when you needed a shoulder to cry on.  but truth is,  she didn’t know who else to call and liv was the only person she thought of that wouldn’t freak to see her name pop up on caller id.  not that she’d blame her if she did,  it’d been over a year.  a lot could change in that time.
❛  …  hey liv.  ❜  fuck this was embarrassing.  everything about her was a mess,  she was in some random hotel room in fucking london,  didn’t even have all of her shit yet.  just a duffel bag.  for a long time it was the bulk of what she carried with her,  but things had changed,  without her even realizing it.  ❛  i  ...  sorry to call outta nowhere i just  ...  fuck.  ❜  never learned how to really say what she was thinking,  all she knew was how to run.
look where that got her.  thousands of miles away from her best friends sobbing over a girl and her dog.  ❛  i’m in london and i think i - i think i wanna come home.  there was this girl she  ..  ❜  her eyes grew wet,  nose burning with the threat of tears,  ❛   we broke up but i  ...  ❜  she clears her throat,  ❛  if i book a flight can you meet me at the airport ?  ❜
