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I miss haranguing over fictional characters, books, tv series and significant people to the point of obsession... Oh, I miss fangirling! :( 

Vanderpump Rules use to be my guilty pleasure, but now it's so full of stupid drama that I now find myself really disliking it. The first season was so much better!

I can't believe the day after tomorrow is going to be the last episode of Free! 

I first will say. I support Darren 100 percent in all he does, and will always be a fan. I have been a fan from the star kid days. I will also say I am an older fan. I have been stewing on this for a while and finally decided to write it. I have recently found myself disappointed in Darren as a fan. I was so thrilled when I found out he was going on tour. I couldn't wait to see him. I was lucky enough to get into a VIP meet and greet. I was stoked to be able to tell him all that I wanted to, about how his music had carried me through some tough times. He was a total sweetheart to meet. He wasn't the dorky Darren I expected. I didn't need him to tell me how sexy southern women and southern accents were. I just felt like that stuff was a put on and not the true Darren. I have read so many stories about all of the flirty meet and greets. It just seems weird to me. I feel like its not the cute dorky Darren I originally fan girled over. I feel like he was trying to reach fans through sex appeal. Not cool. I feel like the tour marked a huge change with him. I also think all the recent I'm straight, I'm straight stuff is just overkill. I mean I don't think anyone cares that he is straight or if he has a girlfriend. It is just weird that around tour time it just started coming out in every single interview. I feel like that is also why all of the meetings were flirty and sexually charged. It was to try to make him appear more manly and more desirable to the teenage girl fanbase. I miss the gay straight purple dinosaur who cares Darren. It was part of his appeal. I hope that all of that helps him and doesn't hurt his image. I feel like so many people like the who cares love is love be who you are Darren, not this new I am a very manly man and find women so sexy. I also hate the fact that his twitter is being run by other people now. I know he is a busy guy and has no time for that stuff. It was always fun to wait on some weirdo once a month or few months tweet from him. It was another thing I considered very Darren. It gave the fans something to look forward to. Some quirky weirdo Darren thought. They were few and far between, but at least we knew it was from him! I have even noticed in some interviews he even seemed very distant from his starkid roots as if he were ashamed of his A Very Potter musical. I mean really that is so not the Darren we know and love. He would always rave about his buddies and how he got started. I will be supportive of him because I think he is a very talented person. I will always be a fan girl. I have just found myself recently missing the oddball down to earth average boy. I feel like he has fallen prey to the vultures in Hollywood. I think he has sold his soul to fitting into the status quo to attract fans. My rant is over. I hope I'm not the only one that feels like this. Bring the old Darren back. ;-)