#sadd.

I hate my life.

I bet you would always say this to your self when things go wrong, very wrong. But lemme tell you, who doesn't?

The planet is full of happy people and optimistic homo sapiens. They look like they are the happiest people alive. They live life as if they have never experienced hurt or betrayal. I'm not allowed to shot them in the eyes or have them arrested for being happy. That would just make me one jealous and bitter human. I'm sure that we all had gone through this stage of in our lives. The stage where we always think that life is unfair. The point where things around us seem gloomy and all wrong. Sometimes you would just want to lie in your bed and feel sorry for yourself. Thoughts running around the room like it is useless to stand and face the cruelty of the world and more worse thoughts of ending your life.

I'm not gonna lie, I've been there. And from time to time I still visit that Dark Room in my life. But I chose to leave every time I went there. Yes, life can be a bitch. It is still your choice whether to let it beat you up and feel bad every time or face it with faith and courage and wake up saying, 'I love my life.'