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4) What do you see yourself doing in 10 years?hahaaaa *finger guns*

50) What worries you most about the future?the whole thing, my guy

53) What do you wish you didn't know?i don’t know a thing, my guy

23) Your fears?

as far as phobia’s go I have a huge fear of Horses, but also I know this is silly but anything about Wendigo freak me the fuck out

40) Do you believe in aliens?

totally I’m one of the people who believes that since we have in innumerable amount of planets that exist the chances that were the only ones with life is pretty much impossible, that being said, I dont believe we’ve ever been visited or anything 

53) What do you wish you didn't know?

I really wish I could unlearn what “sounding”is 

69) What's the most memorable class you've ever taken?

i’ve taken some fun classes but i think the most memorable is one I hated the most

it was music theroy and I had no real reason to be in that class considering i didnt play in instrument nor did i sing (i cant even clap on beat i literally have no rhythm) and it was just me a senior, and 4 other freshman

and every other class we’d go to the “piano lab” which was just a room full of keyboards and the teacher would take roll and leave so we could practice

i hated the class so much and cared virtually nothing about my grade as soon as the teacher left i’d just get up and leave too only coming back just before the teacher got there, at this point im positive he knew but he didnt give a shit either

97) Is there anything you're really passionate about?

8:Want any tattoos?

 A BUNCH!!! I have a few on my mind. one im really wanting is a tattoo my friend @whimsical-villain is gonna design, she’s gonna take the purple fybromyalgia awareness ribbon and draw pastel spooky stuff around it, with the words “stay strong” its the one I want most right now ( I do also still want a ziggy stardust tattoo, cause while I recognize that Bowie was pretty shitty as a person his music still shaped me into who I am and it will never stop being important to me and I really want the lightning bolt)

32:What words upset me the most

tbh I hate the word “pussy” its the only word I can think of that makes me cringe every time i hear it or read it.  like I honestly didnt even want to write it down

im not sure why, I just really hate it

33:What words make me feel the best about myself

i know this is dumb, but when people call me smart, I’ve grown up in a house where everyone has tested at genious or above level iq and while I too test just at the boarder, I was always called dumb and put down cause I think in a different way so when someone calls me smart i think about it forever

41:Where I want to be right now

as a temorary thing I’d like to be in ocala visiting my best friend

6. What are you excited for?

next month I get to go down to ocala for a week and spend time with my best friend who I normally only get to see once a year!!!

7. What happened tonight?

I watched MirrorMask with said best friend via sykpe

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

something my friend said about mirror mask and the creepy fucking sphynx things int he movie

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

yessssss

27) What is something most people don't know about you?

uhhh, I guess, I have an oval birthmark right above my belly button, when i was little my dad called it my extra button

28) What makes you feel the happiest?

that moment at a convention when someone recognizes my cosplay and gets exited and they jump a little, literally nothing in this world feels better than that

91) What is your favorite word?

floccinaucinihilipilification

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.

my brother was paid to do some chores and he snuck shit around so now I basically have to do the shit he was paid to do

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?

the year i was 11-12 it is by far the worst year of my life

35. Did you have a dream last night?

no, just a reoccuring nightmare, wheather starts acting crazy and it storms and silver orbs rip from my body as the flesh necrots and rots around it, while i just lay down in agony and everyone i know stands above me and watches

tbh i have that one usually 3 or 4 times a month

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?1998 was my year and it’s all been downhill since

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?sometimes i wish i had blue eyes cuz my dad had blue eyes and i think blue eyes would be so pretty but idk i really like having hazel eyes

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow?pay bills D’: