#sad melon

Our family cat just died last night. I feel so overwhelmed right now. I grew up with her as a little girl, though I saw the signs of her going senile and her health deteriorating. I did expect for it to happen soon, and yet it doesn't hurt any less. I'll miss her. ❤

I've also got a job interview to go to today, which I've already spoken with the manager and he seems really awesome.

My period started yesterday, just to make things even more emotional for me today.

I'm sitting here wondering what else will happen next . I probably won't be writing much for a long time, especially if I get this job and I become really busy. It's a grieving period for me right now, so thanks for being patient with me.

I really, really need to extend a massive thank you to everyone that has helped me out so far, I can afford my medication and probably copay for the neurologist so far, and that is a most excellent thing. Like, I can't even fathom the outpouring of support, there are no words, I am literally in awe and dumbstruck because I didn't expect anyone to care that much?? I know that sounds somewhat defeatist or not giving myself much credit, but being in such a situation had really made me feel isolated in the world, and this has been insanely eye-opening, and like I really wish I could HUG EVERYONE because you guys are simply the best people out there.

I plan to send all the individual thank yous when I can, and I will DRAW YOU surprises via lurking your likes, you people that have donated-- or just tell me things you like or even specifics and I will shower you in things when I can manage drawtime. This is a thing I must do. ;v;