@s4crificial / for sam uwu
in every anger-fueled daydream, atticus had thought the process of killing to be something intense, drawn-out, and difficult. like the movies, he saw an intense fight, a battle for survival that ended in the loser clawing at the last shreds of life they could hold onto until inevitably made to let go.
the reality somehow was somehow without any of the grandeur.
there was no dramatic, movie-style action sequence.
there was no toe-to-toe fighting, matched blow for blow.
there were no awful, witty little quips nor world-shattering words of wisdom.
death was cold, sudden, and the human body was the perfect home for it.
it had happened so quickly, from the moment he had felt an unwelcome hand upon his body, to the moment he felt the unmistakable crack of bones beneath his squeezing fingers.
the all-too familiar face of a stalker who had prowled the perimeter of his home, harassed his secretary for his private contact information, and routinely appeared at every press conference open to the public gazed back at him with glassy eyes finally devoid of the unhealthy fixation that had been like a disease.
throwing him down against the concrete should have been enough, but uncontrollable as his anger had been, only now did he see the fault of pursuing it to its end.
even with no visible blood upon his hands, the feeling of squeezing the life out of a struggling, panicked body was not forgotten.
realizing he hadn’t let go, cooling skin bulging around the pressure applied his hands, he quickly withdrew them, trying to swallow down budding panic.
‘ it’s fine, ‘ he assured himself in a low, hushed tone, aggressively wiping his hands down his slacks, mind racing to formulate a plan of action. ‘ no one will be sorry about one less sick fuck. ‘