Feb 15, 2025
okay wait absolutely insane that brennan asks murph what riz is most afraid of, and he says “being wrong” and “not being able to save kristen,” but instead of yes and-ing, brennan hits him back with
no actually, riz is still working through his asexuality and is deathly afraid of everyone coupling up and forgetting about him in favor of their more important significant others
i think murph is so good at playing riz that he agrees that riz’s biggest fear is failure, but he truly knows it’s just the surface-level concern that’s covering the real fear of being left behind by all the people he cares about, because he’s not like them and he’ll likely never be like them no matter how much he wants to or pretends to be
#like god…..#i’m actually very glad i watched this now and not when i was still struggling with asexuality or i would have absolutely cried here#bc i’ve had these exact thoughts before and i never even went into the forest of the nightmare king so what gives !!#ggw liveblog#riz gukgak#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#fhsy spoilers#s2e18
